Preface
Interested in reading about a wife's first time being shared, from the husband's point of view, not from an author's? Then keep reading.
Although we ended up realizing this fantasy in real life, it all started out as a fantasy, specifically my fantasy. It started out as a single dream, and then over the course of a few months to a year, the dreams became more frequent and they all involved my wife experiencing sexual acts with men other than me.
The dreams presented a struggle that consumed me. I love my wife and could have never imagined her with another man. Jealousy was an emotion that was present, but the most prevalent emotion was fear. Fear that she would fall in love with someone other than me and leave me.
Also, the dreams went against everything I ever believed about a marriage. We exchanged vows that we would always be faithful to each other and including a sexual partner besides us into the equation did not fit. It also didn't and doesn't fit with my faith, which I really struggle with to this day. There was a time where I thought she was unfaithful, and she wasn't, but the thoughts and emotions I felt then were contradictive to everything I was feeling now.
I have always felt she has been holding in her true sexual fantasies, mainly in an effort to protect me and not hurt me. I felt that if we discussed or tried certain things, she worried that if she showed she enjoyed them, I would feel negatively towards that. Imagining her enjoying a sexual experience with no inhibitions is mind blowing.
But the struggle that emerged was that I was extremely turned on when I imagined her with other men. This lead me to search the most logical place to try and make sense of and understand why I was fantasizing about sharing her. The Internet of course, and there was a lot of information out there, including articles, blogs, pictures, and videos.
Surprisingly I observed this wasn't such an uncommon fantasy and there was nothing wrong with me. I saw that this was a common fantasy for couples in their thirties and forties, which fit our profile. There were also many things that described why a husband would want to watch another man sleep with his wife.
Dreaming and eventually seeing Lynn's reaction to another man's cock was surreal. The theory of sperm competition couldn't be more spot on, as I couldn't contain my urge to reclaim her after our experience. I couldn't believe how my man juices churned and begged to be released. It is truly ironic how seeing another man's cock inside your wife enhances your lust and desirability for her.
Our experience truly made me more attentive to her needs. It enhanced Lynn's own perception of her desirableness tremendously as well. It pleased me to see her enjoy herself.
What helped this experience happen is that we talked about this fantasy in the past. Having discussed the idea previously allowed this accidental experience to happen, and it didn't cause us to pause and filter through everything involved.
Bringing the fantasy up to her was one of the most difficult things I have done as it was the most vulnerable I had ever been. I had no idea how she would take it and what the fallout would be. What I didn't want her to think is that I wanted to open a door to bring other women into the equation, by planting a seed to get strange pussy. The only seed being sown was for her to get strange cock. She dealt with it with an open mind and we thought we had safely tucked it into a place where it would only be a fantasy.
The fact this happened the way it did was wonderful. I don't think it ever would have happened otherwise. Although the emotions exist in any circumstance, trying to plan something like this would have been too difficult and made it seem different. The way this happened flowed naturally and accented the things about seeing my wife with another man that turned me on. Having to plan it, go through with setting it up, and the logistics of with whom, where, how, and trying to keep it secret, would have been detrimental to the overall experience.
Because we had always locked it up in fantasyland, there were several things we were not able to do ahead of time. For instance, setting up ground rules like with whom, how many, how often, what type of sex, or even protection. In our experience, neither man wore a condom. The way we have rationalized it since the experience is that both men were young and hopefully their sex lives had not been extensive enough to contract anything and pass it on, however the risk is always present. Pregnancy was a concern too and is always present, and we got lucky on this one, no other way to explain that. However, the taboo of not one, but two men, enjoying my wife with pure skin on skin contact was remarkable, and it worked in the situation with which we were presented. It may have been different under different circumstances and it would have been better to be prepared.
Overall, our experience was incredible. It was very emotional prior, during, and afterwards. There are times I wish it did not happen, as well as times I'm very thankful it happened. Again, it's one of the most ironic situations any couple can face. But for us, it has happened and we cannot change the past. Thanks for taking the time to read my thoughts and I hope I did our experience justice by putting the raw emotion and observations into words. Hope you enjoy the experience as much as Lynn, Jeremy, Jim and I did!
Our Experience
Lynn and I have been married for seventeen years. We met in college, and after several years of dating, we married and had two children. Kayaking through life with her has been an adventure and our sex life has mirrored that. Most of the time we have gone through nice calm waters. But there have been other times where we have paddled through slow almost stagnant water, and then through rushing rapids. And I'm sure if asked she'd probably tell you there was a time where she looked around from her kayak and said we're not even on the same river together.
Sounds like a typical sex life of a couple raising a family right? But don't worry that's not what this story will be about. Who would even write a story about that let alone read it. I'm going to try to put words to a sexual experience Lynn and I had, the way I observed it with all of my senses. Maybe one day I can get her to write the story from her point of view. The experience encompassed excitement, pleasure, jealousy, anger, confusion, love, and peace. Are all of those things possible in a sexual experience? Even when they involve watching your wife have sex with another man or men? Yes, and then some.
We have a cottage, and after spending a weekend on the water as a family, Lynn and I made our way to the boat launch to pull the boat out of the water. While securing the boat to the trailer, a wakeboard boat pulled up to one of the docks with two college guys in their early twenties. They were intrigued by the boat and had pulled up to get a better look.
"Nice boat! How fast does it go?" (Hence the title of this book!)
I answered their questions while Lynn and I finished securing the boat to the trailer. Besides checking out the boat, I caught them stealing some glances at Lynn. How could you not? She had been bronzed by the sun and was wearing a bikini bottom that accented her ass in a perfect way. Showed just the right amount to get your attention and hold it, but never enough to give away the prize that lied beneath such a thin piece of fabric.
Lynn was oblivious to anyone looking at her or thinking about her in a sexual way. Lynn has an awesome body. There are so many body types in this world and we have always said we enjoy people watching. There are the model bodies, which are broadcast over media everywhere and are unrealistic thanks to Photoshop. Cross Fit fanatic bodies of people who are always letting everyone know they do Cross Fit. Let's not forget the gym Hulk's who spend hours in the gym. After they finally get done looking at themselves in the mirror, they head to the tanning salon.
Then you have the average people that fall in the middle where they wish they had a six-pack or other physical attributes but life gets in the way. They have a fit look, just personally wish they were a bit more chiseled. That's the category we fall into. There's also the complete other end of the spectrum but I'm here to talk about my wife's body.
Lynn is a gorgeous woman. Her eyes mesmerize you and the first memory I have of seeing her was her beautiful face, especially her eyes. Naturally you start to work your way down and see her soft kissable neck, and then to her broad shoulders that give her an athletic build. She has perfect natural breasts that accent her build just the right way. I should devote a page just to her ass. It's got an unbelievable curve that connects to the most beautiful legs. It exhibits both power and a gentleness that makes you want to grip it or massage it. Her legs give the same impression, making you imagine the strength of them locking around your head or waist, but at the same time imagining them spreading slowly to let allow you inside of her.
I'm sure she would have something to say about each of her body parts but I'm here to tell you all of the personal touches her body exhibits make her a woman. One that makes you marvel at what she's gone through and what her time and experience can bring to the bedroom. Lynn is truly a prize.
"Could we get a ride on it sometime?" asked one of the guys.
"Sure" I said, "If you see the boat tied up to the dock, we're in town."
"That'd be awesome thanks man!" replied the driver. This is when I heard the passenger whisper, "Could we ride your wife too?" as they chuckled and began to pull away.