My name is John Sanders, and I have just been replaced by another. I am a lousy lover according to my wife. I have been married to my wife Christie for two years. She had cheated on me with a colleague in my department. I work for a company that supplies mining equipment, as well as equipment to the oil industry.
"John, Dale will be the only man that fucks me until you learn how to please me, okay," Christie berated me, completely turning it around on me.
I felt defeated and numb from the shock of discovering her infidelity. Dale was black and had a ten-inch cock, I have eight inches, but I have only had Christie. I have begged her on numerous occasions to teach me, help me understand her needs. It was clear, her need was to replace me or dominate me. My wife just opened up our marriage, except I get no sex and no say. Dale grinned as he watched her dress me down, he had always competed with me regarding internal sales.
Yes, I am a lousy lover, I acknowledged to myself as I listen to my wife exclaiming her pleasure later. She was petite, blonde with large breasts. I sat on the back porch nursing a beer and my bruised ego, knowing what this meant. I was conservative, and would never step out on Christie, so I was fucked, figuratively.
There was no way for me to get better, as far as I can see. I heard Dale drive away, and Christie found me with a beer. I looked at her and it was different, the way I saw her. I felt no respect for her now. But part of me remembered how much I loved her.
"John, I know you feel lost, but just get better. The moment you please me Dale is gone because I love you."
"Why did you not teach me all those times?" I asked.
"You are a man, you are supposed to know."
"But if I slept around before our marriage you would not have married me, you told me you wanted someone pure, I was." I was genuinely perplexed at her reasoning. All I could see was that she was intending to cheat, now blames me.
"True, I would not have considered you."
"But Dale has slept with so many women."
"I do not love Dale John, so that does not matter."
"It matters to me, that you are doing this to me, Christie, because tomorrow the whole office will know that he has taken my wife."
"He has not taken me."
"Will I get to make love to you?"
"Not until you know you are better, I really cannot stand bad sex now that I know good sex."
"Fine, but that also means I do not sleep in the same bed as you, sorry."
"We are married, you will."
"No, I won't Christie, because it will be full of his funk. Sorry, not going to happen. You make me fucking sick." There was no way I would consider it, and my tone must have made sure she knew. This is a shitstorm I will unleash. Part of me started to plan my exit.
"Please John, we cannot sleep in separate beds."
"I will not sleep with you Christie, and if you want to sleep with me in the guest bedroom you will make sure his cum is out of you, that is also non-negotiable."
"You are being unreasonable."
"Oh, and me being cut off from intimacy by my fucking wife is not unreasonable?" I looked at her face, she had no idea what she was doing to me, she only thought of her pussy. I suspect the calm demeanor in which I spoke gave her a false sense of bravado.
"You are not being cut off, just punished."
"And what do all your bullshit books say about using sex as punishment."
"I am not being malicious,"
"I am going to bed. This conversation is going nowhere. I will give you your extra-marital fling but do not cry if it backfires Christie. You have cut my pride, my dignity. Keep that in mind." She stood without emotion. "Think of reasons why I should stay with you, Christie."
I got up and went to the guest bedroom after getting a set of work clothes and sleepwear from the master bedroom. I showered and got into bed. Tomorrow is going to be a special kind of hell for me. I started considering the list of openings across our other branches. There is no way my psyche will handle this, and I will move alone. The other option open to me is to have an affair, maybe use a prostitute. I was sure they would know what I need. I shuddered at the idea because it cut deeply into my principles. The idea of getting my wife back did not sit well either, because now I know she will never be the only mine. In my mind, she will be Dale's. She slept alone, and I did not greet her as I left for work.
Samantha, my secretary was already in the office.
"John, morning. Coffee?"
"Please, Sam."
She was a school friend's little sister, my junior by three years at twenty-two, and she was pretty. Dark hair at shoulder length with piercing blue eyes and a very well-toned body and AA cups which I liked. She came in with my coffee and grimaced as she looked at me.
"John, what is wrong?"
She had known me for almost eight years, nearly three times longer than Christie.
"It is embarrassing. I need a prostitute," I blurted it out and saw the utter shock on her face.
"Are you fucking nuts, why?"
"Christie has started fucking Dale and says I cannot get back into her unless I learn to please her as he does. I have begged her to help me, I wanted to be better."
"That fucking bitch, jesus."
Sam was not even close to fond of Christie, "Fuck the prostitute, I will teach you, John. You have been my savior on so many occasions in my life, please allow me to do this?"
"I have no idea, but I think I like your idea. The idea of me and a stranger does not sit well. Can you kind of drive it, because I am a little obtuse?"
"Sure, I know your schedule, but you will start to work late a few times a week."
"Fine by me if I am not there to hear them."
"They are in your bed?" Samantha all but spat the words out, and I had to admit that her rage was rubbing off.
"Yes, I told her until it is over I am not sleeping in that bed again, and if she wants to sleep next to me she washes his funk out."
"Good. Lunch at my place so I can assess what the job requires."
I sensed Samantha's pride at my taking some form of stand. I was starting to realize that I was a bit of a weakling by the way I was so easily subdued. Maybe I will blow up tonight and throw Christie out because she fucking deserves that.
"Thanks, Sam, for being a friend too, that means a lot. Work is going to be hell for me."
"Some of those evenings you will actually be working John, I have a few other ideas too, not just sex. Your pride and dignity also need to be restored, so yeah. I know you are not a weakling, but right now I have got you, my friend," Samantha smiled, and it reassured me.
"Thanks, Samantha, I have no coherent thoughts right now."
"I know, so I will keep you busy with work," Sam promised with a compassionate look. Sam was true to her word, and I was immersed in files soon enough, calling depots and getting my efficiency up. Dale did come and gloat, but I was on a call, so he left again. Sam kept me in coffee so I did not need to go to the break room. At lunch, we drove to her apartment and she stripped me.
"Come, John, I know you like me, so make love to me," She said sweetly. I did, my way. It was wonderful being with her, so I stayed in her, and went again, with less rutting, and she orgasmed.
"Okay John, you are quite bad, but not hopeless."
The way Samantha said it did not inflict any more hurt, her tone was gentle. She spent the rest of lunch showing me places she likes to be kissed and showed me how to kiss them correctly.
"My pussy can be kissed tomorrow, your cum is in there," she said.
"Is it important to kiss your pussy?"
"Yes John, very."
"Then I kiss it now Sam, will it make you cum again?" I looked into her eyes, and her look gave me confidence.
"Yes, if you listen to me," she answered. She was absolutely stunning, and I could hardly believe she was with me willingly.
"Then I absolutely want to kiss it." I saw her smile at me, then nodded. She showed me where to kiss. I tasted what had to be my sperm, but her pussy tasted nice so I did not mind. Christie never wanted me to lick her pussy so I had no idea what was to come. I was shocked as Sam had three orgasms, then pull me back up, drawing my now hard again cock back into her.
"Go slow John, two counts in, two counts out." I focussed on the counting, and she orgasmed.
"John, look in my eyes, kiss me softly, I know you can be gentle."
Again, I followed her instruction, hearing her make noises even Christie had never made. I loved hearing them, knowing it was because of me.
I looked into her eyes, kissing her gently as I kept the rhythm. She had another orgasm, and I came hard, right at the end of hers. I kissed her as I was deep in her, pumping my cum into her. She held me close, returning my kisses with lots of eye contact.
"Well done John, you listen well." She was sincere, and I felt amazing. My thoughts turned to my wife, but now I felt indifferent, and it took an hour with Samantha to reach this point. Had Christie done what Samantha just did I would not have a marriage made of shit.