Since the beginning of our relationship I have been very open with my wife about my cuckold fetish and she has, on occasion, indulged me with the occasional fling with ex boyfriends or people she's met and kept in touch with prior to our relationship through dating apps.
While it was fun for her to see the effect it had on me, it wasn't really something she was into.
It wasn't until two years ago that she found who we both consider to be our first long term bull.
He was an old classmate from high school who ran into her at a bar while she was out with one of her girlfriends. He was recently single and had still managed to maintain his athletic physique and charming boyish good looks. Seriously, he's a pretty man.
Almost immediately my wife texted me "how would you feel about me going home with someone tonight?" I asked who it was and she said "a guy from high school."
"Do you like him? Does he turn you on?" I asked. "Yes and yes" was her reply. With shaky fingers and an erection I responded "Then I would say I love you and you should have a great time tonight!"
They talked, danced, and went out to his car to smoke. After a little bit they got handsy and my wife ended up giving him a blow job. I got a text after that letting me know that she would be spending the night at his house.
I was no stranger to cuckold angst, but this seemed different. There was not just physical chemistry between them, but a history of friendship as well. I had never been more excited or nervous in my life.
While some car trouble prevented them from actually hooking up further that night, the seed was planted, and I was elated when my wife asked me if she could continue to see him.
Fast forward a few weeks, my wife gets a text from him asking her to go camping for the weekend at a music festival. I'm at work and she texts me to ask if she could go and I, of course, said yes! The days leading up to the festival were intense. I remember shaking with angst as I licked her pussy over and over again, as often as she would let me. As much as I wanted to have sex with her, I wanted him to be the next one to satisfy her in that way. I felt like mentally in those few days before the weekend she was his anyway.
They would text, constantly, and my wife would burst out in spontaneous fits of laughter while in bed or on the couch as she read his latest quip. The whole aura of the moment made me feel completely submissive to my wife, and in turn, deeply submissive to him.