I didn't plan for any of this. Maybe I did subconsciously, somewhere in my head I probably knew this was a possible outcome. Maybe I just ignored it because I was driven by desire. She wasn't the prettiest in the office, neither did she have the greatest ass but there was just something about her, I wanted her, I guess I should have known what would happen, I was attracted to her and it was not going to end well. It would have been better if I can say I was attracted to her intellect or just wanted to be friends in the true sense of the word.
It started with a glance. A smile that lingered a second too long. Her name was Claire. She was married. But knowing didn't stop me. It never does.
Now, I do not make a habit of chasing married women who work with me, only those I meet in the bar who indicate they want some quick fun and nothing more or are willing to have an adventure with me.
I'll raise my hand and say it's fucked up but nothing feels better than fucking a married pussy, the idea of fucking and spilling your seed inside another man's wife is intoxicating, you feel like a conqueror, like you are on top of the world like you've taken something.
It's intoxicating and you just keep wanting more of it, maybe it's the illicit nature of it or knowing you are plowing another man's wife as she screams your name.
Clare was not my first workplace liaison and over the years I learnt a few lessons in seducing married women in the office without getting battered with a sexual harassment complaint.
The first step was simple: Be present. Be there for them in and around them, be visible I guess and I made sure to cross paths with Claire often. At the coffee shop. In the park. Casual encounters that felt like fate. I didn't push. I just... existed in her world. Exchanged a smile, a wave some small talk nothing evasive.
Step two: Listen. Women crave attention but most of all they love being heard. Claire was no different and in time she talked about her job, Sher dreams, and frustrations. I listened like her words were the only thing that mattered. And maybe, for a while they truly were.