Patrick and I talked on our walk around the ranch. We were watched from a distance, but nobody came close enough to hear our discussion. When Patrick told me that he wanted me to go home without him and then take the kids somewhere safe I was resistant at first.
Then, after he explained to me that when they found out that his seed was sterile, they may want to use Patrick junior, I realized that this whole nightmare could take a long time to reach a conclusion.
He was right about my needing to take the kids and hide, that was why I remembered Kim. Her ranch in the boonies of Montana was the perfect place. Off the beaten path, only a real small town nearby, and hardly anyone knew her.
These people here could have no way of knowing about Kim. I knew that if I took the kids there we would be safe. It was Patrick I was worried about. What would they do when they discovered his vasectomy?
I also didn't want to leave my husband here alone either. Part of my thoughts were those women having all the sex with him. Would he still love me after all of this? The other part of the reason I didn't want to leave him here was that it might be the last time we ever saw each other again.
Our talk continued out there in the natural beauty of the ranch. It seemed so surrealistic to be talking in the terms of escaping from these people in such a setting. We should have been talking about swimming or hiking or sightseeing, not about running and hiding from the boogie man.
When we got back to the room I felt an overwhelming need to show Patrick how sexual I could be. All stops were removed since I knew that the women here would probably be working him over way more than he had ever been worked over before. I had a need to show him that I was no slouch in the sex department, even though we had a tame sex life before this all started.
I was also feeling a bit guilty. When I thought of how close I came to actually having initiated sex with the ‘four' like I had in that office building in Chicago. I know that I had been led, maneuvered and put in the position of wanting to go farther than I would have, but I also remembered how close I had come way back when I had first gotten the contract and Sam and the others had partied with me.
I had been lacking excitement in my life with Patrick, and they had tempted me to go down a narrow and dark path. Now, with all that had happened, I had no desire to be with anyone but my husband. I cringed inside when I thought of just how close I had come to destroying my relationship with my best friend, my lover, my husband.
All the excitement I thought had been lacking had been there for me to take. I had only to reach out and give a little bit to my husband and the excitement would have taken us both. Lesson learned, a bit late since now I could possibly lose my husband forever. His plan was hard for me to do, and so this last time with him was so important for me too.
When we started to make love I felt a shock run through my body. I could tell that this was going to be a memorable sexual encounter. The way my heart was beating, the way our touch seemed to magnify my needs and the way our kiss at first seemed to engulf my whole being.
It only got better and better from there on out. I am not sure if the oils we had been massaged with, and the ‘herbs' that had been in them were responsible or not for the heightened sensuality, but I didn't care.
My orgasms were so hard and all-encompassing, I passed out each time I got over one. I didn't stay out, but it felt like my heart stopped and my brain froze during the peak. Patrick seemed to be having heightened orgasms too.
After our nice and loving encounter that afternoon, we were talking. Patrick shocked me with his proposal of my having other men while he was in his ceremony. His theory was to keep me even with him, but I was not so sure that my being with other men was a good idea. I told him that I would consider it and if it happened it happened.
Watching as they prepped him for his all important (to them) ceremony, I got a feeling of erotic stimulation deep within my body. Just the act of seeing another woman's hands on my husband's nude body caused me to have such nasty thoughts. I almost blushed at the realization that my pussy was wet.
The oils they put on him this time were tinted in colors, kind of a light red and a dark blue. There was a specific pattern followed as they were applied, and the end result was one that emphasized certain parts of Patrick's body more than others.
I could see that Patrick was getting quite aroused as more and more oil was applied too. His erection seemed to grow with each application and I swear his penis was inches longer than I had ever seen it. It could have been the tinting in the oils, but still it was quite a sight.
I noticed that Patrick's eyes stayed on me the whole time. I could see the love, the need and the want there. Since he only looked at me, even going so far as to move his body at the times when the woman was blocking the way, I knew that he really wanted only me.
