The following story was inspired by mismo's "Beware of Tan Span," a tale about a husband who ends up tricked and cuckolded by his wife of 15 years who hooked up with a Spaniard while on vacation in Cozumel. This story presumes the initial premise, albeit with somewhat different characters and asks the question, "how does the husband ever get his self-respect and dignity back?" Or does he?
As always, please remember this is a work of fiction and not a docu-drama. Constructive comments are always welcome and appreciated.
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How much pain and humiliation can a man take before he finally snaps? I guess if you asked 50 different men, you'd probably get 50 different answers. I pondered that as I considered the headstone of the man buried in the grave before me. I didn't know him well at all – in fact, I had spent only a few hours with him, but those few hours forever changed my life.
Seven years ago, I was in Cozumel on break from college. I had gone there with some of my buddies who promised great diving, partying and pussy galore. It was fun and the diving was terrific. One night, however, I decided to spend a few quiet hours nursing a beer in one of the local bars. That's when he came up to my table.
"Mind if I join you, young man?" he asked. He was an older man, appearing to be somewhere in his 60s, perhaps even a bit older. His eyes and his general countenance appeared to be of a man who had experienced a great deal of pain and hurt. Something about him seemed somewhat familiar to me, though, and since I was feeling a bit mellow and charitable, I invited him to join me.
A smile creased his face as he extended his hand.
"I'm Allen Jacobs," he said. I took his hand.
"George Richardson," I said. He sat down after we shook hands.
"Yes, I know," he told me.
What? I wondered to myself. What the hell is going on here?
"How do you know who I am?" I asked.
"Nothing sinister," he said. "I knew your dad. Served with him in Vietnam a long time ago. In fact, he saved my life once. Along with quite a few other Marines. Got him the Medal of Honor, in fact."
He took a worn photo out of his wallet and showed it to me. I had seen this photo before. A larger version of it hung in my dad's office when he was still alive. Allen pointed to some of the guys in the picture, all of whom wore military field uniforms.
"This was your dad," he said. "Here I am, we called this guy 'Spider,' because of his spindly frame. He may have looked small, but that boy could fight." He stopped and looked wistfully at the picture as though recalling a memory of old comrades. "Unfortunately, they're all gone now. Except for me."
He looked back up at me after a few quiet moments. "So, is there someone special in your life? A fiance or something?" I shook my head.
"Not at the moment. I'm too focused on school work right now, but I have been dating a few girls from time to time," I said. He nodded approvingly.
"Good for you," he said. "Trust me, the worst thing you can do right now is get tied down to one woman. Chase 'em, do what ya gotta do, then broom 'em, quick. Trust me on that."
"You sound a little bitter," I said. "Are you married?" He snorted.
"Technically, I am," he said. "But it's a fucking joke. Has been for years. I've given that woman the best years of my life, been faithful to her, adored and cherished her and how does she repay me? By tricking me, cutting me off, cuckolding me and humiliating me every chance she gets."
Wow, I thought. This is one bitter dude.
"Wanna hear the story?" he asked. What the hell, I thought. This could be interesting.
"Sure," I said.
He told me the story of how he and his wife, Maggie, liked to go scuba diving in Mexico and other places on a whim. Something to break up the stress of the job. He told me how his wife, while somewhat frigid for years, was a very beautiful woman. From what Allen said, things went off the rails two years ago when they came down here to Cozumel.
Apparently, there was some guy from Spain who managed to work himself into their relationship, obviously looking to bed his wife. And he was a cocky son of a bitch at that.
"Can you imagine the gall?" Allen said. "He looked right at me and said he was going to fuck my wife. And I would watch. Can you believe that shit? He even showed me where it was going to happen and described what my wife would do before she met up with him.
"Get this – she did exactly what he said. Dammit, it was as though they scripted it all out and planned it well in advance. So here was my frigid 46-year-old wife, the woman who refused me any action at all, shaving her pussy, on his order no less, and going out commando like some teenage slut on spring break. What the fuck is that?
"Yeah, I shoulda stopped her. But I didn't. Hell, I thought she'd shut him down just like she shut down everyone else, including me. But no, she went through with it.
