Chapter 1 "The Vacation"
My name is Roy. I think I'm a good looking upright man. My wife is Julie. She's a stunner. It pains me to say it but when we met I had a feeling of lust toward her but I tried with all of my strength to curb those thoughts about her and her beauty. I wanted a good upright woman who cared about me and others. She sure did. She cared about me and others the same. It didn't matter if they were male or female she was the same. Caring and kind. She was also quite outgoing could talk to strangers like they were her best friends.
Julie, much to my dismay though wore clothing a little too revealing for my liking. Don't get me wrong that's probably how I got with her in the first place as my lustful thoughts got the better of me. But once we started dating I wanted her to become more of a conservative girl but... I learned... that's not who she is and I can respect that. We were both 21 when we met. She took a liking toward me and I did her and we developed a relationship quickly.
I was a virgin and she had told me that she was not. But it was fine as this culture we live in seemed to encourage her past. I didn't ask her much about that as I can't dwell on the past. I'm a present moment type of person and if someone has previously done things that doesn't mean that they are still that type of person.
As we started dating I explained that I wanted to wait to have sex until marriage and although she seemed quite uneasy about that she accepted it and honored my request. It took a lot of willpower on my end as her beauty and her willingness to push things as far as possible had me struggling many times to keep my promise to myself about waiting. Plus it didn't help that she would wear clothing that made me struggle to keep my purity. Her lower cut shirts, crop tops, and short dresses and skirts allowed me, and I guess, others to see her toned legs and ample chest. Julie is 5' 3" tall and about 120 pounds. She was quite curvy. Her chest is quite prominent but her tummy is flat and toned.(I saw that when she wore her crop top) Then her curve went the other way as her butt was nice and round. Not huge or anything. It just gave her body very nice curves to look at.
She also told me, even though I didn't ask, that she had between the size C and D cup size. She explained that for her to get clothing to fit her body she needed an extra small or a small size. Because she's shorter and skinny. But they seem to make clothes that size for women with much smaller breasts so the clothing seems to amplify her chest. She explained that she's used to it, and liked the attention anyway as she enjoyed talking to anyone, and her figure seemed to draw more people to her.
I did casually mention from time to time asking her to wear something less revealing but she seemed upset with me so soon I stopped saying much about it. She did explain the top situation with her larger chest but she never really explained why she wore such short skirts and dresses.
I wondered... Did they make them all that way? Is it because of her skinny tummy that the skirts are shorter? They have to make them longer. I mean I've seen longer ones on other skinny girls....
But I didn't want to bring it up too much because when I did she would get a little upset, asking me if I didn't like her because of her clothes she liked to wear. And I would have to backpedal and tell her how much I loved her. And clothing really had no importance, it's who's under the clothing that's important.
I'm sure, if she wanted, she could have done more to cover herself but hey... she has to be herself so I was getting used to her clothing selections. It just made it hard to not think about her sexually.
When we went out I could see other men enjoying her beauty too. I just hoped it wouldn't lead them to have sexual thoughts.
I did tell her more than a few times that guys would probably get excited about her figure and want to do things with her. She kept telling me, thank you for the compliments on her body. I wasn't really complimenting her figure I was just trying to keep her aware of "normal" guys and their thinking.
Julie also liked to have a few cocktails and "loosen" up a bit. Even though she didn't ever need loosing up. She could have a conversation with a tree if she was alone with it.
One night at a party with friends I over heard some men talking about Julie and her "tits". Such a degrading term for her breasts I thought. They were also talking about how she was flirting with them. So when I saw her later I told her some men thought she was flirting with them. Julie told me she was just being herself and being kind and caring. I told her how much I loved that about her. She smiled and went back to mingling with people. I wasn't anywhere near as social as she was and I found myself playing darts downstairs with a couple of guys.
I found it odd that these guys who I didn't even know welcomed me into the game and really wanted me to play. I didn't talk much. They did ask questions about Julie and I told them that we were dating and how she was a lot more outgoing than I was. The guys told me how lucky I was to have found someone like Julie. And they even found it necessary to tell me how sexy they thought she looked. I didn't know what to say so I just thanked them for the compliments.
We played a game for about 15 minutes and then I wanted to go find Julie, but the guys insisted that she was having a good time and I should keep playing. Another 15 minutes went by and again I wanted to check on her. But they begged me to play just one more game. I finally agreed and they seemed to play really slow. I really wanted to check on her as it was now 45 minutes since I had seen her and just when I thought the game might be over, the guy started talking with another guy and didn't take a shot for at least 5 minutes. When the game finally did end another 5 minutes had passed. I didn't say anything. I just ran back upstairs to find my girlfriend. I looked all over and didn't find her. I asked a few people and they just smiled and said she must be in the bathroom or something. I explained that I checked and she wasn't in there. One of the guys took me downstairs to look but I was sure she wasn't there. But I went anyway as I didn't want to say no to him. We looked around then went back upstairs and finally I saw her. Two guys were talking to her and she seemed maybe a little embarrassed as her face was a little more red than normal. But she was smiling ear to ear. I was really wondering where she was this whole time.
