The ceiling was impossibly high. Stones climbed into the heavens in a near perfect spiral. The sense of space was enough to give Sara vertigo. She gave in and let the grandeur of the castle's great hall sweep over her while the priest delivered his speech. The words sprang off his lips in resounding, booming tones of confidence and gratitude. She regarded his tall figure standing behind the lectern, as he reached with his hands as if trying to send his words farther than he could intone them.
Paul was fidgeting beside her, maybe bored or maybe anxious. He had planned this trip for them, a weekend in a medieval castle in rural France, a chance to relax, reconnect, and hear a speech by a respected international figure. It bothered her that she could not read his thoughts. He uncrossed his legs again and shifted in his seat. But he did look like he was attentive. She decided to ignore the issue.
Waiters were busy bringing after dinner drinks to the dozen or so circular dinner tables that dotted the floor of the stone chamber. Still, it bothered her. Was he as intoxicated with the lightness and spaciousness as she was? Was he thinking of fucking her? She reached under the tablecloth and put a hand between his legs. He glanced up and gave a surprised smile. He hadn't been thinking about this at least, but he was now.
The priest was telling stories that had everyone laughing and inspired at the same time. She wanted this priest. Did Paul know she had thoughts like this? She imagined herself behind the lectern with the young priest's pants unzipped. Fumbling to free his hardening cock and giving it a long slow trace with her tongue while he struggled to retain his concentration. He would be uncontrollably hard when she would stop, sit down and sweep her fingers over her soaking pussy, stroking her clitoris. The priest would have to look at her every time he glanced down at his notes. Mercifully as she drew close, she would reach up and stroke him - an impassioned few minutes of using her hands to pleasure both of them. Unexpectedly he would stop his speech for a moment, look down at his notes and orgasm with power enough to propel his semen across her body. This would be enough to send her over the edge, and she would orgasm still feeling the pulsing of his rod in her hand.
What was Paul thinking? She wondered again as she saw him stand up to applaud with the rest of the audience. His tall, lean form gushing honest appreciation. He could be so naively cute sometimes, she thought, with his touchable hair and smile of authentic joy. He looked at her and, with his eyes, told her he loved her. The hall was loud with the reverberation of enthusiastic applause.
The guests milled about mumbling to one another the collective judgment that they had witnessed a great man give a great speech. Sara glanced around the crowd, seeing the throngs around the priest. Paul was meeting his own colleagues and greeting some of Sara's as well. She decided to duck out to the bathroom, a feint to avoid the trivia.
The employees directed her down the corridor towards the bathroom. Lit by torches, the stone hallway led to a modern bathroom. Dimly lit but enough to see her own reflection in the irregular mirror hanging over the basin, she recognized the feeling of unreality, the sense of electric possibility in the air as in a desert landscape lit by moonlight. Whatever her usual doubts about her place in the world, this was a moment frozen in time, a break from her own mortality, when life was both vivid and unknown.
She slipped back into the corridor and caught sight of the robes of the priest going into the men's room. Without deliberation, she ducked back into the bathroom where she could just see enough of the corridor to pull it off. When the shadow of the priest reappeared, she stepped out, a leap of faith, bumping into him.
"Oh, I'm sorry - I just didn't see you there."
"Oh no, it's my fault really. I'm Sara, and I loved your speech." She searched for reaction even as she said the words.
He looked like he was genuinely glad to meet her. "I am afraid that I am very tired and would probably not even see a moving truck pass in front of me right now."
They wandered back down the corridor together. At his urging, Sara told him about her own work. Her dress brushed the stone floor as she stepped confidently, listening and talking. He began to bid her goodbye and head down the corridor that led to his room. As the guest of honor he was staying in the main bedroom. He is so naive, she thought. He has no idea. And he did not. He accepted her request for a tour; she seemed so interested in this medieval castle.
It looked like the corridor would dead-end; there was only an open doorway. She could see into the room before they arrived. Without doors, the tapestries on the far wall came into view first. Then vaguely the torchlight revealed ancient furniture, an armoire, a standing mirror, two spire-like bedposts. The bed was in the center of the room draped in silk and lace. Her heart pounded a little as he strode into the room in front of her. His back was to her, in a posture suggesting blissful unawareness of her lascivious thoughts. She walked into and across the room to the wine rack. Unceremoniously and recklessly she picked a bottle and opened it. Pouring into two glasses without so much as looking to see if he was even interested.
He smiled as he sat down across from her taking a drink from the glass she handed to him. As he proceeded to talk about the award and the night, she looked at his mouth, his lips, his wavy brown hair, the large hands he used gently to hold his glass. Taller than her husband, his form was even a little daunting. She was lost in admiration and in the mystery of him. He repeated - "Well, what do you think?"
"I'm sorry. I was distracted. It has been a long evening."
"No, no. It's my fault. You've exposed the undoing of the prideful - boredom. I have gone on long enough." But just then, he appeared instantly doubtful, then worried. "Oh no, I've forgotten something. I am sorry, but I must go make a phone call. I suppose I have to go back to the great hall." None of the rooms had electricity or telephones. "I am very sorry. Please feel free to finish your wine and maybe we can talk again tomorrow."
"Definitely," she said. "It has been a real pleasure."