Pretend Cuckold

Pretend Cuckold

I am hyper-sexual, my wife is no longer sexually active with me. When we married it was different, nothing too crazy, but an occasional skinny dip and outdoor sex, weekend get away never leaving the room.

She would make any man hyper sexual. She is sexy stately, tall long legs, large breast, blonde sophisticated. When we were younger she was a tiger in the sack. I still love and lust for her.

At some time her attitude about me and sex with me changed, I think it was more of a power dynamic shift than a sex drive thing.

I was always the breadwinner in the family and my wife was a stay at home mom. Once the children were out of the house I helped my wife start a business as it grew, my business was floundering. This was a blow to my ego. I was still supporting all the bills and even her plastic surgery, keeping her younger looking than her age, and her gym routine helped too. She was now able to have her own money for luxuries, so good gift ideas were hard to come by gifts that I formally used to buy her affections. The last gift she seemed to appreciate was a gold anklet with a diamond pendent. She actually still wears her anklet especially when going on a business trip.As I felt less in control she became more demanding. I started cooking supper and doing the dishes, doing laundry, maintaining the house. At first she was appreciative because she could focus on her business. She started spending more and more time away from home, including overnight trips, even long weekend at seminars. Now she expected me to do the chores and would fuss if something wasn't to her liking. This helped make me less certain of myself. I asked for her thoughts more and she would tease me about not making even the smallest decision without her opinion.

My insecurities moved to the bedroom. When we had sex, I was less in charge , and I came to quickly. When this happened in the past she was ok, but now she was frustrated and would tell me how inconsiderate I was. My solution was more oral sex, I loved sucking my wife's pussy. It was a picture perfect pussy, smelled delicious and tasted better.At some point She started looking at her phone while I performed cunniligus, then she started avoiding my advances at all. Occasionally my wife would jack me off, then it moved to holding my balls as I jacked myself off, to watching me jack off, to totally ignoring me. Today we have zero sexual contact.

As I said I am hyper-sexual, so my libido never lessened, I masturbated in secret, thinking about my sexy wife. I Started reading porn stories and ended up with sissy cuckold stories. I thought that maybe that is how I could get my wife interested again. Unfortunately I suggested female domination in sex and adding a third person, even her using a strap-on dildo on me. She screamed that she must have married a faggot, and that female domination, and ménage a trios was still all about me and my dick.

"Why should I focus on directing you, when you should know my needs by now". I think I did know her needs a dominate man with a big dick, but was too timid to suggest it, thinking I would lose her.

"Sorry I am just a beta male, and sorry I thought you would like to be in charge of our sex life like everything else". She smirked and walked away.

Eventually everything in our relationship went back to the way it was before the strap on suggestion fiasco. I could still feel the disdain she had for me though she tried not to show it, it would come out often. Sometimes she would demean me in front of mutual friends. There were also innuendoes about my lacking in the dick size and stamina to her girl friends. It was at this point I decided I might as well be a cuckold sissy. Everything is in place. Beautiful Domineering wife, sexless marriage, most importantly a little dicked beta male, with a head full of sissy cuck porn stories.

It was a gradual process becoming a pretend cuckold. Just as the end of sex in my marriage was gradual. First I bought some panties to wear when jacking off, then I started wearing them at home, then everyday including to work. I did the laundry anyway, so my wife wouldn't know about my panties. When my wife would go out with friends or on a trip I would pretend that she was with her boyfriend, for all I know she was with her boyfriend. Then I started sniffing her worn panties while jacking off. Was that her discharge, or her boyfriends cum? To increase the fantasy I bought a chastity cage to wear when she was out, acting as though she demanded it. The next step was cumming in her panties retrieved from the clothes hamper, pretending it was her boyfriends cum. I would cum in her dirty panties when she went out, so when she came home I would have cum filled panties after she came home while I was in chastity the entire time she was gone, making the fantasy seem more real. As I licked the come out of her panties I imagined her laughing at me and calling me a pussy, and that I was eating the real man's come that just fucked her hard and made her cum multiple times.

"Something you could never do. You and your little clit were made for sissy cleanup duties". Pretend hot wife would say.

