Things seemed to return to normal despite the fact tjhat I had cheated on my husband with one of the deacons of the church of which he had begun pastorship less than a year ago. I don't know how it happened, but Calvin was a cute, charismatic guy that I ended up having sex with on the altar of the church.
It came at a time when I was feeling a bit bummed about the shape of my body. My third child was about a year old and my body had not quite returned to pre-pregnancy form. The attention he gave me was exciting, but what made it thrilling was the secret way he would flirt with me in front of everyone. Somehow, even though it was my biggest concern, nobody seemed to notice, but every time he did, I was sure someone would notice and I began to look for stares, but none came. I looked and listened for whispers but there were none.
My husband came and went. He went to work at a job in a pharmaceutical warehouse. He went to church to study or prepare for sermons. He went to various church functions. I went to some and skipped others. Three children, one of them a baby, made a social life difficult, but I went when I could.
But I was at every service, and ever since the day Calvin had seduced me on the altar, I went into church with Calvin on my mind. I replayed the feel of his skin on my fingertips. I pictured the shape of his ...thing. I thought of what we had done, and I hoped it would happen again.
Things seemed to return to normal after that first incident with Calvin. My husband had taken the pastorship at a new church in a small north-eastern Maryland town and despite being perfectly happy with my family of 5, I had cheated on my husband with one of the deacons of the church.
It had been the first time but it wouldn't be the last.
Calvin was posted at his usual spot after service on Sunday morning; at the door, shaking hands with every single person as they left the church. He was the perfect person to do this; fairly attractive and gregarious and friendly, he made everyone feel welcome.
One Sunday, about two weeks later, as I entered church, Calvin shook my hand and without a second thought, without seeming to look around, seemingly confident nobody would notice, he said " meet me at the church at 2" and went on shaking everyone's hand.
It seemed he was right, no one did notice. Everything went on as usual. No one gasped. No one asked what we were going to be doing after church. No one even seemed to notice, but I was suddenly tingling everywhere.
And as I walked away, he muttered under his breath as I turned, "And unbutton two buttons".
Didn't even notice I was doing it. I was on autopilot, but I did indeed unbutton two buttons on my top, hoping nobody would notice.
I sat through church, barely noticing anything going on around me. I was focused on Calvin.
My husband gave a sermon, we packed up after shaking hands with everyone, and packed up to go home.
I got home and had a pot roast in the crock pot so supper was no problem, so I made as quick an excuse as I could.
"Aw, I forgot the lesson book for the ladies class tonight. I really need to study. I have to run back to the church. I shouldn't be gone long" I said absent-mindedly.
"Take your time" he said, "If you don't find it or have anything to do, I'll see you there this afternoon for choir practice".
That was weird. We live half an hour from the church and it was three hours until choir practice.
I pulled into the church parking lot, unconsciously having slipped open two more buttons on my top, so it was open to below my bra leaving my breasts visible in my push up bra. I had come to really like my tits since gaining Calvin's attention. He seemed to like them and never missed a chance to comment on them.
I walked into the church with a bounce in my step, causing my tits to bounce a little more. Without being told, I turned to lock the church. After it was locked, I turned and there was Calvin coming down the main aisle for the altar.
"Oh, lady, you look so good." He said excitedly. "Come with me" he said as he went to the altar. Apparently, there were going to be no preliminaries today.
"Kneel there" he said as he pointed to a spot on the altar.
I did as I was told, feeling almost in a frenzy to obey. This was completely new. I was usually a fairly assertive woman, but here, I had no control.
He went around behind me once I was on my knees and he dropped to his. He reached around me and began to gently unbutton my top, caressing my skin as he did. I must have taken ten minutes to unbutton the five buttons on my top with all the time he spent exploring and caressing my chest.