How I Cheated
As in how I cheated.
Twice, I cheated on my husband Martin. By the time it was a parasite gnawing and eating away at me internally. Caitlin my friend assured me it would wear off. It sure did, there was less remorse the second time. Bugging me more was the guilt of having lied to Martin or rather kept him in the dark. Never did he ask.
Not finger-pointing doesn't befit me. It smacks of my principles, for one. Martin did harbor these fantasies of my having sex with other guys, yes, which I played a tremendous part in fueling. Well, it was his kink. He would derive this sexual arousal from simply seeing me act out, practically, his deepest urges; he knew it wasn't real. But the thrill of the imagined betrayal grew too real, too intense. And I got lost in it.
At length, I took a plunge, slept with a building contractor with encouragement from Martin's Geoffrey, he renovated our entertainment area, a hunk of a man. I find after that that I do like it: the thrills of not knowing who or what you're into and the excitation associated with doing naughty things. I agreed to explore Lifestyle with Martin, and well now, we are swingers; it is quite a journey so far.
Martin encouraged me to wear more revealing outfits. One day we went to the Mall and he bought me some sexy clothes. He also treated me to a makeover at a day spa. They did my hair and makeup and even waxed my pussy, completely bald. When I saw myself in the mirror I felt like a new person. A naughty, wild person. He liked what he saw. Later that afternoon, I posed for him in our bedroom, wearing one of the new outfits: a short dress that hardly covered my ass and a push-up bra that made my breasts appear as though they were about to spill out. Paul our neighbour was with Martin downstairs when I walked in. I noticed his eyes wander all over my body and his remarks loaded with innuendo.
Paul is sexy, well build. His head is shaved and his beard is perfectly trimmed. He's got the kind of body that comes from manual labor, not hours in the gym. His eyes are a piercing blue and his smile, oh, it's like a warm knife through butter. The kind that makes you want to melt into it.
Martin took the lead, setting the scene for our evening of debauchery. He fantasized about Paul seducing me and fucking me. Sharing me with the neighbor was a proposition that had never been addressed but was undeniably hot as he watched me, getting off on the scenario. And so was I.
All these events send my libido through the roof. The thought of being watched and desired by not only Martin but also by Paul was exhilarating. I started to fantasize about Paul fucking me hard. I felt like a naughty little slut, and it turned me on like never before.
A few days later, I went for my morning run on one of the several hiking trails, feeling the cool air kiss my barely-covered skin, the tight fabric of my sports bra and shorts hugging my body like a second skin. It was overcast-the kind of day when the sun played peekaboo with the clouds, casting a soft, sensual light over the lush greenery. The fact that his eyes were on me heaved little stabs in my sexual arousal as I pounded down the jogging path. From time to time,
Sudden rain came pouring down, big droplets cascading off my skin, soaking through my clothes till they adhered like the second skin to the contouring of my body curves as I struggled to try open the electrical lock of the backyard gate. And the power failures mean it does not work. I just stood there, frustrated, cold, and wet, my hand punching in the code on the keypad over and over again, as if this time it would light up magically. The rain was relentless, turning the ground into mud beneath my sneakers.
That is when I heard it, the unmistakable sound of footsteps approaching from behind me. I turned and there was Paul, striding towards me like some knight in shining armor on his white horse to my rescue, but instead on foot, in shorts and no shirt, his eyes hidden beneath the brim of his hat. He offered me refuge from the storm in his house. My heart was racing as I accepted, not from the cold or rain, but from the electric charge that crackled in the air between us.
We ran into the rain towards his place, the water cascading down his chest, delineating the lines of his muscular frame. Indoors, the warmth of his house was a striking contrast to the chilly rain outside. He handed me a towel and his bathrobe, his eyes eating away my wet, clinging attire. I couldn't help but feel a thrill at the way he looked at me hungrily, as if I were some kind of dessert he had not tasted yet.
He led me to the bathroom to dry off and change into the robe he had provided. The plush fabric wrapped around my body, the heat of it warming my cold skin as I shed my drenched clothes. My nipples pebbled with the cold.
I could hear him moving around in the living room-the sound of cabinets opening and closing, the clinking of glasses. I took a deep breath, trying to cool the storm of my desire, but it did not work. A kaleidoscope of images of what could happen between us proved to be incredibly heady. And when finally I emerged from the bathroom, the picture presented before my eyes of him waiting for me with a mug of steaming creamy homemade hot Chocolate made my hart run even faster.
He handed me the mug, his fingers brushing against mine and sending a jolt of electricity up my arm. The sweet scent of chocolate wafted through the air, mingling with the faint scent of rain and earth that clung to him from the outside. His eyes trailed down my body, and I wondered what he was thinking.
"God you're sexy when you're all wet," Paul purred, the thickness in his voice a testament to the leap in his arousal at my bedraggled and quivering self. The action of sipping sent some warmth coursing throughout the cold limbs as a reaction, making my face even hotter with embarrassment while he watched, literally devouring me whole through his gaze.