Chapter 23 -- Mr. Stein
It would surprise most people to know that I can play nice with others sometimes, particularly my friends like Gary and Ben. I have always been generous to them with my toys -- all my toys. So they were not happy to hear that permission to fuck The Work of Art would not be coming anytime soon.
At dinner on Sunday night, Gary took the news pretty well, but hell, he works for me, so what choice does he have? Ben on the other hand, did not. He's a businessman like me, and in fact, we are partners in multiple concerns. So, he's used to getting what he wants.
"How much?"
"Ben, it's not a matter of money."
"You don't know how much I am willing to pay. I'll make it very worth your while, and hers."
"Not now. There are too many considerations at present. It's complicated."
"Don't try to convince me that you're worried about that kid. He just sat there and watched you fuck his bitch in front of all of us."
"I pushed the kid pretty hard, I just don't want to cross any lines that bring this to a halt. This woman is too important." I didn't tell him that would take at least a year. These guys don't know the details to our arrangement.
Another issue was how creepy Ben could be. Most of the girls had no interest in him, and in fact, Lynn wouldn't go near him. He didn't fuck girls often, but when he did, there was often a felony involved. He could be one sick fuck. That's one of his finer qualities, if you ask me.
"So what's the deal? Why so stingy with that sweet pussy."
"When did you get interested in fucking rather than just watching?"
"When I saw a piece of ass walk onto that boat that rivaled any stripper, porn star or even movie star I ever saw. And her voice, that sweet sexy Marilyn Monroe voice. That woman is goddamn perfect. Anybody would fuck her given half a chance. So how about it?"
"Honestly, this one's innocent."
"Oh, yeah," he said sarcastically. "A new-born babe that one, of course, only if that babe just admitted to being a cunt and a cocksucker."
"Well, she's special. She needs careful handling."
"So, you're in love with her?"
"Why do people keep fucking saying that? I am not!"
"Probably because we all see it."
Even Gary piped in. "You are never like this with other chicks. You don't give a shit about Lynn, and you're only mad with Mary cause she left you without permission. And you just said how important Charlotte is to you."
"Well, fuck you all!" Everyone is fucking with me and my damn back is killing me for trying to show off on that boat. What was I thinking picking up that young woman and fucking her like that. I do not need this shit.
"Well, don't say that I don't recognize a conversation ender when I hear one. Just know that whenever you change your mind, my checkbook is ready," Ben said.
"Good to know. Thanks."
"Can I ask boss," Gary said, "how you knew that Carl, of all people, was a fucking cuck? I never would have guessed it."
"Instinct, I guess. And mannerisms. He displays so many signs of submissiveness. For instance, when we walk down the street abreast and someone's coming the other way, he always steps back and lets them go by, then rejoins our group."
"That could just be good manners."
"Do you do that? I don't. Nope, he's a submissive bitch."
Chapter 24 -- Charlotte
The next morning, I was taking Carl to the airport like I always do on Mondays. We were doing it in total silence, as we hadn't really spoken since our argument in the car the day before. We didn't ever really fight, so this was very strange to me. I felt very badly -- like it was partially my fault.
"Honey, I'm sorry for yesterday," I finally said. "I don't like it when we fight."
As we pulled into the airport road, Carl said, "Can we have an honest conversation about yesterday? If you want to, pull over at the cell phone lot. I don't care if I miss my flight. You are more important." I pulled into the lot.
"I'm sorry too for being a ridiculous, jealous fool," he said. "Now, what exactly are you sorry for?"
"I got jealous and mad, cause you talked to Lynn."
"You had no reason to be mad. Don't you trust me? If we don't trust each other, our marriage is in real trouble."
"I trust you, baby."
"What else was going on in your head yesterday? You weren't just mad because I had some conversations with other women."
"I thought about it all night. I didn't sleep to good. I think I felt guilty, cause I was having all that super great sex, and you weren't. I feel bad."
"Did you maybe use your jealousy and anger as a reason to have guilt-free sex with Stein?"
"I guess I did, but it didn't work. The guilt I did feel only made me madder."
"Did it feel wrong ... the sex?"
"Yes, but that's why it's so exciting. It's like when Mommy told me not to do something, and then I had to do it. It sometimes feels good to do something wrong, but then you feel guilty afterwards."
"Do you think what we're doing is wrong now?"
"YES! Of course. It's wrong, and it's dirty. We took money for sex. What's that called?"
"That makes me a pimp and you a whore, but well paid ones," he laughed. I didn't think it was that funny. I guess I just really understood the weight of what we were doing, and it was pressing down on me.
"Princess, I don't want you to feel guilty, and I don't want to be jealous. The problem is that I don't know how to NOT feel that way. It's the same with me as with you. The naughtiness is the turn on. The humiliation of you being fucked ... by him ... even makes it hotter."
"Oh. I'm glad it's not just me. I like it when he's rough and maybe even nasty, but it makes the guilt even worse."
"All day yesterday while you were with him, I was so jealous and so humiliated and also soooo fucking hard. My damn dick was hard all day long. But mostly, I felt so proud that everyone wanted you. There were two other attractive women on that boat, but all the men wanted to fuck only my wife. One even begged me to let him."
"That can't be true. Gary was with Mary, and he didn't look disappointed."
"He would sell his mother into slavery to fuck you. Ben doesn't fuck any of the other girls, but he sure as hell wants to fuck you."
"He's just really very weird, but his hands were nice."
"Anyway. We can't let these negative emotions destroy us, Princess. We can't let it ruin the time we have together. I don't want to come home on Friday and have us fighting all weekend."
"Me either! I love you with all my heart, Carl."