"And what did I do? What real choice did I have? That bastard made it clear that if I didn't go along, he'd be back to fuck her morning, noon and night till I was ninety. He told me if I let it happen and watched the one time, he'd leave us alone and go home.
"But no, that didn't happen. He tricked me. They both tricked me. That was the first day. From then on, he and my wife proceeded to humiliate me every chance they could get.
"I'm not gonna lie to ya, son. At first it was a bit exciting, even though it pissed me off. I thought that maybe she might eventually give him up and open herself up to me a bit. But it never happened. And it all got old. Real fast. And there doesn't seem to be any end to it."
"Why don't you just dump the bitch?" I asked. "Kick her to the curb. Divorce her and be done with it."
"Two words," he said. "No. Fault. You know what that means?" I shook my head no.
"That basically means she gets damn near everything – the house, half of the savings, half of the retirement and a huge chunk of my salary. In other words, she'd get to live in the house I built, get half of my money AND I'd have to pay for her to live there and keep on fucking her boyfriend while I get to live in a piece of shit apartment eating pork and beans. Oh yeah, I've talked to a bunch of attorneys and that's the way it is. At my age and in my condition, I'd never survive," he said.
"What do you mean," I asked.
"A few months after all this started, I had a heart attack. It happened during one of their fuckfests that she insisted I watch. You know they wouldn't even stop fucking long enough to call the ambulance? You know what she said? 'If he dies, he dies. We'll just take his insurance money and travel the world.' Then they laughed. What kind of a sick bitch does that? I finally crawled to the phone and managed to call 911. They didn't even stop when the paramedics came to get me.
"And you know what else she did? She and Fuckwad took off the whole time I was in the hospital. I have no idea where they went. Not once did she even visit me in the hospital or check to see if I was okay."
I went out on a limb. "Why not get revenge? Burn the bitch. Find someone to fuck and make her watch." He shook his head.
"No, son, that wouldn't be right," he told me. "I took a vow before God and everyone to remain faithful to her till death do us part. Those vows mean something to me even if they don't mean shit to her.
"But that was a big wake-up call for me. I decided there was no way that bitch would get anything from me. I changed my will and took her out of it and changed my insurance and the beneficiary on my retirement so she wouldn't get a penny. Fuck her," he said.
"Then about four months ago, I was diagnosed with an inoperable brain tumor. Doc said I had maybe six months to a year to live. That's when I decided to put this to an end, no matter the consequences," he said. "And tonight's the night I take back my dignity."
I was finding all this a bit hard to believe. I think he sensed that and pulled out his phone.
"I suspect you're thinking this can't be true. No one with a conscience would act like this, right? Maybe in the movies, or on one of those erotic fiction sites, but not in real life," he said. I had to agree. He punched a few things on his phone, took out a pair of earbuds, plugged them in and handed me his phone.
"Watch this video," he said. "Then tell me what you think."
I put the earbuds on and hit play on his video app. I saw an attractive older woman riding the cock of a man whose face was hidden by her body. She appeared to be looking directly into the camera, but I realized she was looking at the face of the man holding the camera. She smiled, but her smile held no warmth.
"Like what you see," she asked as she went up and down on the large dick of the man below her. "Your face says no, but I know you do. You love watching me get filled with his cum, don't you. You're shaking your head no but I know better. Don't worry, you're never touching this pussy again, ever. Maybe I'll let you suck his cum out of me, but that's it." She rode harder, letting the man fill her up with his sperm.
"Oh, God, that felt so good," she said as she got up. I could see cum dripping out of her shaved pussy. "What's the matter? You're not looking too good. Are you going to have another heart attack on us? Good. Maybe it'll be the big one this time. That's okay, I'll play the part of the grieving widow to the hilt. Hell, I've been playing the part of the loving spouse all these years so I'm pretty good at fooling people.
"Then we'll take your insurance money and go to all the places you and I wanted to visit and fuck each other senseless. On your dime," she added laughing. This time, the man under her sat up and laughed with her, wrapping his arm around her. She turned to face her lover.
"Come on, big guy, let's do it again. Maybe we can get him to have a stroke this time," she said. The video ended with the two lovers laughing hysterically. I was in shock, looking at the blank screen before me.