This is my first attempt at story writing - any comments feedback are appreciated.
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Like many of the people who read these letters, I have lived with the desire to see my wife make love to another man. The thought of seeing her give herself to another really makes me hard and while we have toyed a bit with the idea of it in our lovemaking, I have never pursued since we have been married. You see, early on in our relationship, a bizarre situation I inadvertently caused resulted in my seeing her getting intimate with another guy whom she had been dating before we met. As it almost brought an end to our relationship, I have had to just live with the memories of seeing her making passionate love with another man knowing that she fully gave herself to him because of my foolish behavior. But I am getting ahead of myself...
My wife, Sheila and I met in college just after she started class. I was a sophomore at that time and lived in a dorm at the center of campus. We met through a mutual friend at a party during the first week of school and it was pretty much love at first site. This story is about how an accidental erotic episode in our early dating almost brought an end to our relationship.
Sheila is a natural beauty. Not supermodel material per se, but she has a wholesome look that projects both innocence and her fun-loving nature. She has chestnut colored hair and an athletic build with small pert breasts and a nice firm butt. She's really easy to talk to and the first night I met her we talked until 3 in the morning. The next day we went on our first date playing racketball together at the campus gym.
Both of us were virgins when we met, so our courtship was a slow one. In fact it was a week after our first date before we started kissing and having light make out sessions. Basically just kissing and a little light groping over our clothes at the end of the evening It was at one of these initial make out sessions that I was shocked to learn that she was engaged to someone else.
I found out that even though Sheila was a virgin she was engaged to her high school boyfriend. Her parents did not want her to wear her ring when she went to college as they both thought she was too young. Not wanting to rock the boat, Sheila agreed not to wear the ring and told her fiancée, Dave, that while she was happy to be engaged that she did not want to cause problems with her parents so that she would agree not to wear a ring and that after Christmas the first year of school there would be less of a problem if they were to get engaged.
Anyway, Sheila was surprised that she was developing feelings for someone other than her fiancée so quickly. We both loved each other and Sheila felt that I was the one but she wanted to take it slow until she ended things with Dave. Dave was attending a trade school out West and since he was on the other side of the country, she did not want to break things off immediately with him over the phone since she felt she should meet him in person to explain things and to give him his ring back.
It was September of my sophomore and her freshman year and we were pretty much seeing each other every day. While Dave had planned on visiting her in late October after mid-terms, Sheila's resistance continued to break down. The daily make out sessions now included her jacking me off and her wrapping her lips around my cock to catch all of my sperm so as not to make a mess. She let me finger her pussy and play with her breasts. On the weekends, we would spend the nights together usually working in a couple of heavy petting sessions. By the end of September, Sheila was blowing me regularly. She liked to play with my balls while licking the head of my cock and jerking me with one hand. I would often return the favor by eating her pussy and lightly fingering her ass. We had began to incorporate 69 into our regular weekend activity as well.
By the time, we were in early October, Sheila's schedule would permit her to stop by my dorm room in the afternoon for a quick session. We had about an hour between classes and my roommate was conveniently in a lab during the time. She would come by and we would have time for some French kissing and a quick 69. We had also started occasionally rubbing my cock up against her pussy but without penetration. It was always really hot and would get me really hard. She loved the feeling of my dick sliding across her slit and the cum splashing on her skin.
It was at about this time that we started talking about going all the way. I really wanted to and I reasoned with her that as we did everything else and since she was planning on breaking up with Dave in a couple of weeks anyway so she was effectively unengaged. She wanted to as well but was a bit scared and felt horribly conflicted since she had not yet broken off her engagement to Dave. That said she agreed it was silly for us not to - so on the first weekend of October that year we agreed to try it. Luckily she was already on birth control for a medical condition, so there was nothing keeping us back. Late that Saturday night, in my dorm room, we had gotten completely naked - something we rarely did - since we often had to work our rendezvouses around roommates schedules. My cock is about 7 inches long and slightly thicker than average and I took the head and rubbed it around her pussy. She had a hard time getting wet that first time and was unable to work it in. She ended up giving me a very hot blowjob instead - swallowing an extra big load of cum. Sheila promised that we would try again and next time she would get some lube just in case she needed it.
Well, it didn't take long, the very next day during our afternoon between class session, Sheila came by. She dropped her panties and told me she wanted to try. I got on top of her in the missionary position and worked my penis in her. It felt really tight and as we began to pump, Sheila looked up at me and said please hold her close. As I did, she started licking me ear and told me how horny she was. As we rocked back and forth, my cock pushing in and out of her, she yelled out that she was coming. As her pussy contracted, my cock got the extra squeeze it needed to cause it to shoot resulting in a very heavy load of cum shooting up her pussy.
I rolled off of her - both of us panting. She laughed at the goo inside of her and asked for a paper towel to help her clean up. A few minutes later she was out the door and on her way to class.
Later that evening when we spoke, she told me she hadn't cleaned up well enough and my cum was leaking down her leg in class. She thinks some of the other guys may have noticed and she was really embarrassed. That said, she certainly enjoyed our new afternoon activity and was happy to stop by every afternoon for a quickie before class.
I was really enjoying all of the fucking and oral sex. We had been experimenting with a number of positions but found we really both liked missionary the best. Between weekday quickies and weekend overnights, neither of us could be more satisfied sexually - or so I thought.
It was the second to last week of October when Sheila mentioned to me that Dave would be visiting her the next week for 3 days. While I felt confident in our relationship, I was slightly concerned about what this meant. I confronted her directly.
"So are you planning to break things off with Dave right away?" I asked.
"Not immediately, I was planning to work up to it and let him know toward the end." Sheila replied.
"Oh," I said somewhat taken aback. "Does this mean you are planning to have sex with him?"
"No silly! Of course not," she quickly replied. " I wouldn't have agreed to make love to you if I thought I was going back to him. You're stuck with me."
"Well, I'm glad to hear that!" I said partially relieved and giving her a quick kiss. "I was concerned you might want to try some of the things we have been doing with him. I mean, he probably is expecting "some relief" from you while he is here. Didn't you and he fool around at all?"
Sheila had a somewhat troubled look as if she had not fully considered what may transpire in the coming week. That said she reassured me a bit.
"Look, Dave and I are over. We never went all the way and pretty much just jerked each other off when we made out in high school - so he won't expect too much."
"Pretty much?" I questioned.
