Of course she knew how turned on the very idea of her exposing herself to me in a booth like that meant to me. Married for over twenty years, I repeatedly told her about one of my earliest and most formative sexual experiences, when in the older, raunchier days of New York City my very hip uncle showing me a night on the town paid for me to go into one of those places. I was only 14 or 15, but when the guy working the place asked my age and Uncle Jack said, "He's 20"โhanding him a crisp twenty dollar billโthe guy grabbed the money and waved me in. The experienced woman in the booth, a brunette like my wife, could tell I was nervous, so she took her time with me, letting me tell her what turned me on and then encouraging me to stroke it for her.
Such sexual memories stick deeply inside a man. While I loved having regular sex with my incredibly upscale wifeโnow in her late forties but looking much younger with a svelte body and designer clothesโI always want to watch her as she helps get me off. Not much of a drinker and a lot more reserved now as a mother of two, she unfortunately rarely lets me just see her in her underwear. I can barely have a soft hallway light on during the increasingly rare times we do get it on. Only twice through all of years together she's let me sit in a chair and ask her to undress for me as I start to jerk off.
Those rare moments remain in my top 5 best sex experiences I've had with her. (When you're married and faithful as long as I've been to the same woman, you do indeed keep such a list). I know there are a ton of websites where you can interact with women, "controlling" their vibrators by adding money. That gets so overtly pornographic for me that it's not even real. It's the idea of my demure wife who can't, or won't, set herself up as an object of desire that most drives this fantasy.
Both fortunately and unfortunately, my wife knows how much her denying me keeps me wanting her, even as she knows how to tempt me with the slightest flirtations. Like she'll say she doesn't want me objectifying her body as she modestly covers up when I'm checking her out, yet she'll subtly lift her leg to adjust her shoe, letting me catch glimpses of her panties under her skirt. It's like she keeps me in this state of painful pleasure.
Last year, on a family trip to Europe, I saw this older, well-dressed gentleman checking out her ass the whole time we were at the Van Gough museum in Amsterdam. At one point I could tell she noticed him, but she pretended that she didn't, even as she bent over right in front of him to read information about a particular painting. Seeing him look at her the way I do drove me crazy the whole time we were there. Grateful I'd paid the extra money to get our teenaged sons their own room, once we were back in the hotel I practically tore off her clothes, almost against her will, to have her. Even then she tried to play like she wasn't that into it, but the way she surrendered to all my advances, and how wet she was when I first touched her, proved otherwise.
Despite my obsession with me and other guys watching her, now in the car as she aggressively welcomed a chance to at least investigate my fantasy I got really nervous. She actually seemed willing to at least walk into a place like this filled with horny guys and maybe even sit in one of those booths. Close to missing my great chance, I kept looking at her legs in that skirt, thinking about the glimpse I got of her in matching sheer tan bra and panties when she got dressed in the hotel this morning after her shower. With a raging hard on at the thought of her lifting up that skirt in such a dirty place, at the last second I took the exit and turned around toward the sign we'd seen.
"Are you sure you're up for going in there?" I asked, as we sat in the parking lot, watching a few men walk in and out. "It's full of guys looking for sex. You know, the only women in there will be the ones behind the booths." Though obviously very excited, part of me still hoped she'd now change her mind. It just seemed like too much for either of us. We weren't the kind of couple that watches porn or even reads literotica together.
"Come on," she said, rather dismissively as she opened her passenger door. "We can just check it out, and if it's too gross we can leave. Besides, I have to pee."