This is my recollection of the night that, according to my wife, was the first time she cheated on me with another man.
The bed shook and the covers moved. The familiar warmth of my wife's body crawled into bed with me. I realized that I had fallen asleep, but the question was for how long? As the fog cleared in my head I recalled that my wife, Holly, had been out "with friends." What time is it, I thought to myself. At midnight, I had crawled into bed assuming Holly would be home momentarily. I'm sure Holly knew I was awake, but didn't acknowledge my presence as she lay facing the wall. I lifted myself enough to see the alarm clock on the other side of her. It read 2:35am! Did she just now arrive or did she get home earlier and just now come to bed?
My Friday night had been filled with trepidation. Something was amiss. Holly had a new weekend routine of going out with friends to a local dance club. "Go out and have a good time." I told her. I should have asked the question, was it female friends or a male friend? After twenty years, our marriage was adrift. It was obvious she was unsatisfied in her life and with me. She also had a new routine of going to the gym after work, again with "friends." I should have seen it coming. I should have seen it happening. I was too young and too naive. It wasn't "friends." It was a friend. My wife was secretly dating another man.
I placed my left hand on Holly's thigh. I imagined her at the dance club. I imagined some strange man asking her to dance. Would she dance with a stranger? Why wouldn't she dance with a stranger? After all it's just harmless dancing, right? My cock stirred and began to stiffen as I envisioned Holly on the dance floor with some large unknown faceless man. I moved my hand up and down on her bare thigh as my mind raced through possibilities. These thoughts weren't new. All evening long thoughts like these slipped into my brain and caused my cock to harden. All evening long fleeting visions of my wife being seduced by another man taunted me.
I had to have release. My cock was leaking precum like a broken faucet and had been all evening as thoughts of Holly's imagined escapades crept into my mind. I moved my hand up Holly's thigh and slipped my fingers under the tight elastic of her panties. My fingers made their way through her pubic hair towards her pussy. She willingly lifted her leg to allow me access. However, in this position my fingers could not enter her.
I removed my underwear and pulled the covers off us. My hands, as they had done countless times in the past, grasped the waistband of Holly's panties and pulled them down. As my hands gathered the soft material from around Holly's ankles I told myself that there was no way she had been unfaithful earlier. After all, would she let me remove her panties if she had been with another man? For that matter, there is no way she would have ever let another man remove her panties, right?
I moved around to the bottom of the bed and placed my hands between Holly's knees. Like always, she willing spread her thighs in anticipation of our lovemaking. Was this the first time Holly spread her legs tonight, I wondered? If so, did she act on it willingly or did some stranger coax her legs apart? I began kissing my way up her inner thighs. My nose was filled with the familiar scent of her sweet opening. But this time it wasn't all that familiar. It was the same, but somehow different. Once again the feeling came over me like a fire burning through every fiber of my being. Once again my brain was inundated with thoughts that something wasn't right.
The thoughts of Holly at the dance club with another man pounded inside my head as my fingers made their way to Holly's vagina. I continued alternating kisses between Holly's thighs as my fingers separated her labia and delved into the wetness. Holly wasn't just wet. She was soaked. In the darkness, my fingers explored the juices Holly's body was releasing. Her body jumped as I ran my soaked fingers along her opening and touched her clit.