My names Sarah I'm twenty five years old and I've been married to Matt, whose twenty eight, for three years. Four months ago Matt suffered a nasty viral infection which has left him with some side effects. One of these is the fact that he can no longer achieve an erection which has left him in a fairly depressed state. As a young couple we had been enjoying a very good sex life with some form of sex play taking place most days to a lesser or larger degree. Since his recovery things have obviously changed and even though he continues to pleasure me with his fingers, mouth and toys the same sexual frisson is no longer there. He also can't make the actions to do me with a strap on. We both still love each other deeply but the situation, at present, is having a greater negative effect on him, especially his mind.
Two weeks ago it was my birthday and Matt told me that he had arranged a special day for me and I had taken the time off work. I was told that I had to stay in bed until he called me, and when I eventually came downstairs I found a full breakfast awaiting me including smoked salmon and scrambled eggs with bucks-fizz, my favourite after which I opened my cards and presents from family and friends. I eventually opened Matt's present and discovered it was a voucher for a pampering session at our local beauty salon for that morning at ten-thirty.
I got dressed and made my way to the salon and during my session I had a lava shells massage, a facial, eyebrow shape, manicure and pedicure and waxing treatments including a tidying up of my Brazilian. I returned home at about one o'clock.
After I got home Matt gave me another present and a when I unwrapped it I discovered it was a silver necklace consisting of two entwined hearts. It contained a small card with a poem written on it. 'I have always loved you and love you still, you're the very best. And I hope that you will see the good, in what I might suggest'. The necklace was beautiful and Matt put it on for me, but the poem was puzzling. He then told me that he had another surprise for me but wouldn't tell me what it was and that I'd have to wait.
Just after about one-thirty the door bell rang and Matt answered it. I could hear him talking to somebody but I couldn't make out what was being said. The door to the lounge, where I was sitting, opened and Matt showed in a gentleman who was about six feet tall with distinguished looking grey hair and I guessed he was late forties. "Oh.. Sarah this is Robert.. Robert this is Sarah," Matt said by way of introduction.
"Nice to meet you," Robert said coming over to the sofa and shaking my hand.
"Robert take a seat," Matt said directing him to the armchair. "Think of the poem and I want you to listen to what Roberts got to say," Matt continued, which made me quite nervous but curious.
"First of all its Rob," he said having sat down. "I don't know how much Matt's told you," he continued.
"Err..." I responded nervously, not knowing anything.
"She doesn't know anything.. It's her birthday surprise," Matt interjected from the other armchair.
"A hah!.. " Rob said with a note of mischief in his voice. "Well to be blunt and to the point I've been having a few conversations with Matt, e-mails and on the phone and he's invited me over here today so that I can spend the afternoon fucking you, in his place," he continued bluntly.
"What!" I exclaimed, the shock having nearly taken my voice away.
"Don't be scared," Matt said. "It's something I've been I've been thinking about for a little while."
"You mean.."
"Hear me out Sarah," Matt said, cutting me short. "You know I can't do the things I'd like to with you in the bedroom anymore. It makes me feel quite inadequate and bad that I can't fully satisfy my own wife anymore. "
"But this?" I butted in.
"Hang on, let me finish," he continued. "I know how much you enjoy the physical act and I don't want you to miss out on that. I know you could go out and find someone to replace me in that department, but I also trust that you wouldn't. However I've been trying to reconcile my conscience and try and find a way round it. I've thought about it a lot and decided that if I found a replacement and gave you my blessing to go and play then I could live with that and be a happy man knowing you were being satisfied.. And I've chosen Rob," he explained.
"Whoo!.. I don't know.. this has all come as a shock."
"If you like Rob you've got my blessing."
"Hang on.. your asking me to..."
"Only if you want to."
"Err... I don't know if it would be right or if I could do it."
"That's why I bought you the necklace. The two hearts are me and you, never to be parted and it shows our strength. I really want you to give this a go for my peace of mind and your physical satisfaction.. You deserve that at least."
"I can see what you're saying and I'm really overwhelmed by your love for me.. but."
"But nothing.. give it a try.. please," Matt pleaded.
I really didn't want to disappoint him. "Why Rob?" I questioned trying some way to extricate myself from this without upsetting him.
"I've thought carefully about this," Matt went on. "I didn't want someone around our age I thought you'd be more comfortable with someone older. I wanted someone with experience to try and ensure your enjoyment and with a little research I came across Rob."
"I see.." I said.
"Perhaps I might be able to help," Rob said intervening. "Just to let you know I'm married and Matt's talked to my wife. I have a higher sex drive than her and she allows me to indulge my excess once or twice a week. I'm not out for relationships and I only repeat encounters with six months gap in-between."
"Right.. but how does your wife cope?" I asked.
"Trust and love," he replied. My mind was in total confusion but his comments had a certain reassurance about them.
"So you want to make love to me?" I asked him bluntly.
"No," came his surprising reply. "But I would love to fuck you," he added. I understood his differentiation and was slowly coming round to Matt's idea.
"Will you be with me Matt?"
"I don't mind him being here.. It might even heighten your satisfaction," Rob explained.
"But Matt.. do you want Rob to take me?.. do you want to watch?" I asked.
"I've asked Rob to come here and I'd love to watch him pleasuring you," Matt responded. A silence descended on the room.
"It looks like I'm about to be done then," I responded, disturbing the quiet, and by way of giving my consent.
"Thank you baby," Matt said, in delight.
"One more thing," Rob said. "Do you want kissing or no kissing, I'm happy either way.
"Err.. Matt?" I responded, putting the onus on him.