Play Me or Trade Me

It was coming up on our fifteenth anniversary and our sex life had slowed to a crawl. I was working long hours six days a week getting my business off the ground. For twelve years I worked at the same job and was good at it. The company was in the package delivery business. The owner was grooming me to run the business as his children had no interest in it, but loved the money he paid them in their no-show jobs. During COVID the owner died and his heirs sold the company to a large nationwide delivery company. The new company was not interested in the small local businesses and would take the job and pass them off to small outfits. I took a chance and started my own company, unlike some of the other smaller companies. I. delivered seven day a week around the clock. So, I was at the company 12 to as many as 16 hours a day during the week and 6 to 8 on Saturday. I took off Sundays as my lead guy Jeff could handle it.

Jennifer was pushing for us to get away for a long weekend to celebrate our anniversary. I had set up to do just that and made the reservations in Atlantis City. We were at Logan Airport when I got a call, one of my trucks was involved in an accident with fatalities. There was no way I could go and told Jennifer to go and I would meet her there.

She was disappointed, but decided to go and enjoy the spa treatments and massage I booked for her. I figured I could get my lawyer to handle it once I had all the facts.

Turned out it wasn't going to be that easy, the cops were saying my driver ran the red light and were charging him with two counts of voluntary manslaughter. That meant my company was responsible and my insurance may not cover the award.

When I got to the scene the accident investigation team was already trying to reconstruct what happened. I had called my agent when I was waiting for a cab at the airport. The woman the insurance company sent to investigate took me aside and suggested I leave and not talk to anyone about the accident. To refer the police and anyone else to my lawyer.

When I tried to protest, she reminded me I wasn't there, so I didn't know what happened. I took her advice and left, but I did stop at my lawyer's office.

I called Jennifer and told her I would have to stay possible the whole weekend. She suggested she come home, I told her to stay and have fun, she likes playing the slots and watching people playing table games.

A friend I went to BC with was a cyber geek that owned a company that did background checks on people. He saw my company name on an on-line news story and called me. He wanted to know very one involved in the accident, the cops assigned to the case and the woman from the insurance company.

He found webcam video that showed the accident, my guy had the green light not the red the three witnesses claimed. It was a month later he uncovered the two dead guys both female and the one male witness, were part of a ring that caused accidents, two in a vehicle and the other three as witnesses. Only this time they chose a truck that was no match for the compact they rented.

I came home with roses and champagne and told Jennifer we were going out. We had dinner and stopped at a club that had dancing, I am not good at ballroom dancing, but Jennifer loves it. When we go, I am ok with her dancing with other men that know how to do all those Latin dances.

Though we hadn't been in a while some of the regulars recognized us and soon, she had her dance card filled. It was 1AM when we got home and Jennifer was feeling frisky, the problem was I had been up since 4AM and needed to be at work by 7AM. On the way home I had the Red Sox game on, they were on the West Coast and the score was tied. They brought in a relief pitcher that had been having trouble finding the strike zone. I commented they had a kid up from the minors that had great control and hundred mile an hour speed on his fast ball. Jennifer said he is young they may not trust him. Then I said the words she said to me an hour later. I told her they should play him or trade him.

When I told her I had to get up early and since I had been up since 4AM. I needed to get some sleep.

That is when she said: "Play me or trade me."

That took me by surprise and I started to think, it seemed every time I took her so she could dance at that club, she was extra frisky when we would get home. Most times I am just as eager, but tonight I was just too worn out, then it hit me. Her dance partners were turning her on and I enjoyed watching them with her.

I realized at times I would get hard watching them doing some of the more sexual looking dances. Their hands tracing her body or with her back against him with her hands reaching back on their hips as if she wants to feel their cocks pressing against her ass. At times when she would be turned away from me. it almost looked as if their hands were instead of running down the sides of her body. They were going down the front of her body, could they have been feeling her tits.

