Author's Note: Some people don't understand the word meaning of the word 'commencement': to commence means to 'start' something. So when the caps and gowns get put on, the grads are 'commencing' a new era. Sorry: No 'She grabbed his throbbing pleasure-lance and shoved it into her sopping-wet love canal.' in this, last, episode.
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The first half of the trip back to our London hotel suite was tense. Karl had walked away from me when I told him I was not giving up Rex. None of us wanted to make a scene, so we started our ride in silence. I sat between my two men, but leaning on Rex.
I reflected: a fortnight ago my marriage and my life were safe, but predictable. The only problem was a mild one, that Karl kept talking about wanting to watch me have sex with another man. I went along with his role-playing and sometimes I got excited as well.
Then I met Rex, at that performance in the city. I ended up fucking him that night, then returned for more the next day.
When Rex offered to take me to London with him, I jumped at the chance, even letting Karl go along. I know I could have simply not told Karl where we were going, keeping him in the dark; but I decided that my husband and I should continue to trust each other, as much as possible.
Now I am a different woman. The loneliness in the concert hall and sense of being abandoned for another drink was what started it. Throw in the spirit of adventure, the alcohol and the situation: I was a goner!
Neighbors and friends would doubt my sincerity, but I truly love my husband Karl, but the sexual thrill of fucking a different man is enough to want me to keep doing it.
Back in college, I learned about the stages of grief: shock, disbelief, bargaining, depression, and acceptance. I watched Karl go through the first stages and prayed he'd finish soon. He was startled when I proposed going up to Rex's suite. He could not believe I would go back for more the next day. Karl got so moody, especially after Rex told him my cunt belonged to someone else from now on.
Karl changed too. He promised to cut back on his drinking, lose some weight, and take me on dates again. That must have been his bargaining phase. Karl's libido is back to being like a teenager's. That is a good thing, for both of us.
I was gazing out the window of the British countryside. We were tense.