I have been married for four years now and I can't say that it has been a happy one. My husband and I hardly ever see each other; he is a businessman and travels constantly. When we were married it was understood that I would not work, Phillip didn't want a working wife and made more than enough money for us to live comfortably.
Being home by myself was okay for the first couple of years; I made up for the lack of human contact with a bunch of shopping or long trips to the spa. I had a few close girlfriends and we'd get together at least twice a week to go to lunch or out on one of our many shopping sprees. Even though it was fun to go out and spend my husband's money without a second thought it got pretty boring quickly. I was filling the void of sex with material possession I really had no use for.
I had had sex one time in my life and that was the day I was married. Phillip and I consummated the marriage with what he called fucking, it lasted only 10 minutes, to say the most, and that was it. I got nothing from it but the pain of losing my virginity. I felt sorry for the women he had on the side if all they ever got was what I had been given. I wanted to know what it was like to actually be fucked but didn't know how to go about it. After all I was married to a very important man and all the men I knew wouldn't dare touch me for fear of what Phillip might do. I thought it unfair that he could fuck anyone he wanted to and I had to pretty much go into celibacy.
I decided to risk it all and start doing what I had always wanted. I thought even if he found out I could bring up so much on him about his affairs that he wouldn't stand a chance in court and I'd get off living a happy life on his money instead of the incredibly boring one I was leading now. I was a woman after all who had wants and desires and they needed to be fulfilled to the best of anyone else's abilities or mine.
It was a Saturday night and I was going to go to the local bar district, I wasn't a big drinker but couldn't find any other way to do what I wanted to do. I had thought about seducing the lawn caretakers or the pool guy but thought that was a little taboo. I dressed in a tight fitting, low cut, short, black dress, looking at the outfit anyone could tell that I had one intention only. I wore high spiked heels, since I had decided I wasn't going to dance but just sit at the bar and wait for the first around of guys to come to me. I took a long look at myself in the mirror; I had never been one to wear too much make-up and had just a touch of blush, lipstick, eyeliner, and mascara on. I wore my long curly brown hair up high on my head in a French roll with my bangs softly curling down my cheeks just barely touching my long almost swan like neck. The black dress made my already fair skin look even fairer and the tight material across my firm mature breast even took my own breath away.
My eyes traveled further down my body taking in my flat tummy and long feminine legs. I turned to the side and saw how the dress clung to my round ass. My butt had always been the only part of my body I didn't like, I always thought it was too big. I looked at my face one more time and saw how my green eyes sparkled with the desire of wanting a man, my full lips quivered at the thought of being fucked tonight. To change what I was thinking about I thought about how I should put more blush on my high cheekbones or how maybe I should put some powder on my nose to hide the little trail of freckles that were there. Besides I really shouldn't think about what might happen because I would probably be let down anyway.
I got to the club a little early so there was hardly anyone there. Things would pick up around midnight, I was told by the bartender and so I found a good spot to sit and ordered a Zima, about the only drink that I could stomach. As I sat there I watched as the younger people started to come in and find booths so that they could all sit together. I smiled remembering when I had just turned 21, about 10 years ago, and how excited I had been to be able to get into these types of clubs for the first time.