She had gone in the shower as I continued wondering if she was allowing them to enjoy her tits and was, she pulling them close to feel their cocks. My cock was rock hard just thinking about being able to watch them doing it. Then it hit me did I want to watch them having sex with her.

My body answered that when she came out and said: "I see you changed your mind?"

I said: "Why do you say that?"

She replied: "Your cock is hard and I have never seen you drip so much pre-cum before."

I looked down and saw I was flowing never mind dripping.

She dropped to her knees to suck my cock. I stopped her because if she did, I would shoot my load with in seconds and told her so.

She asked: "What has you so wound up?"

I said: "You know how you said to play you or trade you?"

She said: "Ya, why?"

I said: "When you said to me play me, your trade me, the trade me part were you thinking divorce or letting you have affairs with other men or take a long-term lower?"

She said: "To be honest, I just said it after hearing you use the term about that young ball player. I really hadn't thought about it. What are you getting at? You asking me if I would like us to open our marriage."

I told her: "Maybe half open."

She asked me: "What the hell is half open? How do you have a half open marriage?"

I told her: "I guess that's not the right term. I think I need you to answer some questions for me to help me figure out what I'm trying to say please don't lie and know, whatever you say will not upset me. You only need to look at the condition of my cock right now to know that's the truth."

Jennifer said: "OK, I'll play along till I don't like it. Where are you going with this?"

I told her: "Dancing tonight with a couple of the men, were you turned on so much. You wanted sex as soon as we came in? I have noticed thinking back to other times when you danced with two of the men in particular, you would be extremely frisky when we got home."

She said: "Honestly, yes, there were a couple of the guys that get my juices flowing."

I smiled and told her: "I have a feeling you're referring to Ted and Juan. When you dance with them with your back to them and you reach back and take a hold of their hips, it appears when you reach back with them, you're pulling them tight against your ass. I feel you do that for one reason, to feel their hard cocks against your ass."

She admitted: "Yes, I do that for the reason you are saying and yes, almost all the guy's cocks get hard, but those two in particular are obviously very well endowed."

I told her: "The other thing I've noticed when they run their hands down your body that sometimes. Some of the men seem to be running their hands over your boobs, but those two seem to linger when their hands would be on your boobs. Do you let them feel them?

She said: "Others put their hands more to my front, but those two do feel my boobs and their hands linger. What gave it away."

I told her: "It was a guess on my part, with those two do you lean your head back and you have a euphoric look on your face. One seems to whispering in your ear. What is he saying to you?"

She told me: "Ted is content to just cop feel, put Juan whispers in my ear wants to fuck me with his huge cock and once he does, he will own me."

I asked: "When his cock is pressing against your ass does it feel huge?"

She smiled as she said: "Yes, it is huge, I have seen it and even touched it."

I asked: "When did that happen?"

She took a breath and said: "Tonight we saw you go to the restroom and he stopped dancing and led me back to our table. The table was close to wall behind us. He led me to the seat in the back where you had been sitting and he sat beside me, pushed his pants down, his huge cock was standing. I was to his left he took my right hand and placed it on his cock. I was amazed my fingers I knew didn't come anywhere near, touching together around it. He told me to take my left hand and put it on it so I could see the space between my thumb and fingers, it was as if I was in a trance and just did it. The song ended and that caused me to come to my senses. I removed my hands and told him he had better leave as he did; he placed my hand on his cock again and told me to think of his cock while you fuck me tonight. I slapped him and refused to dance with him after that. You passed him coming back to the table."

I told her: "I wonder why he had that shitty grin on his face."

I then asked her: "If you we're single would you date either one of them, and if so, would you have sex with them?"

She said: "I have to think about that one, feeling his cock against my ass feels nice, but Ted is not someone I'd be interested in even knowing he has a big cock. Juan on the other hand, knowing the size of his cock, I'd be afraid he would rip my pussy open and I would never be able to suck his cock, it's just too fat. That and the fact, he has told me he intends to fuck my ass. I don't think I would ever go out with him and would never want him for a lover."

