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My lady love, my better or best half and my dream girl, my queen and my pious, plain, prim, conservative and shy wife Jyoti is now on Instagram as Joy. She is ready to go for shopping to buy a dress for her beach date. I asked her to come in her conservative Indian attire to the shopping.
Jyoti is 36DD 28 36, No bulge whatsoever but not a tight body either. She stands at 5ft 7inch and by far the prettiest women I can imagine and can be compared to some most beautiful models or movie stars. She just doesn't have confidence of a beautiful and bold women.
She wants to put layers of clothing over her body not only to cover it all but also to hide the curves. She hates when her boobs move while walking. She used to wear the most common cotton innerwear. All in all, she didn't care about her look in a non-traditional way.
In traditional ways, she would wear her chuda (red bangles supposed to be worn by married women), Nose ring, small ear rings, Mangal sutra (a holy necklace supposed to be worn by married women), Silver Anklets, and finger & toe rings. She wears a vermilion on her hair partition (a small line only) and a small bindi on her forehead just b/w eyebrows.
She would look stunning in any Indian dress but again having no self-knowledge of being an outstanding beauty. She loves to wear all her jewelries and I really like those on her. I think most western women get attracted towards Jewelries but don't wear them as much as Indian women do.
When walking to the nearby shopping areas, I held her very tight. I was feeling overwhelmed by these emotions. I felt deep love towards Jyoti and I took her to a restaurant first. We sat and ordered some food. I said that I feel so proud of her and I feel so much love for her which I can't explain with words.
I had my eyes wet while speaking. Jyoti saw and came towards my side and sat next to me. I took her hand and kissed it. She asked why I am crying.
Me -- Darling, I am very happy. I am so happy that I can't contain this emotion. I always had a fear of losing you. I think myself as man of new age and I was very anxious when I saw how you reacted to my ideas and suggestions in past.
Joy -- My dear, I am what I am. I can't change. This is me. This Indian girl from a village. This is your wife.
I got scared when she said she can't change.
Joy -- I have given up my world to be with you. I have come so far away from my family and place that I don't get to see a familiar face. I don't relate to the culture. I don't understand the language but still I am happy when I am supposed to be sad. I am happy because of you and your love and care for me. I feel lucky and blessed.
Oh, the tear tap was opened up and we both were jerking salty water for some time. When it settled.
Joy -- I know, I promised you to obey for next few hours, I know I promised you to be your dream wife but I get shaky legs. I get anxious, scared. I feel alone with these feelings.
Our food arrived and we started eating.
Me -- What if I am ready to share your fears and won't let you be emotionally alone ever.
Joy -- How?
Me -- Darling, It's the openness and communication. If we share all our thoughts! Good and Bad with honesty then this can be solved. I want you to be honest with me. I will be honest with you. Trust me!
Joy -- It's difficult for a woman to be transparent and honest always but I assure you I will be or I will try to be as much possible.
Joy -- I am scared of wearing short dresses. I know you like me to and I try but it's difficult to wear them at home. How to do it outside?
Me -- I understand but can you pin point what exactly are you scared off.
Joy -- Hmmm! I am scared of people looking at me and thinking of me as low-class woman. They will outcast us. They won't talk to us. They will think that I am going behind your back. They will doubt my character and I will feel so guilty.
I chuckled and she looked me for why?
Me -- My love, meri pyari wife! Nobody in this country and for that matter continent thinks like that. If they see you in short dress (normal for here) then they will think you are local. If they come to know you are foreigner then they will think of you as stylish.
Me -- They will que up to talk to you. They will wish that you go behind my back so that they can get a piece of you. They will judge you if you try to avoid them and run away without acknowledging their moves. That will be taken as rude behavior. Now you decide.
Joy -- Dear it's so opposite of where we come from.
Me -- It seems to be opposite but actually its only in our mind.
Joy -- What do you mean?
Me -- Look at our Indian heroines. They wear short and tight clothes in movies and in real lives. Some of them are married and have boyfriends but in movies they do cuddling and kissing with different actors but still are they being avoided by us. People line up for taking selfies with them and call them at their functions for their performances. They are adored.
Joy -- But they are stars.
Me -- Yes but general public makes them stars by worshipping them. I tell you it's all in your mind. These actresses don't think twice to get out of their house in most tight dresses and common people follow them and don't boycott them.
