"I usually don't want to discuss convention sex, but the words, "Saint Paul's peter", if not the item, fascinate me. His peter is about the same size as yours, a bit above average. I cannot tell if it is fractionally larger or smaller in any dimension. What is different with Paul besides forbidden fruit is that even more than James, he is insistent on submission. He has shackled me spread eagle to the bed, gagged and blindfolded. I was afraid at first that he would hurt me. He never did anything close to harming me. What I am afraid of now is how many orgasms I have when shackled. I really need to make that appointment with the psychologist."
Our sex between conventions has been fantastic. There is nothing pain free that Susan will deny me. Susan even has more demands than me for different kinds of sex. The only limit is when I blissfully give out. Susan never does. What is not blissful is the week before a conference. I dread what her leaving means. As usual when Susan was having her conference week, I arranged to have Jarod board with a widowed neighbor who provided that service. I did not want to see Susan leave for her next conference with Paul, so I arranged to have dinner out. When I returned I found her wedding ring on top of a letter on the kitchen table. The letter:
My dear husband,
I have accepted a deal to stay exclusively with Paul for the next year. He will be my master, not my lover. In exchange, he will set up a stock account for me, that will be worth two million dollars after taxes. With that account and the money we already have, we could live comfortably for the rest of our lives, on interest and dividends alone, never reducing the principal, in fact probably increasing it. My company has said that it will keep my job open for me, either on the original or current basis. I expect that we will both continue working until Jarod starts college, so we will have enough that most people will consider us rich at that time. Paul will start the account with one million dollars after six months, half of which I will transfer to our joint account. I have agreed to refuse no sex that is pain free.
He will share me occasionally with his clients and sometimes his friends. I realize that not giving you a voice in this decision, makes my pride in our "equal" marriage, hypocritical. I am not giving you this choice, not because I am afraid that you will turn it down. If you accepted it, that would destroy me and our marriage, and I will not take that chance. My ring is on the table because I will not go to Paul wearing your ring. I hope you will allow me to put it on when the year is up. It is entirely your choice since you will be able to divorce me for abandonment without me having a say. I know that I will be judged a terrible wife and a worse mother for my choice. I can only say that in my analysis, this is the best long term solution for you, me, and Jarod.
I love only Jarod and you.
Susan