"There you go Robert, your big fantasy for me... Why don't you exit and we check it out?" says my wife, as she taps me on the shoulder and points to a giant lit-up sign on the other side of the highway:
RANDY's SEXXX SHOP
TOYS, VIDEOS
PRIVATE BOOTHS WITH LIVE GIRLS!
It wasn't like Nicolette to outright tease me like this. Maybe it's because we'd just dropped our older son off at a new college in the south and a certain kind of empty nest syndrome had already settled upon us, that my otherwise conservative wife felt like taking this kind of risk.
"I thought you said they didn't even have those booths anymore?" she asked. "Remember when you begged me to act like I was in one of those booths? You're such a perv. Well, it's too much of a coincidence that they actually have them. We should check it out."
"You're kidding, right?" I asked, already getting a raging hard on as I stared down at her perfectly toned legs in her knee length cream skirt and her manicured toes exposed in her cork heeled shoes. Full of desire, like an idiot I actually considered passing the exit where I could turn around.
"I'm offering...now or never, and you're missing your chance," she said.
Of course she knew how turned on the very idea of her exposing herself to me in a booth like that meant to me. Married for over twenty years, I repeatedly told her about one of my earliest and most formative sexual experiences, when in the older, raunchier days of New York City my very hip uncle showing me a night on the town paid for me to go into one of those places. I was only 14 or 15, but when the guy working the place asked my age and Uncle Jack said, "He's 20"—handing him a crisp twenty dollar bill—the guy grabbed the money and waved me in. The experienced woman in the booth, a brunette like my wife, could tell I was nervous, so she took her time with me, letting me tell her what turned me on and then encouraging me to stroke it for her.
Such sexual memories stick deeply inside a man. While I loved having regular sex with my incredibly upscale wife—now in her late forties but looking much younger with a svelte body and designer clothes—I always want to watch her as she helps get me off. Not much of a drinker and a lot more reserved now as a mother of two, she unfortunately rarely lets me just see her in her underwear. I can barely have a soft hallway light on during the increasingly rare times we do get it on. Only twice through all of years together she's let me sit in a chair and ask her to undress for me as I start to jerk off.
Those rare moments remain in my top 5 best sex experiences I've had with her. (When you're married and faithful as long as I've been to the same woman, you do indeed keep such a list). I know there are a ton of websites where you can interact with women, "controlling" their vibrators by adding money. That gets so overtly pornographic for me that it's not even real. It's the idea of my demure wife who can't, or won't, set herself up as an object of desire that most drives this fantasy.
Both fortunately and unfortunately, my wife knows how much her denying me keeps me wanting her, even as she knows how to tempt me with the slightest flirtations. Like she'll say she doesn't want me objectifying her body as she modestly covers up when I'm checking her out, yet she'll subtly lift her leg to adjust her shoe, letting me catch glimpses of her panties under her skirt. It's like she keeps me in this state of painful pleasure.