It had been about a year since he first bumped into Sophie again and they made out in his dorm. College had been a wild ride, but mostly because it was so easy that Rowan was able to knock everything out quickly and non-stop devise ways to have sex with his girlfriend, Sophie.
Living in the dorms was the biggest challenge -- he would have to find times that he wasn't going to be interrupted by his roommate. Or, Sophie would do the same. It eventually developed to the point that Sophie and her roommate had some sort of mutual agreement that they could reserve the room, no questions, for three out of the seven days of every week. It was a simple agreement between them that benefited Rowan since he could then count on having her room at least three times a week to fuck uninterrupted.
And fuck they did. They started with simple missionary, as Rowan presumed most couples do, and eventually, Rowan was able to work up Sophie's courage to try doggystyle. She was so reserved. She eventually admitted that Rowan was her first boyfriend and her first sexual partner. Rowan suspected as much but it was a different thing to hear her confirm it.
"Really?" Rowan asked, surprised by her admission.
He thought back to their most recent fuck. He had her bent over in front of him, her round ass nice and firm, and he was fucking her as steady and rough as he could, pounding his dick in and out of her.
He didn't know if she was getting any pleasure out of this because she was so quiet, but she assured him that she loved it. She wasn't 100% sure but always nodded her head afterwards that she did, in fact, cum. Usually, it was from him grinding his pelvis on her clit as he fucked her missionary.
Pumping in and out of her tight pussy like that really made him feel like a king, especially when he could feel her writhing around beneath him. He got rougher and rougher over time, eventually working up to pinning her arms down above her head with one hand and his other on her tits.
Sophie loved it, apparently, and Rowan was ecstatic. He made sure that she also knew he loved fucking her from the back since he, admittedly, was an "ass man". Rowan's fucking rhythm would always speed up during doggystyle, something Sophie noted. He just couldn't resist getting a full view of her body in this position.
Since starting college, her new freedom and life away from what she was used to caused her to dive head first into self improvement, and that started with her outward physical appearance. She was absolutely stunning -- a nice, round and firm ass, a slim waist, and toned legs that drove Rowan wild every time he saw them. She also had perky tits that overflowed out of Rowan's hands. She didn't need a pushup bra to exaggerate their size nor a regular bra to hold them up so they didn't sag.
She also soft, pale skin. It was amazing that this perfectly fit girl just so happened to also have the same interests as Rowan. 'How fucking lucky am I? And, I'm her first?!'
Sophie snapped him back to the present moment by kissing him. "Yes, and I love you so, so, so much! Thank you for being the most amazing guy everrrrr!"
They made out some more. Rowan stopped her, thinking it was a great time to bring up something. He decided to try and push her to give him a blowjob.
During their first year together, they had fucked like rabbits, basically taking every moment they could get alone to have sex. It was exhilarating for the first 6 months, but eventually, the excitement started to wear off of Rowan. Fucking in the same two positions with rarely a variation caused it to get stale for him.
Sophie didn't seem to mind the monotony.
However, it got old for Rowan, so used to the ever escalating dopamine hits that porn was giving him.
So, upon deciding to request a blowjob, he gently tried to push her head down there and suggested that she "trying sucking it." She straight up refused. He pushed a little harder and she actually broke down crying, wondering why he was pressuring her so much. He felt bad after that and never really brought it up again.
Days later, he tried playing with her butthole during sex, which just caused her to clench her ass cheeks and embarrassingly say, "heyyy stop..." He was never able to progress on that front.
'God I want to fuck her ass so bad.' He would always think, and sometimes even masturbated just thinking about it.
Eventually, he turned to porn to get his fix, never fully satisfied with "normal" sex from Sophie. Anal, blowjobs, facials, etc. were the categories he typically turned to. It was, he felt, a great way to get those desires out while maintaining a "regular" sex life with his girlfriend.
That's how it had been for about a solid 6 months and Rowan decided he wanted even more. He started to get into threesome porn, and the thought of having a threesome with Sophie intrigued him. He pretty much exclusively jerked off to that for weeks until today, when he brought it up to Sophie.... which is a nice way of putting it.
The truth is, he got careless, and Sophie walked in on him one day furiously masturbating to three dudes fucking a single girl, one that bore a striking resemblance to Sophie.
"Rowan!!!!! What the fuck!?" She said. She was both shocked and disgusted. But, once the initial feelings wore off in a few seconds, she became immensely depressed.
"Ah, shit fuck I'm sor-- dammit," Rowan stuttered, his dick in hand. He started to fumble with the mouse and try to close everything up. It took him way longer than he would have liked, but he eventually closed everything up, his tabs upon tabs disappearing before both of them, each time flashing degenerate pictures and thumbnails he had been browsing through.
"Baby, I'm sorry," he said, "I was just bored and stuff." He sounded so stupid in this moment. 'That was the best I could come up with? Fuck.'
Tears started to form up in her eyes. Sophie responded, "Am I not good enough for you?" She barely got the words out, and then she started bawling uncontrollably.
They argued and argued, with Rowan fighting a losing battle, not realizing that all Sophie wanted was to be loved and cared for. She eventually stopped crying, but the feelings were still there. Rowan apologized again and they went to bed.
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Rowan wished he could say that getting caught and then arguing until they fell asleep only happened once. It happened a few more times over the next four months or so.
Once, he left some tabs open that should have been closed; another time, he had unlocked his phone in front of her to reveal he had been watching porn and forgot to close it; and the last time, she had borrowed his laptop and a url suggestion caused her to see a porn link that went straight to an hour long gangbang.
Rowan realized he had been getting progressively more sloppy. Each time the arguments got more and more emotional too, until one day Rowan had had enough. He figured that if she was so mad about porn then if he explained himself...
"Babe, I admit it. I'm addicted to porn. I just find it so exciting," Rowan said. "It's not like I don't want you, it's just that I am so interested in this other stuff." He reached out to her and hugged her one day in bed while explaining this to her.
"I always fantasize about doing these things with you and when I'm watching, I'm basically always pretending it's you and me in these scenes." He was on to something, he thought.
Sophie's eyes perked up and she seemed confused, which was an improvement over the sheer anger she felt before. "So... you, uhm, wish that I would, uhm.. do those... things... with you?" It felt like an eternity waiting to hear those words come out, but Rowan knew that he had to let her talk without cutting her off.
He responded, "Yeah, of course!"
"And what if I don't want to do those things? I don't want anyone else but you!" She said, clearly referencing the gangbanging and threesome sex she caught him masturbating to.
"That's okay, I would only want you to do things you're comfortable with." Rowan grabbed her and said, "why don't we just start slow? And, you can tell me what you like and we'll go down those paths and explore each other's bodies that way..." He trailed off, running his hands along her hip and towards her ass.
