This is my seventh installment on my first submission. I would like to thank Kightshado, and MarionRed for reviewing this chapter. I will try and get chapter eight out within a week or two. I hope you enjoy.
***** Sunday 11/26/2006 *****
My name is Paul Beckson, and I live in a travel trailer, for the time being. It is on a ten acre farm in Arkansas. I have had my marriage annulled about a month ago, and I am building a workshop with a small apartment in it. The workshop is an arch style metal building that is eighty feet long and thirty feet wide.
At this time, I am now seeing three women regularly. Motoko is my girlfriend, Ran is my instructor in Kyudo, and Calligraphy, and Rose is going to be my business mentor, as soon as my workshop was complete.
I am on a paid leave of absence from my job at Morton Packaging. My girlfriend Motoko still works at Morton, as does two other friends Mary and Sherri. Sherri and Rose are twin sisters, but Rose is currently in a wheelchair. In eight days, Rose is having knee replacement surgery.
It was eight AM, and Motoko and I were moving things into the garage part of the workshop, when the big white van appeared in front of the workshop. It was pulling a rental trailer, and it belonged to my business partner Rose. The van also had Mary and Sherri in it. It was moving day for Rose.
Rose had stayed last night with her twin sister Sherri and came by in "The Beluga" as I would find out. Rose had named her van, and a white whale seemed like a good name for a big white van. I am not sure why women named their cars, but my two sisters did the same thing. Rose wanted to make a trip to St. Louis to bring things down to Crystal Springs, and I had room in the workshop. Rose wanted me to come and move some of the heavier things.
Motoko vehemently objected to me going to another city with three women. She told me that these women might try to take me away from her. Sherri tried to assure Motoko what nothing would happen, and that Mary and her were now engaged, and that they would not do it again. The word "again" really set Motoko off. Motoko went ballistic, and she insisted that she had to go along too.
I actually can't blame her. We explained that Mary, Sherri and I had sex together before my first date with Motoko, and that made it a little bit better. A little bit. The entire way up, I was pressed against the side of the van, with Motoko trying to keep all the other women away from me.
It was a long day. Four hours up, five hours of packing, and four hours back. Motoko got to know the three women, and took a liking to Rose. I sat in the front seat on the way back, and Mary and Sherri cuddled on the way back. It took an hour to unload the stuff into the workshop, and the three were off. We had all of the big stuff, and there was a need to take a second trip, because there was too much stuff.
Motoko asked a lot of questions about what two women did to each other, and blushed many times at what she heard. Mary, Sherri, and Rose shared their experiences. Rose and Sherri not only talked about lesbian sex but also about threesomes. The twins felt safer when one guy took the twins out, and each would take an arm. When the twins would have sex, it was common for the two of them to exhaust the guy, and the twins would still be horny. Rose and Sherri learned to please each other, as well as the guy they were with.
One of the reasons Rose and Sherri ended up "Twins Dating", as they called it, was for foreplay. When they dated as a single, many of the guys they would date would not spend enough time on foreplay, and the woman would end up sore from not being wet enough. The two would look out for each other, and slow the pace down, offering to let the guy watch some girl on girl action, or have the guy switch to the other woman, before the main event. The two of them could control the pace until they were both begging to be fucked. At the end of the evening, everyone was content.
It almost seemed that Sherri had replaced her twin sister with Mary. Mary and Sherri still enjoyed being with a man, but would want to do so by sharing the same man. Each felt safe and supported by each other.
Back home in my Airstream travel trailer, Motoko plied me for answers about having a three way. I tried to assure her that I was not going to be with anyone else but her. I told her that I would have to ask her permission to be with another woman, and that she would have to ask me if she wanted to be with another man. We would have to figure out what we wanted. I then told her that I only needed one woman, and that was her.
The night before, Motoko made love to me with abandonment. This night, Motoko make love to me in desperation. Even with all the assurances that I gave her, she was still afraid of losing me. Motoko tried too hard to please me, and I could feel her tension. I may have enjoyed myself if I had wanted a slave for a lover, because I could have asked her to do anything for me. I wanted a partner to raise children with, and this desperation bothered me. I did ask for, and received, a soap land bath with a happy ending. After we rinsed and dried each other off, I concentrated on her. We fell asleep in each other's arms.
***** Monday 11/27/2006 *****
Thwap! A bullseye! The arrow left my hand and smacked the target dead center! I smiled as I finished the Hanare (release stage) and entered the Zanshin (continuation stage). Finally, I finished my shot with the Yodaoshi (lowering the bow stage) only to see Ran's flaring eyes and outstretched claws ready to tear me apart.
"Aaaaaagh! This is impossible! You are STILL NOT LISTENING TO ME!"
"Miss Himaki, I hit the bullseye! I am getting better!"
"NO YOU ARE NOT!"
