Note: Thanks for the kind responses to the first part. Here is the second part to the origins of The Seducer. Last part to follow next week.
For James, the moment seemed frozen in time. Every movement was painfully slow and exaggerated. He could see each individual tear form in Allison's eyes and watched helplessly as they made their slow descent down her cheeks.
It seemed almost absurd how slowly his softening cock was pulled out of Isabell's wet cunt. James was prisoner to this moment, the fulcrum of fate of which his entire life would turn. He knew his life was changed, even as he seemed to be stuck in the primordial ooze of time.
Isabell was still bent over the desk, her head coming up at the sound of Allison's voice with delicate slowness. James could hear the air rise from her lungs, up through her throat, and out of her mouth as a grunt of surprise.
The first tear on Allison's cheek hung on the edge of her chin, stretched out toward the ground, and then finally broke free of its prison and fell toward the floor. James' eyes were riveted on it as it made its final descent. He felt his whole life was summarized in that tear. It shattered on the floor, as though it was made of ice.
James shattered.
And with that, time kicked back into full motion.
"You...you...you bastard!" Allison was red-faced with fury and grief.
"Oh shit!" Isabell scrambled for her clothes. She didn't even bother dressing. She collected every article of clothing that she could find and turned, terrified, to look at Allison.
She pointed her finger behind her, toward the doorway. "Get...the...fuck...out of my sight, you whore!"
Isabell didn't need to be told twice. She let out a whimper of fear and ran full speed out of the office. She had her clothes pinned to her chest; crusts of cum flaked off her ass as she passed Allison.
Allison stared at the floor. She could have been staring at the flakes of dried cum. Most likely, she just couldn't bear to look at James.
James didn't see her. He didn't see or hear Isabell scamper out of the office. He didn't see her bubble butt bounce up and down as a fully nude woman ran out of a deserted office. His mind was nowhere and everywhere. His eyes saw only the red pain of his heart.
He didn't want to be here. He didn't want to face the pain to come. He didn't want to look at Allison and see the heartbreak there. He was on a path of self-explosion. His mind would never come back.
So it did the only thing it could do to preserve itself. It banished the pain, refused to acknowledge it.
James didn't know it yet, but this was the moment his mind and soul was scarred beyond recognition.
Vision came back to him slowly. He took stock of his surroundings. He seemed to be naked. His cock was flaccid and sticky with cum. He looked down and saw that he was still wearing his dress shoes and socks. He almost chuckled.
He looked across the room and saw Allison still looking at the floor. Her shoulders were shaking but no tears were coming. She seemed beyond tears. James knew that sight should have broken him, but he felt...disinterested. Evidently, his mind had done too good of a job. He would worry about that later.
"What are you doing here?" His voice sounded cold. He wasn't surprised.
Allison was. Her eyebrows rose up in shock. She stared at him as though a dog had stood up on its hind legs and started barking out the national anthem.
"You fucking bastard! I find you banging your secretary and you have the gall to ask me what I am doing here! Banging your secretary! What a fucking clichΓ© you are!"
James took this tongue-lashing in silence. He couldn't feel anything.
What...what is wrong with me?
He tried to feel something, anything, but he kept feeling something blocking his thoughts. Something like a...wall.
Allison just continued to stare at him. She seemed to be waiting for a response.
"What are you doing here?" That seemed the only thing his mind could come up with.
"What is this James? Is this some kind of fucking joke? I receive a phone call from your secretary to come to your office at 8 to enjoy a dinner and this is what you want me to see? What, am I suppose to take off my clothes and join you two?"
My secretary? What the fuck is going on?
James could feel the wall in his mind weakening. He thought he could almost hear a voice from behind it. It seemed to be shouting.
"What...I don't..." James looked around his office. He saw the piles of his client files scattered on the floor.
Isabell must have knocked those over when she left. I should have her pick them up when she comes back in.
