"What have I done? What am I doing?" I ask myself, incredulously, aloud. "What have I got myself into? What am I going to do, now?" I don't believe it. This kind of thing happens to someone else not me! My hands clench the wheel tighter and tighter, until my knuckles are white. Focus quivering; heart fluttering, pussy tingling, even now; an adrenaline shot still echoing through my veins; like an automaton, I keep the car heading in the direction of home. "I probably shouldn't be driving," I mutter, trying to gain some control. "So," aloud, once again, in an attempt to calm myself, "So, Genelise Petra Lavalle; now what?" I stare ahead at the road unraveling before me, and grimly recall the events of the past two days.
A month ago, really, things had seemed to be looking up. At 28 years old, and newly married, I had a house, a new bachelor's degree in Business Administration, and pretty good job prospects. Life was good.
Well it had felt good, generally, but, to be brutally honest, the married aspect of it all was already – is still – a little disappointing. Garry is a wonderful man – kind, sensitive – but, let's face it, a bit unimaginative. I feel bad even thinking that. "But it's true!" I admitted, to my growing despair. Too much of the mundane, too much ennui, and not enough exhilaration, not enough sky-rockets! I mean, I was a good girl for the most part before we got engaged. I had waited patiently, with the belief that sex after marriage would transcend... transcend what? All the hype? All the courting? Who knows?
I wonder, too, how much of my dissatisfaction is my fault. And what about Garry? Is he completely satisfied? I'd been pretty focused on my job search over the last few months – but it had paid off – "Hadn't it?" That question pin-balled around my head, like some malicious obfuscation pulling my thoughts away from the problem at hand.
Three and a half weeks ago I landed a pretty good-looking – very good-looking job at a small, upstart investment firm. Ryerson Growth – Exclusive Investment Consultation. Jason Ryerson, the boss / owner had explained, in the interview, that 'Big Returns for a Limited Clientele' was the motto and philosophy behind his rather successful one-man business. "Lately, though," he had said, "I've realized that I really need a Personal Assistant to take care of the office details and join in with the computer grunt work."
"I'm confident I can handle whatever you give me," I had replied, only slightly overstating my actual confidence.
"I hope so!" he stated, instantly raising my hopes that I had, perhaps, already got the job. "Sometimes this place is 'a real pressure-cooker'." Silent for a moment, he looked at me with inscrutable eyes. What did he see? A pretty (even if I do say so myself,) confident, eager, fresh young graduate with her whole working life ahead of her? I had hoped so. "I need someone who can anticipate. Someone who can participate. Someone who can provide ES – Executive Support."
"I'm your woman," I had asserted, wondering, in the back of my mind, what exactly ES entailed.
At that, Ryerson, had offered me the job of being his Personal Assistant or PA, and after negotiating a generous remuneration package, I had left the interview smiling like an idiot, with butterflies in my stomach, and a promise to return first thing Monday morning.
Now I think about it, maybe those first few weeks were a bit of a honeymoon. Ryerson – he's always addressed me as Mrs. Lavalle, and I him as Mr. Ryerson – anyway, he claimed on several occasions to be suitably impressed with my work, and, especially, my self-motivation. I had jumped in with both feet, and taken on tasks without prompting many times over within the first three weeks.
It was Wednesday of the fourth week when all hell broke loose. I won't bore you with the financial details, but it was the result of a global economic blip – no ones fault – that visited a sudden and severe crisis on Ryerson's successful little business. A tsunami threatening to wash out the foundations of his firm. Like I said, "No ones fault!" not mine, not Ryerson's, but we both needed to do some sandbagging to save our jobs. That was when my office duties morphed in a completely unanticipated way.
I watched as the news of the disaster sank in, clouding, darkening Ryerson's eyes. Feeling helpless, I asked, "What can I do?"
"I need to think!" he growled, "and what I need from you is to clamp your lips around my cock and keep them there until I come up with a solution. And believe me, there is always a solution."
I was completely shocked. I froze for a moment, but in that hesitation, Ryerson's cold stare deepened. In that long instant the glower of his icy eyes was palpable. Slowly, silently he swung his chair around, and, with an apparent sleight-of-hand, released his semi-erect member. I gazed a moment longer, taking in the size – the length and the girth – of what was only the fourth penis I had ever seen in the flesh. I had to remember to breathe as, in a daze, I stepped gingerly between his legs and lowered myself to my knees.
It felt like a dream. I watched as my hand moved forward in slow motion to grasp the fleshy cylinder. At my touch, its surface soft and warm on my fingertips, it grew more erect, stretching up at 60 degrees from the open fly of Ryerson's trousers. It was much bigger than Garry's, I think. I leaned forward, breathing on the swollen knob, as it twitched, reaching for my lips, growing taller yet. A drop of moisture formed at the end, and I watched it momentarily as it glittered in the light, before instinctively reaching with my tongue to gently lick it away.