This knowledge shamed me. Deep down, the sex on that table with me strapped down, being forcibly taken by the ‘four' had released in me something that scared me. I could have gone much farther than they allowed but since I had no control, they shut me off without regard to my actual needs.
My thoughts of how my body had reacted to their touch, how I had begged for more, how I had wanted them to take me hard and long, all those thoughts came crashing down around me. How could I have been so sexually needful when my husband showed me that I was all he desired? I know that the oils had caused me to be ‘open' to the experience, but still, at one point, I had been just wanting to be fucked and fucked, not caring who was doing the fucking at all.
Even now, I was thinking about when my husband was in his ceremony tonight, how I would be there, probably nude as he was, and then having the ‘four' there also. I knew that if any of them started on me I wouldn't be able to resist them.
I knew that Patrick had told me that it had turned him on seeing me with them only to let me off the hook and let go. I didn't want to be with any other man, but it seemed that when I got turned on so far...well, any other man became the first man to take me.
When had these feelings been let loose inside me I couldn't put my finger on exactly, but I knew that it had been building up over the last year or so. I think it was more the lack of sex Patrick and I had been having than anything. My needs, as well as his, had not been getting taken care of, which meant a heightened awareness of others.
If I had been so close lately, how had Patrick managed to not cheat on me? Was I just a closet slut wanting to cheat on her husband just because? I searched my heart and came to the conclusion that was not the case.
I had been stressed and pushed into an area that I think anyone would have had a hard time refusing to allow in their mind. Our sex life had gotten so...empty, my mind had been looking for ways to fill that emptiness before it caused me to break down.
I'm not excusing my near cheating on my husband, but the circumstances did lead me to that edge. I feel that anyone in the same situation would have been hard put not to go where I almost had gone.
That didn't lessen my love for my husband in the slightest way. The sex and love in our lives had pretty much been separated between us for a long time. We both had talked about our love for each other and how the sex was a part of that love it was not all encompassing for us.
Still, I had a pretty high sex drive as did Patrick. We had known that our sex life was going down hill, matter of fact arguing about it recently had brought it all to the forefront of my mind. I had been second guessing myself ever since my close call with Sam and the others that day.
Now, here we were, both having had sex with others, and in some ways, enjoying it like it or not. I know that sounds stupid to say, but think about it...we had been forced to be with others this whole time. There had never been any other choice for either of us, well, at least for Patrick.
In my case, I could have refused to strip or let them touch me in Chicago, even if it had cost us the account. An account that I was now wishing I had never tried to get. My mind was getting overloaded with my thoughts and I knew I had to free it up for what was to come yet tonight.
I stepped in close to Patrick and took his hand in mine. Leaning down as the woman massaged the oils into his legs, I whispered in his ear my acceptance of his thoughts for tonight.
"Patrick, you know I love only you, and your idea of me...you know...being with the four later...I still don't think it is a good idea, but I also know that you are pretty smart about us. I have decided then that I will do as you suggest. Only because you brought it up. You may be right, you could be wrong as well. I can only trust that you are correct, and because I love you so much, I will do as I must to keep you."
He looked into my eyes, his lust and sexual heat in a zone I had not seen before. I could see that he wanted me in a very real, desperate and full way. I knew also that they would not allow us to consummate that lust now. He was in the middle of preparations for his induction and there could not be a ‘wife' in all of that.
I kissed him on the lips, his tongue swiped into my mouth and for an instant we were on the verge of going there, when hands pulled me back and away from my love. I cried out in fear, then in need as I realized my fires were smouldering again. I wanted him and I wanted him sexually now.
Three women held me away as two more got Patrick up and put a garment over his body. His shiny and muscled body. His erection made a huge lump in the crotch where the cloth gathered together. I could see that no matter what, Patrick was in for a long and interesting time tonight.
I was laid on the bed and hands held my arms and legs as oils were applied to my body as well. It was then that I realized the feelings that Patrick must have been having a bit ago. The intensity of the oils this time were magnified to far greater proportions.