Author's note:
This chapter should answer some of your questions. This story isn't about a size queen or a cuckold. It's about the torment the couple goes through, in particular the husband, being from his point of view.
Many of you jumped at the chance to call me a racist. That is truly a sad commentary on our society. Just so you know, my wife was a different race than I, and we were married a long time before she died. Secondly, I made the attacker black for the IR crowd. Third, any man with a criminal mindset who is confronted by a beautiful young woman in a sheer nighty, probably would not hesitate to take advantage of her. No matter what the size of his dick.
As the reader, you have the choice to read my work or not and the right to criticize my work, but not me personally. As the author I have the right to developed my story and characters as I see fit, and the right to tell all the anonymous pricks, who like to flame on me personally, to shove it up your fucking ass.
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It's now been a year since Sky's, and I guess my, ordeal. I'm sure it was tougher on Sky, but I suffered too. I had to watch as my wife was taken by force, and the brute made her cum several times.
I don't know what Sky has told her counselor, but I am dealing with feelings of inadequacy. The guy was large, and I can't compete in that area.
The good news is he's dead. The bad news is he lingers in my mind. That huge cock hangs over my bed, only figuratively, but still it's there.
I did some research online and know that a large percentage of women have rape fantasies. Or at least being forcefully dominated by a man. Is Sky one of these women? Does, or at least, did she fantasize about being fucked while not in control?
I watched her respond to him. I saw her eyes roll back, and her mouth gape open, as he brought her to orgasm. I heard her moans for him. The primal scream she emitted as he shot his potent sperm into her womb.
In my research, I also discovered cuckolding. Men who allow their wives to have lovers. They enjoy seeing their wives fucked by other men, preferably better endowed men.
Some like knowing their wives are enjoying the sex. Others get off on humiliation. Some watch, and afterward, perform 'clean up' duty. Some like to be subservient to their 'bulls', going as far as even being the bull's bitch.
I watched countless videos of women being serviced by their well hung bulls. I saw husbands masturbating as they watched their wives cum repeatedly.
Each night, in bed with Sky, I wanted to make love to her only to have those images force their way into my conscious thought. The memory of her rapist's large cock emerging from her vagina with a slurping sound, after depositing his seed in my wife.
Fortunately, Sky wasn't ready to have sex for almost six months. I doubt that I could have performed either. In those months I spent hours on my laptop, watching videos and, yes, masturbating.
I saw how those women responded to the large cocks of their lovers. It began to make sense to me. Women's vaginas are built to handle large cocks. They stretch to accommodate them. Why shouldn't the woman prefer to get all she can? Why should she settle for a Vienna sausage when she can have a kielbasa? Why drive a Mini Cooper when you can have a Mercedes?
Yes, I know, size isn't everything. I just wonder, if you gave a woman a choice, which would she choose. All other things being equal, stamina, skill, technique..etc. Would a woman choose a guy with 5 inches or the same guy with 8 inches?
Or say, a woman is placed in a room and she has to have sex with one of five guys that she can only see from the waist down. One has 4 inches, one 5 and so on, to a guy with 8. Which does she choose?
I have a feeling I know the answer to both questions. Ok, some women might not want to seem greedy or whorish, and in the second proposition they settle for the guy with 7 inches. But I guarantee you, out of a thousand women, no more than maybe one would choose the guy with four. And that woman is either a virgin or lesbian.