I thought if I was made for this, I should go farther. First I bought a dildo, not too big, but one long enough that I could practice deep throating. It took a while and lots of practice to overcome the gag reflex, but I did it. Soon I wanted to increase the length and width, knowing a sissy is supposed to please all "cummers". A new larger dildo was introduced then Practice practice practice. Funny how this larger dildo made my little penis drool, by only sucking it. Again I was pretending my wife was orchestrating all of these duties, knowing soon I might be used by her lover, or some other person they chose for me to service.

Having my mouth and throat trained, I began to think about anal training. The first purchased was a butt plug. Again small to acclimate my sphincters. With this addition not only did I wear my panties and cock cage, I added the butt plug when doing my chores. This was a huge turn on, so I added larger plugs, building up to a "Doc Johnson Red Boy Large"I think I might be a sissy size queen. You never know when your wife will have you service that huge cock.

My wife had no knowledge that her being a bitch, and humiliating me in front of others was feeding my fantasy. The more my real wife degraded me about things the more horny it made me. This pushed my porn reading to include more and more cuckold sissy humiliation. Then I added sissy hypno videos. Always putting my wife in place of the hot wife in the stories. What is it about her that makes me and other men so attracted to her. There are many pretty women, I think it is her confidence and stately look that melts men's minds and hardens their dicks. How was I so lucky to marry her before she realized her power. I think she would need a real alpha to attract her today.

I started working out to improve my sissy body, I started shaving my body, with a landing strip for pubic hair. I learned to do my makeup, including concealer to make my skin look younger especially in my bikini area. I even got a bikini line from tanning in a bikini. My hot wife would insist on all of these things if she truly was a hot wife. My real wife never seemed to notice any changes.

This fantasy was like an addiction, I created more and more scenarios in my mind. I videoed my oral skills and anal talents. I loved seeing my throat enlarge as I would deep throat a dildo. IT took many attempts to show it the way I liked. I had seen this in porn shots and always got off watching. I also love to see pictures of my anus gaping after a session with the large plugs and dildos.

One of the biggest turn on was when I found porn actresses that looked physically like my wife, I would do a screen shot and make sure the face was hidden, or blurred. I then got a burner phone. When my wife was out, I would text myself from the burner phone the pictures I Had Captured and added comments like they were coming from my wife and her lover. Later I added clips with orgasms and sound. I would come so hard.

My wife was planning a long weekend business trip, and I was excited to bring all of the pieces together in my pretend cuckold fantasy. I made sure I had all of the props acquired at the direction of my fantasy hot wife. Bikini and sundress porn clips were found so pretend wife could text from this tropical location. I would also get to improve my makeup skills, bikini tan, and wear sexy clothes and lingerie. My household chores would not be neglected, just done en femme. I would stay in chastity and not touch my clit. It would only be okay to cum from anal. If I achieved this goal I was to capture it and send the video, to my pretend hot wife's burner phone, not forgetting to include me eating my cum.

My real wife seemed to be more excited about this trip than others. The excitement made her more demanding of me. She asked me to pack her luggage for the trip. Since it was a tropical location I packed bikinis, and sundresses, how I wished I could see her in this attire. She is so awesome in a sundress, and a bikini oh my goodness. It has been so long since I saw her flesh. I also packed her under garments, I included the sexy things, that I would enjoy seeing her wear. All of this added to my fantasy.

The day of her departure came, i loaded her luggage in the car and drove her to the airport. When we arrived I paid the porter at the curb to handle her luggage. She gave me a friendly side hug and a kiss on the cheek. I watched as she walked away dressed in a simple but sexy outfit. I notice she had the anklet I gave her glistening on her thin ankle above her sexy high heel. Hypnotize by the sexy sway of her ass, I was snapped back to reality when the cop told me to move on.

Upon returning home my I took a shower and shaved all my sissy areas. After the shower and shave scented lotion. I put on light make up you wouldn't really notice, but I loved what the eye liner did for me. With chastity cage on now and pink panties over, I put on the women's slacks and blouse. You couldn't tell they weren't men's unless you noticed how they buttoned. Adding some loafers and ankle socks I was ready to head to the tanning salon. My bikini packed with my scented lotion and off I headed to the strip mall.

