I still couldn't bring myself to go into the office. I rang my boss on Wednesday to tell him that Ian and I had split up and I needed a few days to sort myself out. He was very understanding and told me to take as much time as I needed. I was relieved to be free of that pressure.
I spent the rest of the morning mooching around the house getting under my mother's feet. I sat by the window clasping a mug of coffee and watched the pattern of rain drops running down the pane. I was feeling sorry for myself. After lunch the rain petered out and, although there was still some mizzle in the air, I persuaded Mum to come out for a walk.
We chatted generally but she eventually broached the subject of my marriage. She asked whether Ian might take me back. I told her about the videos and some of their content. She was horrified and said I should contact the police. I said there was little point now, the damage had been done. She realised there was little chance of Ian being reconciled to my affair.
That evening, I got yet another call from Nick once he realised that I wasn't going to show.
'So, you went to your yoga class instead, did you?' I hadn't but I didn't respond. 'I had organised something special for you tonight, as well.' He sounded irritable.
'I told you that I wasn't going to see you again.'
'And I've warned you it will only get worse,' he hissed.
'You can't blackmail me anymore. Ian knows everything.'
'Does he, Emily? Does he know about all your naughty little tricks?' This time it was Nick that ended the call.
I was shaking when the call ended. I paced up and down the bedroom, worried sick. I'm sure Mum heard my footsteps. She must have been concerned about me, but I was relieved that she didn't come up to question me about it. I eventually calmed down and realized I couldn't do anything about it. I finally went to bed and fell into a fitful sleep.
Mum still didn't quiz me about it the next morning. We had just finished breakfast when Nick's message arrived with yet another attachment, again copied to Ian. My heart sank. I could guess what this one contained. I went up to my room and started the video. I was right. The screen was filled with an empty spotlit stage.
Nick had invited me to a Valentine's Day Soiree, the week before. This year it fell on Saturday, but it would go on into the early hours, and we would have to sleep over. It was unusual for him to tell me what he had planned, but obviously he wanted me to arrange a hall pass from Ian. The event sounded thrilling and I was really excited at the prospect of actually sleeping with Nick. However, I had to find a reason to be out all night.
In the end I told Ian that it was a hen party for a girl back home and that she would put me up for the night afterwards. He didn't react. He didn't even ask the name of my friend. 'Have a good time,' he called out as he left for the rugby. 'Don't do anything I wouldn't do.'
'Is that a double negative?' I mused as I packed my bag. Nick said that it would be an elegant evening gathering and he had bought me a suitable dress. All I needed to bring was some sexy underwear. I also threw in a babydoll negligee and a change of clothes for the following day.
I drove over to Nick's and transferred my case to his car. The sun was just going down as we set off. We drove a couple of junctions up the motorway before turning onto a trunk road and then a winding road through rolling pasture land. He eventually turned into a stone gateway and pulled up at a lodge. A gatekeeper in bottle green livery checked the car registration and waved us through. The drive swept up a long avenue of lime trees with drifts of snowdrops in the verge. At the top, the Georgian house looked magnificent. The frontage was floodlit, highlighting the mellow red brick and stone dressings. Nick parked on the gravel forecourt at the front.
'Wow. What a pile,' I exclaimed. I just sat in the car looking at it. Nick raised an appreciative eyebrow.
'Come on,' he said. 'Leave your case in the car. Someone will bring it in.'
I felt like royalty as we stepped up the stone steps to the pedimented entrance. We entered into a double height hallway with a graceful curved staircase and huge chandelier. It took my breath away. As I was gazing around, we were approached by a rather formal butler in a black suit and tie. He checked us off his list, handed Nick a key and directed us to our room on the first floor. 'The reception will be commencing in ten minutes in the ballroom, sir.'
Compared to the majesty of the principal floor, the bedroom was relatively modest. However, the en-suite bathroom was really well appointed. Nick presented me with a pale pink chiffon evening dress. It was knee-length, gathered at the waist and fitted perfectly. I was constantly surprised how he managed to do this while my husband was absolutely hopeless at choosing clothes for me. 'Take your time,' Nick said. 'I want you to look your best.'
I sat down at the vanity unit bewildered by the array of scents and fragrances laid out. 'I'll stick with what I know tonight and try those in the morning,' I thought. I refreshed my make-up and, checking in the mirror, was pleased with the effect.
As we descended, we could hear classical music which we followed to the ballroom. It was a beautifully proportioned room decorated in salmon pink and white. There were couches lining the edge of the room but most people were standing around in groups sipping drinks and chatting. The colourful evening gowns and dark lounge suits created an elegant and refined tableau.
Heart shaped canapes and hors-d'oeuvres were laid out on tables between the love seats. Nick pointed out a waitress in a black uniform with a small white apron serving champagne. We sauntered across and took a flute each. The music was coming from a string quartet on a small stage at the far end. I recognised some modern tunes amongst the more classical pieces.
'Let me introduce you to Richard,' Nick said. 'He's old money and owns this place.'
He led the way to a huddle in the centre of the room. A tall gentleman with a shock of white hair was holding court in a circle of acolytes. Nick hovered on the fringes until there was a break in the discourse. Previously, when I had been with Nick, he had always been the centre of attention, so it was interesting to see him playing second fiddle in this gathering.
'Richard,' he began, 'Let me introduce Emily. It's her first time at one of your parties.' He urged me forward.
'Ah, Emily welcome,' Richard hailed me as if he had known me all his life. He greeted me with a close hug and a kiss on each cheek. 'I do hope you enjoy our little celebration.'
'It looks absolutely wonderful,' I smiled, demurely. 'It's such a beautiful house.'
'Thank you,' he said. 'You're very kind. Sometimes one doesn't appreciate it when you've lived here all your life.' He introduced me to the rest of the group and I received nods and smiles as he quickly ran round their names.
Just at that moment, a young waitress came over with a sweet trolley of delicacies. 'Now then,' Richard said, 'You must try one of these. 'Whichever takes your fancy,' he winked. There was a silver tray of eclairs, but rather than a chocolate topping, they had an unmistakeable pink iced hood on one end with a sugary pearl of precum on the tip. They radiated out from a mound of whipped cream with alternating sugar plums arranged around the rim. The other tray had a display of large profiteroles, about the size of tennis balls. However, they were slit open, across the top with a pink creamy filling and a red candy wishbone. I was taken aback by the obvious symbolism. The others broke into wide grins and giggles. 'We call these 'genteel pastries',' Richard laughed. 'They're a speciality of the house.'
'I presume you'll want an Γ©clair, madam,' the waitress smirked. She delicately picked one out with a pair of tongs and placed it on a paper napkin with the head projecting out.
'All the men are waiting to see how you take it,' Richard grinned. I smiled at his innuendo and promptly bit the end off, causing some of the cream to spurt out. This generated even more laughter. Nick took a profiterole and joined in the joke, dipping his tongue deep into the soft raspberry mousse. Despite their distinct depiction, the choux pastries were actually delicious.
'Is Stephanie here?' Nick asked. 'I need to sort out a couple of things with her.'
'She's in the drawing room, through there.' Richard indicated a panelled door in an alcove opposite. 'We'll see you later.'
Nick walked me across but there was a change in his demeanour. Before opening the door, he drew me aside. 'You've guessed what this is, haven't you?' he asked. I wasn't sure what he was referring to. 'This exclusive soiree is just a well-heeled swingers party.'
I was dumbfounded.
'All these fashionable folk are here to swap partners. Does that shock you?' he asked, looking for my reaction.