"Are you here James? You break my heart, you son of a bitch, and you just stand them looking stupid? Am I supposed to feel sorry for you? Fuck you!"
Allison collapsed to her knees and sobbed into her hands.
Why didn't Isabell pick up those files? I must be working her too hard.
James walked over and began picking up the files. Allison stopped crying. She stared in horror as a naked man squatted on his haunches and started gathering files. His back was to her. If he had seen the utter devastation on that once proudly fierce face, he would have embraced her, mind block be damned.
Allison was beyond tears. "James..." she whispered.
James froze. The utter helplessness in the voice of the woman he loved beyond comparison breached his wall. It shattered around him and the voice behind the wall could finally be heard.
I am damned! What have I done? Why did I betray everything? Allison, my love! Oh, my love!"
Down came the wall and out came the flood of grief. The river of pain washed through his mind and body. He collapsed into the fetal position and began to sob.
Allison made no move to him; she watched with eyes red and unblinking.
I deserve to die! Oh God, why am I tormented so! I fell for her! How? HOW? My love for Allison should have blocked those feelings! HOOOOWWWW!!!
James had no idea how long he burned in hell. Time had no meaning. The river faded to a steady flow. His mind braced itself on that river and balanced him.
He looked up. Allison was sitting against the wall, looking at the feet of James' desk.
James crawled through the vomit he did not remember puking and stuck out his hand toward Allison. She batted it away and looked him in the eyes. The hatred in her eyes seared him on the spot.
"I gave you everything. I gave you my heart and my life. All I asked is for you to take care of those things for me. In return, you would have love the like of which you have never experienced. I would take care of you and love you for all of time. Did I not live up to my end of the bargain?"
"Allison..." he croaked, reaching out toward her again. She swatted his hand away with disdain.
"No James, you will never touch me again. I held up my end of the bargain. You did not. You took my life and my heart and you stomped them into the mud. I am broken now, you understand? Never again could I trust you. Did you understand what my trust meant?"
James began quietly weeping. He laid his head on the floor. The puke oozed around his cheek.
"Look at you. You are pathetic. Was a good fucking from a beautiful woman worth this? We had it all James. I don't think even you know why you did this, do you?"
He didn't bother answering.
Allison shook her head. "I...I don't know where to go from here." Her lip trembled and fresh tears welled in her eyes. "James...I loved you...I loved you. I loved you...I...loved..."
He stretched out his hand for the third time. She grabbed it and held it tight. They wept together.
James never touched her again.
***
James sat on the floor of his empty bedroom. Bare white curtains fluttered as the gentle spring breeze flowed through the open windows.
He stood up suddenly and walked over to the French double doors that opened up on the balcony of the upper-story master bedroom. He walked to the rail and leaned his elbows against it.
The sun was falling behind the large hill a few miles out from his house. The sky was a collage of brilliant purples and oranges and reds. The breeze caressed his face as it flew by.
It really was a beautiful thing to witness. The setting sun would no doubt rise again and once more paint the sky with such vivid colors. Such was life. Time rolled on no matter what.
James watched the sunset without moving. The last line of sunlight flashed brilliantly before disappearing behind the hill. He came out of his reverie with a start.
Time to get this over with.
He sighed and walked back into his room. He sat down where he was previously and grabbed the divorce papers. He signed his name with a flourish.
And that is that.
He put the papers back into the manila envelope and put it aside. Allison would no doubt be happy to be rid of him at long last.
Thinking of her always brought fresh pain. He wished he could have signed the papers in front of her. He hadn't seen her since that night she caught him in his office. She left before he did. It took him half the night to muster the courage to leave.
He got home and was not surprised to find a duffel bag for him on the front porch. He took it and got a hotel room not far away.
The divorce was handled through the lawyers. James gave her whatever she wanted. Which was pretty much everything...except for the house. She said she wanted to move away and start fresh and didn't want to be reminded of the good times in that house. But she took all the furniture and left him the carcass of a once great love.