Women are more observant than men and I guess more observant than sissies. The cute young lady at the tanning salon said nice blouse, letting me know she knew, oh well I didn't know her so who cares. When I went in the tanning booth there is a full length mirror. I was admiring my new sissy body in my outfit, and how my butt looked, and then noticed my panty lines. Guess it's thongs unless I want others to know, or maybe I do want them to know. After leaving the tanning salon I needed to get some groceries. At the store I felt eyes on me. Which made me feel good, until some man started following me around the store. As I was leaving he approached me, and ask if I was single. Flattered, but creeped out I showed him my wedding band, of course he let me know that didn't bother him. I let him know it did bother me, and strutted to my car. My pretend hot wife would never approve of him, or me cheating.

Safely home, I changed into my house cleaning clothes. Doing the laundry I missed jacking off in my wife's used panties pretending it was her boyfriend. I only had one dirty pair of panties she wore to the gym before she left. I was saving them for the day before she came home. Stored in a zip lock bag to maintain the beautiful scent, I was going to dump several loads in her fragrant panties to simulate her alpha boyfriend's massive load to eat before she got home. Hopefully I can succeed in achieving a sissygasm to fill her panties. The laundry was all done and put away, night rolled in. I sent/received a text from my pretend hot wife's cell phone saying she arrived safely, with a picture attached of "her" in a sundress with a man's hands around her waist. It made my little dick strain in its cage. My real wife didn't text me at all.

That first night I kept being awakened by my struggling clit in its cage, knowing I can't touch it. Thinking about my beautiful wife wondering if she was being satisfied by a better man.

Morning was a relief. Thinking how lucky I am to have such a beautiful wife. While I was sitting to pee, I got a good morning text with a photo from my pretend wife. She had a bikini on, I saw men's clothes on a disheveled bed. Saying good morning and hoped I was being a good boy.

Reminding me to stick to the training regimen she left for me.

I ate my avocado toast breakfast, and checked my agenda for the day. Following the instructions by First putting on my leggings to workout in our home gym. Focusing on squats and yoga trying to feminize my body. After I took my shower with scented body wash and shave, but not my sissy area. Next was to put in a butt plug and dress in panties and a bra covered with a house dress to dust and vacuum the house.

Lunch was a salad and green tea. Next on the list was to get the oil changed. The instructions said I was to wear lavender panties and matching bra under a light blue blouse. Nude panty hose with navy slacks, loafers with a slight heel. I put my makeup on as well. This would be OK because I didn't need to get out of the car for the oil change. Unfortunately it was also time to change the cabin air filter, so I had to go to the waiting room, that was occupied by men and women. All eyes felt like they were on me. One young lady came to my rescue and talked to me which calmed my nerves. When my car was ready the attendant wanted to show me the old filter and where the filter was located to assure me it was changed. When I bent over to look the filter that was located under the glove box he leaned over me and rubbed his hardon into the crack of my ass. This really flustered me, can he feel my butt plug, I thought? So I pushed him away accidentally putting my hand on his massive dick. Feeling it made me have a little leakage, but I gathered my wits and drove home. I pretended my pretend wife had set it up even though it was coincident, but why had it caused that flutter, I'm not gay.

Home safe and feeling attractive having encounters with a woman and a man. It was time for dinner. Small chicken breast and salad. Next I was to take the small plug out leaving my bra and panties on and using the medium plug then I was to practice walking in heels. After that I was to have free time to watch hot wife videos Of the porn star that resembled my wife. Bedtime came early and I removed my under clothes and butt plug. I removed my make up and put my scented lotion on to keep my skin soft and smooth.

Before going to sleep I got my goodnight text from my pretend hot wife with a photo included, reminding me to go to sleep listening to sissy hypno. This time she was wearing a low cut dress, she said she was going to a party. Her nipples were prominent and I saw a hicky on her breast. I tossed and turn all night imagining my real wife dancing with another man and then bedding him. It is hard To sleep with a straining cock in a little pink cage.