If Ran could shoot poison darts out of her eyes, I would be a dead man. Ran balled her hands into fists and wringed them over her head. "How do I get this through to you? I DON'T CARE if you hit the target! AAAAGH!"
Ran turned and paced away from me. I could see the anger in her shoulders. After about ten paces, she stopped, and tried to relax. "Ok, I need to tell you another way."
Ran straightened up. "Baseball... No, that won't work." Ran continued to pace.
"Got it! Mr Beckson, have you ever gone to a bowling alley?"
"Well, sure I have."
"OK, everyone bowls differently, right? They all seem to have their little quirks."
"Yeah."
"Well, Kyudo is not like that, you are trying to perform the Hassetsu with a set of precise moves like a Katas in other martial arts. Deviation for personal style is extremely limited. The reason is so that you will be able to repeat the movements precisely, and improve your accuracy. I need you to not even care about where your arrow goes right now, and concentrate on performing the movements cleanly.
I stared at her, not really knowing where she was going with the bowling example. "OK."
"Let's say that when you bowled, you would have the following deviations. You would add a sideways shuffle step, your arm would twist on your backstroke, your shoulder would pull up, you would then rush the swing, and release your grip early, causing you to drop the ball before completing your full forward stroke. My job as a bowling instructor would be to correct each one of those problems, before even attempting to work on your accuracy. Am I right?"
"Is it that bad?"
Ran then pointed at the target.
"Each one of the quirks would erode your accuracy, but once in a while, even a blind pig can find a truffle. If I was a bowling instructor, I might not care if every ball was a gutter ball, as long as I could first get you to not dropping the ball. I might then start working on your targeting. Is any of this getting through?"
"Yeah, I get it. Do I look that bad?"
"Do you have a video camera?"
I sighed and nodded.
"Bring it with you tomorrow. I want you to see your own form and match it up against mine. I have ordered a training device that looks like the handle of a bow with rubber tubing to give you the feel of pulling back a bowstring. If you can't ignore the flight of the arrow, I may have to switch you to this."
Ran walked back towards me.
"Mr. Beckson, you could become a student of Kyudo with the quirks in your style, but never an instructor. The goal here is to get you to be capable of being an instructor of Kyudo, and not just one that performs Kyudo. Now once again, let's see your Hassetsu.
With a great deal of trepidation, I started into the Hassetsu.
***** *****
The meals with Ran were becoming the favorite part of my whole day. Nothing was rushed. Each piece of the Bento lunch was bite sized, and simple to eat. I became better at chopsticks. I would see Ran's father Kengi Himaki take a stroll about the garden during our lunch. He would look over several times during his stroll. If Ran was correct, I was winning points with her father.
One of the things Ran talked about that day, was her first year in Japan. She took the exams in March of her freshman year of high school, so she expected to be a sophomore. She was embarrassed about failing the entrance exams at several high schools. But she found out that her birthday in late April meant that she was by age a freshman. If she would have passed the exams, she would have been placed in a grade with people a year older than her. The biggest embarrassment was that a freshman went to Junior High in Japan, so she felt that she was going backwards. By the next year, she passed every entrance exam she took, and got into an even more prestigious school she had tested for the year before. It had taught her to take fallbacks in life as an opportunity to improve.
She told me that having to repeat her freshman year was the best thing that every happened to her. I knew that she was trying to cheer me up about my Kyudo form. It was good to have a Ran confide in me. After the awkward dance of positioning that my ex-wife Tonya and I had done to each other, I was ready to move on, but hesitant in which direction to go. Ran knew that I was getting frustrated, and she was trying to help.
I enjoyed listening to Ran go into depth about herself. It was starting to bother me that Motoko would change the subject when any conversation went from simple facts to deeper emotional feelings. I was starting to see what Ran meant about passion verses compassion. Motoko held her feelings deep inside her, and wouldn't open up. Ran was building an emotional foundation to build on. Even though I was physically involved with Motoko, I was getting more emotionally involved with Ran. I was starting to see Motoko as a rebound girlfriend, one that I would eventually need to let go of.
***** *****
That afternoon, I pulled out the video camera. I started to find a new disk, but then decided to look at what video I had recorded on the night I was served. It had been a month, and I was curious.
It started with me turning on the camera and positioning it to look at the stadium stands. Mary had wanted me to observe Tonya and Ben at the football games. My idea was to try and act normal at the game, and allow the video camera to catch the interactions between Ben and Tonya.
While I watched the video, I didn't see Tonya look over at Ben at all, she kept looking over at me. I did see her become shocked when she saw me in the stands, get on her cell phone and make a call. Tonya had told me that she had gone home before the football game, and saw that I had started moving everything of mine out of the house. If Tonya had told the truth about her actions, she had expected me to move out and disappear, and she used this moment to have me served before I completely moved out.