I'm happy married, but I think that I'm also in love with another married woman. It's not an admission that I want to make, but I have to write out the fantasy in order to, hopefully, get it out of my head.
Her name is Jenny. She is talented, she is beautiful, she is, to me, captivating. I love the blue shade of her eyes; I love the few silver streaks in her otherwise reddish-blonde hair; I love the freckles on her shoulders. Although she's a few years older than my mid-30s self, she still has the body of a 20-something β smallish breasts, lean build, shapely legs and butt. Again, captivating.
Jenny and I were friends, and as I mentioned, we are both married and have a lot to lose. For the most part, we stayed on opposite sides of a room from one another. We didn't touch; we didn't hug as I do with other friends. However, from time to time, I got little clues that made me feel that she had feelings for me, as well β a little smile; maybe a wink as if we had just shared an unspoken joke. I never knew, until one night. . .
My wife was out of town, and Jenny knew it. We'd recently talked about a book that I'd liked, and she had indicated that she wanted to borrow it. I'd just made dinner for myself and sat down to eat in front of the TV when my phone chimed. It was a text from her saying that she had run an errand nearby, and if I was home could she pick up the book. I texted back saying that I was home, and of course she could drop by. Around 15 minutes later, she pulled into the drive.
"Hey come on in! I heard you pull in"
"Thanks for letting me stop by," she said, "I was in the area to pick up something from the mall." She walked into the kitchen. She was dressed simply, as was often the case, flip flops, a mid-length cotton skirt, and a white v-neck tee shirt with something written on one side. It was simple, but it was her. The tee was just tight enough to show her figure, and just thin enough to see the outline of her bra.
"No worries. Here 'tis," I said, handing her a copy of my favorite book.
"Thanks."
She looked at the cover, and I told her, "You're more than welcome. I've read that at least half a dozen times. I look forward to hearing your review."
Jenny set the book on the counter beside her. I offered her a drink, which she accepted. I was a little surprised, as I thought this was just going to be a quick stop. Of course, I didn't care, besides having feelings for her, she was a friend, and I liked her company.
"I have wine, beer, bourbon. . . water, of course?"