The car swerved into the left lane as Suzanne tried to light her cigarette. She gained control of the car and looked in the rearview mirror at the uneasy driver behind her. Fuck it, she thought. She was on her way home from a very long day at the office. The piles of paperwork left her mind when she cranked up the radio, pulled the clip from her long auburn hair, and started singing along with the track.
Oh, this song brings back so many memories, she thought with a smile.
It had been all too long since her days of partying and having fun with as many men as she could take. Some called her a slut, but she just thought of herself as sensual. She loved sex. She loved the feel of a hard cock going in and out of her pussy. Maybe it wasn't the physical act at all, maybe it was purely trying to gain emotional acceptance. At least that's what her therapist thought. She laughed out loud at the idea. She loved hard-core fucking. When she met Brian, it was more than the great love fest they were having in the bedroom. It was deeper than that.
"What happened to Brian's passion?" she wondered out loud.
After they got married, the first few years were wonderful in the bedroom. Then it slowly dwindled. She tried to tell herself that it happened to all married couples, but she never foresaw it happening to her and Brian. He was one of the very few men who knew how to make her come just by touching her. She loved him so much, even now. They made love, but the burning desire just wasn't there.
She tried to toss the thoughts aside as she pulled into the driveway. She took one last drag of her Virginia Slim and put it out. Taking a deep breath, she walked into the house to the smell of sizzling veggies.
Yummy, her stomach growled. She didn't have time to take a lunch break so she was starving. But another feeling told her that she was hungry for more than stir-fry. She walked into the kitchen and put her keys on the counter.
"Hello, my love, how was your day?" Brain asked, kissing her cheek.
"Oh, same ole, same ole," she admitted.