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Sam's Decision - my ending to thecelt's series Rules of Marriage
http://www.literotica.com/s/rules-of-marriage-ch-01
TheCelt's own resolution of the story (chapter 4) was distasteful to me. The woman had become a total bitch. In my version of the ending, I've decided to keep the personality he'd envisioned for her, even borrowing some of her phrases from his chapter 4. I do it to capture the same attitude he portrayed for her, and mean no disrespect.
In this version, which follows immediately after chapter 3, Sam behaves a little different.
I like finishing stories. I guess I'm a little weird. Sometimes they are stories that have been abandoned. In cases like this, it's a story where the author has invited others to continue their work, in The Troubador's tradition.
When offered the opportunity, I'll give you my idea of an ending. Fair warning though, I don't write about total wimps. May not be BTB, all nuclear and shit, but no voluntary cucks, or whiny simpering wimps.
Some of you won't like my endings. That's fair enough. I'm happy to hear your reasons. This is only one author's idea of a fitting resolution. You're welcome to try your hand at writing your own. I hope you enjoy this one.
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I saw my wife waiting, my two little girls standing with her, each holding a hand.
I had expected as much. I dropped my bags and got down on one knee to welcome my little girls. Melissa and Jennie were excited, hugging me tightly. I felt a tug at my heart, and a tear in my eye. This would be hardest on them.
Kristen walked up to me, arms extended. "Welcome home, Sam, we've all missed you."
She tried to kiss me, but I turned away. She looked surprised, but accepted the rejection gracefully.
"Do you have much luggage?" she asked.
"None checked. This carry-on's all I have. I do need to wait a few minutes. Can we sit down here and talk a bit?"
We were outside one of the airport bars. I got the girls Shirley Temples, and ordered myself a beer. Kristen moved them to the small table behind us. I guess the time I was allowed to spend with my daughters was over.
I could sense the attitude. I knew the central issue in her cheating had been lack of respect. I don't know why I had hoped it might change, but the repentant wife I thought might be waiting was absent. I could see the irritation in her eyes, when everything didn't go her way. When I didn't take her in my arms and instantly forgive her. When I preferred time with my children to time with her
"Long trip?" she asked. "I'm not even sure where you were coming from."
"Afghanistan." That's all she needed to know. It wasn't like I'd been on vacation.
I checked the gates, waiting for the next wave of people to walk through.
"Is this it?" she asked, regaining my attention. "You're gone a year and can't even look at me? Abandoned us for twelve months, thinking only about yourself. You left me here to fend for myself and the girls. Yes you sent a little money, but it wasn't you. And now, 12 months later, you're here, but you're still not here."
I couldn't believe the anger and disrespect. She was the cheater. Serial cheater, who had no respect for me or the family. She and her father whining because I'd never amounted to anything. I get what she calls a "real" job, and of course, she's still not happy. Every time she opened her mouth, she reassured me.
"How do you want to begin this, Sam? I don't know quite what to say or how to start, but I want to say right off that I have considered all that you asked me to think about when you left and I realized my mistakes. First, I am so very sorry that I behaved as I did. It was wrong, it was cruel and it dishonored you and our marriage. I understand what I did wrong and I have learned some hard lessons. I didn't put you and the girls first. That has changed. I did not honor my marriage and that has also changed. I know my priorities and I know what is important. My marriage comes first and everything I do is based on that simple fact. I am willing to go into much more detail and to answer any questions you may have, but I don't think that is going to solve our problems unless you are willing to take steps to be a part of the solution."
"And what steps would those be, Kristen?"
"It could start with a little respect. I cheated. I'm sorry. You've punished me and the girls. I was willing to do anything to fix my mistakes, but you didn't even give me a chance. You left. Left me with the kids, and with nobody to talk to!"
"I didn't leave. You drove me away. You cheated and betrayed me. I told you this was a chance to come to terms with your own unique idea of what a loving marriage entailed. I would live by your terms, and you'd get to decide if what you had is what you wanted."
"What do you want from me?" she whined. "I still don't understand. I said I was sorry. I worked my ass off to understand why I did what I did, taking care of myself and the girls, playing the part of mother and father. I even spent time in the hospital, blaming myself until I was able to understand why I did it. I did my part. How about you, Sam? What have you done during that time, besides run away, like a coward."
There it was. My vindication. I smiled, standing up and seeing the answer to her question striding our way. I reached my hand out, and Erica slipped into my arms, kissing me.
"Erica, this is my ex-wife, Kristen. Kristen, my fiancée Erica."
The Nordic beauty smiled, a touch of humor in her eyes. "Pleased to make your acquaintance. He's said
so
much about you," she smirked, and hugged me tighter.
Kristen looked surprised, stunned.
"I told you I'd be living by your rules. I did. You want to know what I've done? This is what I've done, Kristen. I met the most beautiful loving woman imaginable. She respects me and honors the work I do. She is the most amazing individual I've ever met. It's been a year, and I wanted some time to see my girls, but you had to hijack this meeting, when you knew it was them I wanted to see. You had to make it about you. It's always about you, isn't it? I guess I'm glad you're here, so I can get this over with. Tell you face-to-face. It's over."
"But—"
"No buts. You may think you love me, but you've never shown me an ounce of respect, and it's obvious nothing's changed. I sent cards and presents, but did you ever once think of having the girls send me anything in return? I wanted time with the girls, I called your mother, not you, told her what I wanted, but suspected it would be like this, holding them hostage. No, I see no repentance, no change in you whatsoever."