Emily S Cuckold Husband Ch 01

********** This is a true story of how my wife made me her cuckold. Emily had me keep a journal to express my thoughts. That journal has been converted to more of a story form. I am not a professional writer so please... Constructive criticism is welcome. Judgment on our life is not. We are happily married still and even stronger after this experience****************

My wife Emily and I had spent 20+ years married together and the 5 years prior to that we dated. We weren't each other's first, but we each only had one partner before. Recently, we sent two daughters, (Amanda and Lauren) we are so proud, of off to college. We suddenly looked up and were empty nesters except for holidays when they surfaced to come home. We started to reconnect and ignite our sex life again, because we realized things had become stale.

Looking for something to spice things up, I opened up about my fantasy of male chastity. In my younger days I had been a bit obsessed with it along with submissive play. We began researching it together along with the idea of a femdom marriage. Before I knew it, our marriage was evolving. I was becoming very submissive to my now incredibly beautiful dominant and in charge wife who got very comfortable in her new role. She was a natural and used her womanly power, charm and assets to easily domesticate me and was a natural at molding me through her system of rewards and punishment. Or as she put it, making her once almost perfect husband now perfect.

She very quickly learned to love our new way of sex. Which consisted of the use of my tongue, fingers and her favorite dildo inserted to the harness I wore. The more we did these things, the less actual intercourse happened between us. After a while, I asked if I would ever be able to do penetration with her again? She finally broke it to me that our new life made her realize how my "little guy" never brought her pleasure. Seeing as it did its job of helping to create two beautiful daughters, this was my notice that I was going to be locked permanently and made pussy free for good.

In her words "it is no longer acceptable for you to enjoy penetration with me, when I don't enjoy it with you."

This is when I realized we were no longer playing a game. This was our lifestyle as she showed no remorse or guilt for saying it. She was full of confidence in putting her needs first.

I am still allowed very few occasional full orgasm and have grown to accept ruined ones as her choice for me. She prefers me constantly on edge and attentive to all her needs.

Eventually, we created a contract for our arrangement as she wanted me to have structure to follow and something to refer back to. Nothing was left out as the book we followed to guide us suggested leaving all doors open. We agreed there was no way to predict how things could progress and change.

Hence the cuckolding clause that gave her freedom outside our marriage to meet her needs. It was her body and her choice who got to enjoy it. I remember her laughing and saying that would never happen as it wouldn't be her style. I only knew she was the most faithful and committed person on this planet and never thought back to it again.

Fast forward a year and a half to a Wednesday night. Getting close to bedtime sitting on the couch watching tv, she snapped her fingers and pointed to her beautiful pussy. I knew it was my job to crawl there, remove her panties and stay till she allowed me up. 3 orgasms later she pushed my head up and instructed me to stay kneeling.

She told me I was getting a treat for good behavior and she took the key to my cage off her neck. As she unlocked my cage and removed it. She said I could I had earned a full orgasm using my trusted hand pussy. She usually expects me to relieve myself into the toilet on my own, so as I got up to leave, she stopped me and said come back.

Standing up from the couch, she said I could relieve myself onto her feet this time while sniffing her. It took a whopping ten pumps to finish on her feet and legs while eye level and sniffing her perfect pussy.

Boy, did I miss the feel of my "little guy" in her so much. I bent down and began using my tongue to clean my mess from her feet, legs and the floor immediately, knowing it was required.

After locking me back up, she got back on the couch. She handed me "Cuckold Marriage Contract of Vows" tied around the book "Modern Women/Inadequate Men" with a red bow tied around it.

In confusion, I looked up to her. She told me that my tongue, fingers and her favorite dildo have been amazing, but she needed the real thing. She wants what should be the feel of a man actually filling and throbbing inside her as he lays on top of her. She wanted to feel powerless as a man slammed into her while gripping her hips from behind in her favorite position. Rubbing my sad face, she told me that wasn't possible with me due to my "little guy" and inability to last long.

She said, " I never thought it would happen, but you will soon be my submissive cuckold husband." She told me to read the book as it would explain it for me. She also said to read the contract as it would dictate our new Wife Led Marriage.

I asked her what she meant by soon? She told me she met a man online. (She said, "I invoke my right to seek outside our relationship. My body, My choice." She said they had spoken a for a while and recently decided to have coffee together. She described him as very attractive, a couple years older than us, divorced, 2 kids and no desire to be married again. They hit it off. He is familiar with cuckolding having been a bull once before in a similar situation. She said they currently have a dinner date planned Friday. I asked, why a date and not just a meetup like a bull thing where I can come too?

She saw the shock and sadness in my face and rubbed my cheek. She told me, "you are the love of her life, the father of my children and the man I will spend the rest of my life with. I don't want a bull. I want a man I can form a bond and connection with. Sex is intimate and there has to be more than physical attraction to enjoy it. I don't want to feel like a slut."

She promised me as in the contract I was going to read, our emotional intimacy and love will never stop and will be stronger. We will still have our form of physical intimacy when it is allowed like now. I will always be her soulmate. However, if it works out with him, she will now also have a boyfriend to take over the physical intimacy of our relationship. She reminded me, "you are in permanent chastity and pussy free for life, because you couldn't provide that for her. Remember?"

As for my question about watching... She said, "he has a very dominant personality and whether you are allowed to watch or see us together will be his decision."

"This isn't going to be a porn fantasy, it's the real thing and the real thing revolves around your wife and her boyfriend. Not your horny needs, silly boy." She told me.

She said, he will also have rules for me to follow as their cuckold, but we are way ahead of ourselves because that will only be placed on me once she makes me one. She told me she was going to bed so she could text her new friend and let him know their date was set as she had informed me about my cuckold future. She expected me to read both things and we would discuss the next night more in detail about what I learned.

When I returned to our room, I heard her giggling as I walked in. I asked what was so funny and inquired if she was still texting with him.

She said yes, " I am still texting with him, whose name is Mike. However, what we are discussing is none of your business."

She told me it was time for me to go to bed so she could have time with him alone. She stayed up on her phone texting. The funny thing is I laid there wanting this to go forward. I want her to have experiences she desires and to be sexually satisfied. I guess the bottom line is I wanted her to be happy. I finally drifted off to sleep.

In the morning I asked if we could talk. She said later as there was too much to cover in the short time we had. She assured me that she loves me and our marriage will become better from this. Our relationship will be stronger. She told me to read everything carefully and be ready to talk tonight.