Prologue
Lacey and Lee
Okay, let's get the boring stuff out of the way first. This is a story about me and my wife's sexual adventures, so you're going to want some visuals. I am 38 years old and stand five foot, nine inches tall with a stocky build. I have black hair and blue eyes.
But you don't really care about me; you're just going to put yourself in my place as you read this anyway. You want to know about my wife, Lacey, so you can develop a good mental image as you imagine yourself fucking her. Lacey is 32 years old. She is six foot, one inch tall and has long blonde hair and beautiful green eyes. She has lovely, natural, 38c tits with a slim build and the absolute softest skin you could ever hope to touch. If I have to be honest, gravity has had a slight effect on her, as it has on all of us, but she is no less amazing for all that and looks easily ten years younger than her true age. Everyone I know always says they can't believe she has had three kids.
"She looks so beautiful and thin," everyone says. And it is true that she is stunning. Remember that as you fantasize about sliding your cock into my wife's wet pussy and hot mouth - she is stunning.
The last thing you need to know about my wife is that Lacey is not her name. All names in this story, as well as any professional and geographical information, have been changed to protect the guilty. I do have to occasionally refer to my wife as Lacey in real life though, and the reason for that will be made known later on.
Chapter 1
Lacey's Ending
This is the part of the story that my wife doesn't like to read as she doesn't want to be reminded of the bad times. Without this part, however, the rest of the story would most likely never have happened so I must be told. If you don't care much about background, then feel free to skip ahead to chapter 2.
Lacey and I had been together for eleven years - married ten - and, truth be told, we were just going through the motions. Playing house.
When we met, we where both dealing with the fallout of failed relationships. We had both lost the people who were, up to that point, the loves of our lives and we had built up our mental defenses to deal with those losses. We were emotionally walled off from each other and married based on logical considerations rather than emotional or passionate ones. From then on we were never alone, but never really together. We never really connected, and I had no idea how unhappy she was until her ex came back into her life.
Steve had been out of her life since before I had met her, and it hadn't been a particularly pleasant parting, but she was suddenly forced to deal with him again for legal reasons. Legal issues soon turned into friendship, however, and it wasn't long before Lacey was telling me that her e-mails with Steve were too private and personal for me to read. Too personal! For me, her husband!
Needles to say, I confronted her about her attitude on this subject and it didn't go well at all.
"I just don't want to do this anymore," she said to me. "I'm not happy and never have been."
"Are you saying you want a divorce?"
"I don't know what I want. All I know is that I'm not happy. Maybe I can't be. I don't know."
We decided to stay together and things got a little better. Only a little, however, as I had no idea how to make her happy. The best thing that happened to us from my point of view, though Lacey may disagree, is that her friendship with Steve blew up in her face. After several e-mails and a face to face meeting, she finally remembered what a complete asshole he is.
Then Ben showed up.
Ben was the man that Lacey dated after Steve and she was soon developing a strong friendship with him as well. They e-mailed and texted constantly and starting hanging out together. Of course this bothered and scared me. I was having visions of a repeat of the Steve fiasco.
Luckily, the "Steve fiasco" taught me a couple things:
1) I needed to know exactly what was being said between them, and . . .
2) Direct confrontation would lead to disaster, so. . .
I made an effort, dishonest or not, to read all of her e-mails and texts so I'd know exactly how serious this situation was. What I learned was that there was definitely some flirting and sexual innuendo being thrown about between them. One time Ben had told her about how he had spent the day trimming the bushes in front of his house and she responded with "You can come trim my bush anytime."
I made several attempts to bring things out into the open without letting her know I'd read her e-mails in for fear that she would shut me out again.
"I don't know for sure what's going on," I lied, "But if you and Ben are really just friends, then there's no reason to keep things secret."
She just stared at me.
"If you're flirting, that's fine," I said. "I realize that male and female friends act that way. I act that way with my female friends. It's just all this secrecy that makes it look like you're doing something you're not."
She still stared.
She said nothing to me but she kept Ben informed of everything I said. One night while she was working the night shift, I read an e-mail she had sent saying "I just wish Lee would see me for what I am - impulsive and selfish - and just leave."
I was stunned. Of course she had told me that she wasn't happy but this was the first time she said that she actually wished our marriage would end. And she didn't say it to me, but to another man. I felt the need to react to this. The feeling built up in me until I had to say something. Unfortunately, the only thing to say was "I give up". I had tried to make things better and it obviously was not enough, so I texted her.
{I'm sorry to keep sending you negative texts at work, but I can't really think clearly unless I'm alone and that only happens while you're at work. Then I have to say something while the thoughts are still clear in my head.}
{Thank you,} she replied.
{If you want to leave me, you can.}
{Why are you giving up on me?} she asked.
{I don't want to give up, but I'm tired of beating my head against a wall trying to hold on to something that apparently no longer exists.}
{I thought things were getting better?}