So I walked up to Julie and said, "I've been looking for you. Where have you been?"
She said, "Oh honey, don't worry about me. I was fine. I was just enjoying the party."
I said, "Where were you?"
She said, "oh, these two wanted to show me something in one of the rooms. So I was probably in there when you were looking.... Weren't you enjoying the games of darts?"
I said, "Yeah it was fun. I won one and lost two. But it was a good time. I'm just glad you're having a good time."
She said, "Yeah. A really good time! Don't worry about me. I'll be fine."
I tried to stay by her side for the rest of the evening and she was so kind toward me. I wasn't very social so she introduced me as her boyfriend and she even gave me some topic to discuss with them. This made my interaction with these guys and girls very easy.
Every now and again we would get separated, as someone would be talking to me, then I would watch her from across the room smiling and chatting away. It seemed like she was the center of attention.
As evening drew on we decided to leave. I dropped her off at her apartment. We made out and she seemed to want more but true to myself I stopped her and said good night.
During our dating months it seemed to be a normal thing. Sometime during the night I would lose her. Either because someone wanted me to play some game or just talk and then she would be gone. But she always was excited to see me again. Even some nights when we would go out to the bar she would go to the bathroom for a long time. But she's a woman and I guess bathroom trips take a lot longer than guys.
We got engaged quickly, as I couldn't let this woman pass me by. We set the date for Labor Day weekend and things were going really well.
We decided to take a road trip over the 4 day Fourth of July weekend. I was uncomfortable with the sleeping accommodations since we would be laying next to each other and things might happen but I reassured myself and her that we were going to wait even though I know she didn't want to. But she accepted my agreement.
We took off headed south, not knowing where we would be staying but with an air mattress in the back of my parents mini van we knew we could just stop somewhere and sleep when we needed to. Plus with the warm weather we didn't need to worry about heat.
We drove until almost dark and found a spot to stop. I wasn't excited about overnight parking as we struggled to find a quiet spot out of the way. We were just getting settled down and soon a police car pulled up. Dang. We were getting busted for trying to park overnight, I worried. But Julie said she would talk to them. She was only in her bra and short shorts and jumped out. I handed her, her shirt but she said her bra covered her up just as much as her bikini's do. The argument was fair so I didn't bother trying to change her mind. I saw two officers in the car. She began to talk with them. I watched as she smiled and laughed and even pointed to her bra more than one time. I'm guessing they had to be asking her why she wasn't wearing a shirt too. Finally after 5 minutes she came back to the van.
She said, "We can't park here but there's a county park just down the road where we can stay."
I agreed and we drove and parked. By now the sun had just set and darkness was setting in. Julie asked if I wanted to go for a walk to stretch my legs as I was complaining about being stuck in the van for so long. I wanted her to join me but she said she was just going to sit and read. She said the trail was about a half an hour long walk(as that is what the officer had told her) and I should take my flashlight. So after she basically begged me to go on a walk without her I left. It was a nice refreshing walk. But I still was concerned about her safety when I was gone. I mean there wasn't a guy there to protect her if she needed it. I knew she was inside of a locked car but the windows were partially down to enjoy the cooler air outside and if she wasn't paying attention that someone could get the jump on her.
When I got back I got worried. I saw a man sitting on a chair next to our van. I quickly walked up to him. He tapped on our van as I approached him.
I said, "Hey, who are you?"
He said, "are you Roy?"
I said, "Yeah..."
He said, "Oh. Julie said you would be coming back soon. I'm the officer that met you earlier. I'm off duty now and just wanted to make sure you guys found the place alright."
Just then Julie poked her head out the window.
She was a little out of breath.
She said, "Oh hon. I'm good here he's just protecting me. I'm just getting changed then I need to use the bathroom so if you don't want to see me. You know... without clothing then maybe you want to do one more walk around the park."
I looked inside the van and since the windows were tinted I couldn't see anything. But I could tell that Julie didn't have a top on as her shoulders were bare.
I said, "I could just wait over there."
I pointed to an area behind some trees where she would be out of sight.
She said, "No hon I'm good. I think another 30 minutes and I'll be ready for bed. Just enjoy another walk."
I said, "I guess... are you sure?"
She said, "Oh yeah. For sure. I have protection."
I said, "Ok. If you insist."
I walked away toward the trail again. I knew she would be safe. It was now totally dark and I was a more concerned about myself and the possibility of wild animals and such. But Julie insisted so I started my walk.
I heard the guy outside the van tap on the side again as I walked out of sight. I wondered why he tapped on the van. But soon as I walked I forgot about that and just walked quickly around the wooded park.