My name is Dr. Maria Sanchez, I've been a sex therapist for about ten years now. My practice is very unique and specialized, it consists mostly of women and several couples with sexual kinks that seemingly impact their daily lives. For instance, I've worked with multiple women who have spent thousands of dollars on cosmetic surgery to enhance their bodies because they can only experience an orgasm while being groped by their partners or utter strangers. I worked with the Millers, who were on the verge of divorce after they stopped participating in wife-sharing, they had some problems because Vivian needed to feel like she had been given away by her husband to experience an orgasm. Another woman, named Sonia who I've been working with for the last year now has an oral fixation so severe, that she's lost several jobs as a result and has been arrested twice.
I've been married for twelve years to a wonderful man with a very active, strong sexual drive. He's 36, exercises daily, loves to travel, supports my career in every way, has a beautiful penis, and enjoys some of the stories I tell him of some of my clients. I know it's wrong to share details of my client's life, but I have to do something to try to give him some sort of release. You would think listening to all the dirty, naughty, and sexy stories my clients tell me to help them with their lives, I would have a varied, active, filthy sex life but my sex life is virtually nonexistent. We do have sex but it's infrequent, mechanical, and all my fault.
Even though I hear things most people would, including my husband find very exciting, erotic, and things they would like to do with someone, they do nothing for me. I'm not as verbal as much as my husband would like even though I've heard every possible word related to sex and genitals. I haven't taken him inside my mouth in more than a year and I can't even remember the last time he came on my face or ass. My poor husband truly is a wonderful man to stay with me this long because I wasn't always like this, so cold and rigid. During the first few years of our marriage, the sex was frequent and filthy. Even though I was more experienced, I enjoyed the things he made me do and looked forward to the next thing he might make me do to myself or him. To this day, I enjoy some of the directions he gives to me during intercourse now. I'm not sure what happened to me in the past two years, but I need to do something special for my husband to show him how much he means to me.
I was in my office writing my notes of a client's session that just ended when I saw one of my clients appear on my doorbell camera, it was Sonia and she looked very upset. She didn't have an appointment until Friday, so I figured something must have happened. Sonia is the client with an oral fixation that has caused her some issues in the past. Sonia can experience intense, multiple orgasms from using her mouth on her sexual partners and she has been able to experience an orgasm just from having a person's genitals near her mouth, although not as intense as when she's actively performing fellatio or cunnilingus.
Sonia and I have been working together for about a year now to find ways to curb her impulses to perform fellatio or cunnilingus in inappropriate settings or with people who are taking advantage of her lack of impulse control. During our sessions, I learned Sonia had lost her most recent job because she was found on her knees with multiple men performing fellatio in the office of the CEO, she recently lost a friendship with a past sorority sister she had reconnected with because after performing cunnilingus on her sorority sister in the bathroom of the restaurant they met at, the sorority sister caught her performing fellatio on her husband in the same restaurant a few days later. Sonia became my client as part of her plea agreement after being arrested for indecent exposure, she was arrested in an adult theater partially clothed with a married couple. During that particular session, Sonia explained to me the couple promised she could use her mouth on them both if Sonia would take off some of her clothes and let them touch her. Sonia cried a lot during that session.
"They kept promising and promising" she whined. "I let them do anything they wanted and I did everything they told me, but they just kept teasing me and kept asking me to do things over and over." She continued.
"How were they teasing you?" I asked while taking some notes.
"First, the wife would run her fingers around my mouth," Sonia said, "I've told you before how much I like that, but then when I tried to suck her fingers into my mouth, she would keep them just out of reach, letting my tongue barely touch her fingertips." Sonia's voice broke.
"What was the husband doing during this time?" I asked while pushing the box of tissues closer to her and taking notes. "What promises was he expressing to you?"
"He had his cock in his hand, telling me he was going to let me suck on it because his wife was enjoying me, telling me I was being a good girl" Sonia continued. "His wife could see how eager I was to get her husband's cock inside my mouth, but she'd say not yet Tom, let me play her a little more. I kept telling them I belonged to them, to just let me suck or lick one of them."