I said: "OK, I think what I'm suggesting is sharing you and if that means our marriages half open, I'm good with that. I have no desire sexually to have another woman. You are more than all I need. It breaks my heart that I'm not capable of fully satisfying you sexually. Even before I started the company, I think it was a year before Covid. My sexual performance started lacking. I would cum too soon, and I knew that frustrate you, on the other hand you seem to go into sexual overdrive. I realized I had to do something. That's when I started going down on you after I came to make sure you had an orgasm. The first time I did it, your orgasm was spectacular, but after that. They were nothing out of the ordinary I could tell you were craving more from our sex life; I just wasn't able to give it to you."

She asked: "So, does that mean you are ok if I have affairs or take a lover, will you still want me knowing other men have been with me."

I said: "You're not listening, I said share you, I want to be part of your sex with others."

Jeniffer said: "I need time to think about it. Let's talk about this in a couple of days, is that ok with you?"

I told her: "I'm good with that."

She said: "Now since your cock is still hard how about fucking your maybe slut wife, that what I will be if we do this?"

I told her: "I don't know the right term that would fit, we'll have to research it."

I didn't get to sleep as we fucked and sucked each other till my alarm went off at 4AM. Jeniffer wouldn't get much sleep after I left. Even though she works from home most of the time, she does have to meet prospective hires for her company as one of their heads of HR. Today her two appointments were at eleven and noon, then she could come back home and take a nap till her three thirty video conference call.

It was Sunday when she was ready to talk about me sharing her.

Jennifer told me: "I've given a lot of thought about what you asked me and told me what you are willing to allow.:

She showed me her work laptop and told me: "I got a new one from work for my job and IT cleaned this one and reformat it adding a Microsoft package. I chose an adobe package and a security package from the same company they have at my work."

I asked her: "Have you been searching the web on it and what have you found that interests you."

She told me: "I only got it Friday; I have done some research on it about wives having sex outside their marriage. Many enjoy that their husband's not only allow it they encourage them. The husband loves wife being a slut for other men, it is what turns them on. Is that why you want me to do this?"

.I said: "No, at least not now, I just feel guilty that I am unable to satisfy you sexually. You shouldn't have to suffer because of me, I am not saying that I want this for the rest of our lives. It is my solution for now till the company is solid and I hire the right people to lessen my work load. Then if I need to, I will go to the doctor and see if there is something that can help with my sex drive."

Jennifer said: "You know Debbie from my work, we have become very close friends. She confided to me over a year ago that her and her husband have an open marriage. For the last two days we would have lunch away from everybody and I would ask her questions. She asked me if I ever thought about having sex with another woman. When she first asked me that, it was a while ago. At the time I had told her no, I didn't think I'd ever be interested in that, but now since you suggested my having affairs, I am wondering. I know we said nobody we know or may know people we know Debbie and Jake are living that lifestyle do you think we could dip our toes so to speak with them."

I told her: "If we did and we decided it's just isn't for us, would that be awkward for you with her at work? Are you willing to take that risk?"

She said: "Part of me feels knowing her, I would feel comfortable, and another part of me is worried it could destroy my friendship with her."

I told her: "At this point I think it would be a bad idea. Once we have done this and you are comfortable with it, if you'd like to do something with her, that's when we should consider it." She asked me: "You are referring to her and I having sex together, do I have that right?"

She then said: "The first time we must be very careful picking the person. No, not person. I should say the man I don't think I would be ready for another woman anytime soon."

I told her: "Why don't you open your laptop and go to a search engine, Google, Yahoo, or whatever and put in questions that you think I might enjoy and see what comes up. Check out websites look at hook up sites. You can always set up a profile with a picture that shows your figure but not your face, a different name. Say what you are looking for, flat out say this is something new and you have your husband's permission. Start checking out the profiles of men that respond if you want, I will sit with you while you do that if you would you feel more comfortable. I'll go watch TV."

