MILF breaks a few commandments to become a hotwife
Thou shalt not....
We've all heard the phrase happy wife happy life. Well, my wife Jenny hasn't been happy for the past 30 months and my life has gotten, frankly, quite miserable. So miserable that I've contemplated several strategies to rectify the situation. I'm sympathetic with her plight but her behaviors are exacerbating the problem and making life miserable for me and everyone around her.
It started when Jenny's older sister passed away unexpectedly from a brain aneurysm. They weren't all that close and lived 1000 miles apart but nonetheless, it was painful and increased her awareness that we are all mortal. She grieved and I was supportive. Four months after her car was stolen from her parking place at work and subsequently totaled in an accident. It wouldn't have been so bad except she had been searching for that particular car for over a year and was very upset when her baby blue Mustang was headed for the scrap yard. For of the next 18 months it was bunches of little things gone wrong. Dropped her cell phone and broke the screen, favorite flowering tree in the front yard died, son didn't make the basketball team, best friends in the neighborhood moved across the country, broken AC wiped out our vacation fund, etc, etc.
The always pleasant and life of the party Jenny was no longer always pleasant or the life of the party. She wasn't much fun to be around, and her bad attitude carried over to the bedroom. She seemed so absorbed with self-pity that she paid me little attention and the only advantage I had over sleeping with an inflatable sex doll was that her body was warmer. Of course, I had talked with her numerous times Even gone so far as to encourage some grief counseling. Then things did get worse as her dad came down with prostate cancer - very treatable but nonetheless scary for the family. Then Jenny received a huge setback. Jenny had been tracking for a full partnership at her firm and had significant stock options promised to be redeemed when they planned to go public in the near future. She had been a loyal employee for about seven years and was looking forward to having a very nice upgrade to the retirement my career would provide. An unanticipated planned buyout announcement ended those dreams, as it would cancel her options and result in a new boss, demotion, and the very real prospect of a need to start over with another firm.
While fate had certainly dealt Jenny some serious blows the reality was our kids were doing great my job was secure, our bank accounts were comfortable, and we had loving families and good friends. I was frustrated that Jenny couldn't let go of the bad things and focus on the good. She'd always been a hard worker, honest, kind, disciplined, loyal, and caring but the bad luck was changing her.
Let me back up a little. Jenny is my wife of 15 years. Our two sons are nine and 11 years old and doing well. I'm an engineer with the government, 6 feet tall 190 pounds, decent shape considered attractive by most women. Jenny is 5 foot 7, 135 pounds, and what many would consider a MILF that would register about an 8 1/2 on the hot meter. My favorite feature is the 35 C boobs, but ass and leg men would also enjoy eyeing Jenny. Long wavy brown hair and a nice smile when she smiles - a very infrequent event lately, complete the package.
Jenny was raised in a very conservative household. I think it really upset her mom when we moved in together a year before we were married, and it took her several years to forgive us. Jenny and I are very compatible in most ways. We used to be compatible in the bedroom but that's no longer the case as she has let the bad luck overwhelm her normally engagement in other activities.
I had talked with grief counselors, even her pastor, and had even done a little reading in attempts to find a way to refocus. I even toyed with taking a transfer across the country or a long vacation, and I even casually explored divorce. What was clear was that the current situation couldn't continue. I was lonesome and horny and frustrated for myself and the kids. This wasn't the Jenny I had married.
I confronted Jenny on a Sunday afternoon. Friday and Saturday had been frustrating. The kids were with friends. At first, I expressed sympathy for the string of very bad luck Jenny had suffered but then I let her know in no uncertain terms that this obsession on bad news needed to come to an end. She was making me and the kids think we weren't enough for her and it hurt. She teared up and spoke softly, "But I've been a good person, I've always done the right thing, I've worked very hard, I don't deserve what's happened to me."
My attempts to comfort her with stories about how bad things happen to good people didn't seem to help. No matter what I said garnered the same response, "But I've been good I don't deserve this."
Finally, in frustration I stood to leave the room. I couldn't take much more. As I grabbed the newspaper I was reading I said to Jenny, "Well maybe you need to take a vacation from being good - maybe you should spend the next month being bad and see if that helps."
Jenny looked up with a surprise look on her face, "What did you say?"
My comment had been inadvertent and not thought out so I was hurrying to come up with a response. "Well... rather than sitting around feeling sorry for yourself maybe you should spend your time planning to break half a dozen of those Bible commandments you learned as a kid."
Jenny looked even more surprised now. "How would breaking commandments make me feel any better? I'm certainly not going to kill anybody as much as I'd like to strangle my CEO for stealing my future."
This was getting interesting. "You can skip the murder one and I actually don't expect you to change your faith or find new idols to worship so you can skip the first two commandments as well."
"I can't dishonor my parents." Jenny responded.