"Oh my God! He was so hard Dr. Sanchez, jacking it off hard watching his wife and me play. Finally, when I had just started licking his cock, felt a good cum building up inside me, that's when the cops came in and turned on all the lights. They asked me why I was sitting in a public theater in panties with my tits out, then arrested me for being naked in public."
"Why do you think you believed those promises the couple told you? Strangers, right?" I asked.
"Because I'd hadn't had an orgasm or anything in three weeks and I felt so needy and desperate for release. I had visited that theater before and met other people, Dr. Sanchez, I figured I would find someone for a quick suck so I could cum and be back home quickly, but his wife really wanted to keep touching me and he was getting off on it, you should have seen how hard he was. Right, I had never met them before that day."
She reached for a tissue to dab the tears from both her eyes. I remember taking that opportunity to look at her. She was young, maybe 25 or 26, a brunette with an athletic body. I could tell getting attention from men was not a problem for her at all. We both were brunette, had wide mouths with full lips, and had similar body types, small, tight waist, and shapely legs that looked longer than they actually were, except I knew her breasts were larger than mine since I was just an A-cup, she had to be a small C cup. I think she would say her ass was her best feature because I felt like it was my best feature. I'm certain she was no taller 5'5 and she might have a few more pounds than my 126 lbs because her ass was a bit fuller than mine.
"Yes, I had masturbated every night for a week and I had randomly run into an ex-girlfriend one of those weekends while out, but we just made out a little, I didn't cum at all for those three weeks," Sonia said while reaching for another tissue.
In those subsequent months of working with Sonia, she was able to fulfill her plea agreement and she experienced a single orgasm without using her mouth or tongue. It was limited success, but a success nonetheless. I knew if we continued to work together, we could get her highly sexualized desire for oral, anonymous encounters under some control. Over the last three months, we had agreed Sonia would not visit any adult theaters or sex clubs. She would only have vaginal sex and only after meeting the person four times. If she didn't want to have vaginal sex, then she was allowed to finger or give a handjob to her partner only. She would also allow her partners to touch her body as much as she or they wanted to, but could not touch her face or mouth with their hands or genitals. Sonia was making excellent progress, but here she was at my office for an unscheduled appointment looking very upset.
"Come in Sonia, what's wrong?" I asked as I reached out to her to hold her. I didn't feel like her doctor in that moment seeing just how upset she was, I felt more like a friend trying to comfort another friend.
"I can't do this anymore Dr. Sanchez, I can't! I can't! Please, I need to use my mouth, I need to fuck the way I like fucking. I just have to." She cried.
"What happened, why are you so upset," I said while guiding her to the rear of my office where the small kitchen was located. I wanted to get her some water and out of sight in case my scheduled appointment showed up.
"I'm sorry Dr. Sanchez, I can't do this anymore, I'm not going to continue therapy anymore with you, I'm sorry I let you down," Sonia said while looking down at the ground holding her water. I could see her shoulders heaving, she was weeping.
"Sonia, you didn't let me down. Please don't think that, don't be so hard on yourself. I know you've been working hard, I know you've been trying. I'm proud of you, I'm proud you worked this long." I have another appointment right now, but call me at home tonight so we can talk, and call me Maria, ok?"
When I walked into our bedroom after hanging up the phone with Sonia, my husband was sitting on our bed holding some papers looking worried.
"Hi honey, what's wrong?" I asked, but I had a gut feeling about what was he was about to say to me.
"Maria, you know I love you, but we aren't working anymore. It's difficult not having sex, not making love to you the way we used to before. We used to..." he trailed off.
"Say it, say it the way you want to," I told him while sitting down next to him.
"We don't fuck! I want to fuck you! I want us to fuck. We don't do anything oral at all, we only do it with me on top of you," he said as he stood up, now standing up in front of me.
"You know how much I loved the way you would worship my cock, all the times you would suck me in the middle of the day for no reason, or how dirty you used to talk when we would fuck or just play around. You don't even let me lick your ass anymore or touch it like I used to. I love your body, I love touching you. I just want us to go back to doing things to each other that we both enjoy." He said.