Joy -- So you mean if I wear western clothes, I won't be asked why I am wearing it.
Me -- Joy Joy Joy! Who will ask you that. Do you see your mother around to ask this and even if she does at some point in our life. Tell her proudly that it's what my husband wants and loves.
Jyoti stopped eating and was digesting all these thoughts.
Me -- I want to make you JOY. A version of Joy is in my mind for tomorrow and I want you to be that version. I will worship you and will give everything if you do that.
Joy -- (Hesitantly) I am away from all known people of our lives. I will try this for the sake of my love for you.
I left whatever was in my plate and paid the bill. We passed the Gym near our place and found a couple coming out. The boy was in shorts and tank top and the girl was in her sports bra and short yoga shorts. She was a muscle barbie. I saw her and they both were unknowingly staring at Jyoti. Jyoti got uncomfortable because of the stare and the girl's dress. She increased her speed. I slowed her down and asked her what happened.
Joy -- That girl was staring me and I felt that she was judging me.
Me -- Ok, but you are fully covered and she was like showing all her body minus the essential parts.
Joy -- Yes she was nude, I can't imagine how can she..... I lock my bathroom door to come to this state of dressing before taking bath and here she is running like this in Public.
Me -- Meri Pyari Biwi. Kya tum bhool gayi. You were running wearing even short bikini with so many people around on our beach honeymoon.
Jyoti was blank. She didn't know what to say.
Me -- Think of what reasons you had when you were nude like her. You fear to be judged by people but you are one of the culprits for judging others. This is so double standard by you.
Jyoti's face was like a bulb got lit in her mind and first time she did not flinch after listening about her being in bikini. She gulped and just started moving forward.
We went to a big clothing shop with lots of mannequins adorning sexy dresses. I asked Jyoti to wait at reception. I wanted Jyoti to have no say in my selection for some reason. I wanted to dress her myself for her date. I brought her just so the clerk knows about the measurements that I am talking about.
I went to this man of 30s to ask for the whole set and pointed to my wife. He looked at me and took me to all the sections that I wanted. With shopping complete I paid and took Jyoti back to the house. Even though she was asking me to show her the purchase but I said only at home.
While coming back I purchased a few more things keeping my love away across the street so that she doesn't see it. We came back. It was near evening. My heart was pounding. I had a continuous hard on since morning and now its growing even more. I asked Jyoti to call her boyfriend and ask for what time he will come to pick her up. She threw the plastic glass at the floor when I said this showing her anger. She was not that serious though and started to clean the floor.
I hid all the clothes. I told her that these will be given to you tomorrow just before going out. We had early dinner. We were not speaking much. I was braving a hard on, a pounding heart and a jealous mind. The feeling was out of this world. I am sure she was tensed as well.
After dinner, I tried to speak & make love to her but due to her anxiety, she was not supporting me and going away. She was not in the right frame of mind. On the other hand, I was burning like a furnace with desire. My mind was unstoppable and so was my erection.
When I held her hand and pinned her to the bed, she had a gloomy and sad face. I felt pity and left her and started petting her like a baby and asked her about her bad mood, even though I knew.
Joy -- You already know I am very nervous and I am about to do something which I will regret all my life.
I got zapped listening to this.
Me -- I asked you in the restaurant that what you are scared about and you said mostly about people judging you. If that is the case then why are you so worried. I am with you and I told you that no one will have any problem with how you dress or what you do.
Joy -- Its easy for you but my mind is not accepting. Moreover, I am going to do something against you. You are my husband and I am going out in the world with a boyfriend. What is happening!
Me -- First of all, you are not going against me. You are following me. Remember this is my idea and when I proposed it, you questioned my masculinity. So, believe me when I say it that we both are in this together.
Joy -- Even if you are with me then what about others. Even though people here see girls in short clothes every day but look at me. How ugly and out of place I will look. They all will laugh at my expense.
After thinking for a while, I got an idea.
Me -- Ok, this is reasonable. You trust me and you are assured from my end that I am with you but how will you get assured that you won't look ugly or a sore thumb.
Joy -- Exactly! How to know this hence I am scared and can't think anything else.
Me -- I have an idea. I made your Instagram account.