Ahh morning, and up to follow the days instructions. Of course starting with a work out and shower, but no shaving my genitals. I liked my sissy parts smooth, but my pretend wife must like a little hair on her sissy. Then breakfast and on to my to do list. Today I was to cut the lawn and clean the pool.The HOA takes care of the front yard, so I only needed to do our back yard. I was instructed to wear a mini tank top with spaghetti straps and short shorts medium butt plug. Our back yard has a privacy fence and our neighbors should be at work. When I finished the lawn and started on the pool, I spotted the neighbor's daughter, Kimberly who is home from college and beautiful watching me out the window. She waved and smiled. My clit swole in its cage, but I just kept doing my chore like everything was normal, hoping she wouldn't tell anyone about my outfit.

Finishing my chores next was a Kale smoothie for lunch; yuck, but I must do as I am instructed to keep my figure. Back in the shower and dressed for another outing. This time to the nail salon. I was to wear the medium butt plug, red lace strapless bra and panties. Scoop neck white tee shirt thin enough to slightly see the red bra underneath exposing my spaghetti strap tan, and short enough to expose my panties when I leaned over. Short Shorts that I was happy to wear because I am proud of my legs, but nervous because they were shaved. Thong sandals completed the outfit.

My nerves settled when I sat in the chair for my mani pedi. Barbie pink for my toes and natural for my fingers. I can hide my feet at work, but not my hands. Though it seems less important the more my sissyiness is exposed to the public. The nail technician didn't seem to care about my attire which was a relief. I drove home after my second outing as a sissy.

Supper was a poached fish and steamed spinach no butter. I miss my butter. Tonight I was to watch sissygasm videos wearing the 2.25" diameter Doc Johnson red boy butt plug for at least 2 hours. Then go to bed and listen to anal hypno as I slept. Just before bed I received my nightly text with a video this time. The video showed her undressing down to her sexy lingerie, I could see two cocktail glasses on the table, and a naked well hung man in the mirror. Not sure if it was an accident or intentional but it made my clit ache in it's cage.

Morning my last full day before my real goddess returned. Oatmeal for breakfast and a glass of carrot juice. Work out and washing the bed linens including ironing them. That is the way my real wife likes them. Of course wearing the medium butt plug and lingerie. I will sleep in the guest room tonight. That is where I keep my sissy attire and toys hidden anyway.

Now I understand why I was told not to shave my sissy parts. My pretend hot wife had made an appointment at a waxing salon. I was to remove my clit cage and clean my sissy parts thoroughly including a extra time on the bidet. My outfit today was a bra with matching tap shorts with a pair of overalls and a pink tee shirt. I was to take my cage with me and replace it before leaving. The waxing technician was a fit women about my age. She had me undress and lay on my stomach on the table. She spread my cheeks and began to apply wax on and around my rosebud. Then with a sudden jerk she pulled the wax making me jump. She placed her hand on the affected area to sooth it before applying more wax and repeating the process. Once she was satisfied she poured an astringent on the area, it made a cool and stinging sensation. It was some how painful and arousing at the same time. I then turned over with my 5 1/2" hardon and prepared for the same treatment on the my clit and balls and pubic area.

She smiled at the sight of my hardon and embarrassment, and said don't be embarrassed apparently your little guy liked the stinging. Then said it looks like you had a landing strip before, would you like to keep it or go completely bare? My hot I mean wife likes the landing strip. It is more sissy with a clit like yours she said. Then using a tongue depressor down on my pubic area she waxed all the surrounding area. When finished she gave me a mirror to inspect her work. She also offered to take some pictures in case someone else needed to approve. Thanks I said and she snapped pictures and sent them to me. I forwarded them to my pretend hot wife for approval. I then pretended to receive a text.

I told the waxing technician that my hot wife said I need to have my cage on before I left, and I can't put it on in this condition. She said that sounds like a personal problem and pointed to the restroom. Oh no I am not allowed to cum except in certain ways. I was wondering if you have an ice pack. She smiled at this and left coming back with the icepack. Lay down and It will help you relax. I will help keep it on your clit til it shrinks. Then you can put your cage on and I can send a picture to your hot wife. We finally got the cage back on and she took the picture and sent it to the burner phone. I told her I was going to the bathroom, but it was so I could thank her and ask her to either ask me to do something for her or just verbally humiliate me.