She said: "Let me search by myself. I'll feel less self-conscious asking if you are not here with me. If I create a profile on a site and get responses, I'll call you to help me go through them to pick somebody you think I might like and enjoy sexually.

I asked her if she already had breakfast, she said she did and let me sleep knowing I needed it so I went out the kitchen and got something to eat 1 o'clock. I checked on her to see if she wanted to take a break for lunch and she asked me to bring her a sandwich and a cup of coffee. As I brought it in, she closed the laptop. I don't know if that was so I wouldn't see what she was looking at or who she may have been chatting with. She usually does that when on her work laptop, if she's looking at something confidential and not for anybody else to see outside the company.

I sat with her while she ate her sandwich and enjoyed her coffee. I asked her how was going and she told me she didn't realize how many different types of ways wives are enjoying sex outside of their marriage or how many people are into it. That I am unable to satisfy her sexually is more common in marriages that she realized. That many of these women also pleasure each other, not as lesbians, but to help arouse the men if they are in a group situation. She wanted to know if I would be alright if it was something she did, but me not knowing with who or when.

That is not what was suggesting, I want to be part of it not necessarily an active participant all the time, but at least help her choose the men she has sex with. When possible, to be able to watch her or her video it to share with me after.

I told her: "No, you doing it without my involvement in any way is not something I think I could deal with."

She asked me: "If I ran into someone I had been with before and we were able to take advantage of that then, would you be ok with me telling you about it after?"

I said: "Why wouldn't you just call and ask me?"

Jennifer said: "Maybe I did and you didn't answer or there was no cell service."

I asked her: "Does the idea of being a naughty wife turn you on and if so, how long have you had that fantasy?"

She told me: "Since Debbie told me how she and Jake started, over a year ago."

I inquired: "So, you have considered sex with other men before I brought it up?"

She said: "No, at times during a hot love scene on TV or in a move I would wonder what it would be like to be the woman in the scene. But I take my vows to you very seriously and would never cheat on you."

I told her: "The scenario you just said about running in to a past lover and telling me after the fact would be just that. As far as your vows to me, it is my idea and what I am doing is releasing you from your vows. You made them to me and I can and am releasing you from them so you can enjoy the sexual pleasure a woman deserves to have. If I am involved as I outlined you would not be cheating as far as I am concerned, but if you have sex with anyone without my prior knowledge. That to me is cheating and will put our marriage at risk."

She said: "I needed to know what your limits are and now I do. I hope you realized this could be like opening Pandora's box. Most sites the women have sex with men with large cocks. Most much larger than their husbands, what if I find I like having sex with cocks larger than yours and feel I don't want to give that up when you slow down with your work load and the doctor helps to improve your sex drive?"

II told her: "We will just have to wait and see if that happens."

She said: "Not good enough, I need to know now because if the answer is you can not accept that may happen. Then I will just wait till you can hopefully satisfy me sexually or we might as well call it quits now."

I said: "I will think hard about that, but for the time being just keep seeing what appeals to you and who might be your choice to be with first. Have you looked at any chat rooms yet that you have a strong interest in?"

She said: "No, I hadn't thought about doing that, after I finish eating, I think I will."

She finished and I left her to it and went back to the playroom to watch a game that was on. Around five I went back up and asked her if she wanted to go out to get something to eat or should I order some takeout to be delivered?

She said: "Let's go eat. I need to take a break and let what I've seen and what I've talked to other people about in chat rooms to sync in."

We went to a little Italian place in the neighborhood that we like. When we got home, she asked me is this more fantasy for you or is this something you truly want?"

I said: "I told you before my sex drive slowed to the point of talking to my doctor about it when Covid hit. I decided to start my own company because I saw an opening and had the contacts with the small vendors that the company that bought the business, wasn't interested in serving.