Saying "fuck" really turned her on. I had never used the word in front of her. Having sex was never thought of as "fucking." She came from a conservative religious family, after all. The next morning she said to me, "You told me you love fucking me." Her wicked smile ensured me that from now on our tepid love-making would be super-hot "fucking."
Over the next decade, we slowly and incrementally began testing our boundaries and exploring taboos. It was a sexual odyssey that would eventually reach a breaking point.
Olivia was the kind of girl I would fantasize about. I'm sure many men had jerked off to her. I knew that was true because I knew her from prep school. She was the girl every guy wanted to fuck. Her body was perfect and her face was beautiful. When she walked by in the required dress-code canary yellow sweater that accentuated her elegant breasts, heads always turned. She walked deliberately and always with excellent posture that helped show off her good parts. Sometimes boys stopped breathing. One time when she walked by me, I must have stared at her too long. A teacher said to me "I saw how you were looking at her." I'm sure he was looking at her the same way. Her looks and walk produced an intense erotic desire in all males. Her innocent face and classiness made us want to have her. She was the ideal. One evening, I saw her at a school event standing next to her dark-skinned Hispanic boyfriend. She was wearing a skirt and high heels. I couldn't take my eyes off of her shapely legs and got an erection. I decided right there that I wanted her and began putting all of my energy into pursuing her.
I worked very hard at winning her over. We were both in separate colleges by now. I was a piano major at a conservatory about an hour from her. She was at an elite all-women's college. Somehow the men had no trouble finding her there. During that time she had a couple of different boyfriends but I was patient. One was 11 years older than her! Another was studying to be a doctor but I wouldn't give up. I would write creative and humorous letters. She'd eventually write back and I'd send her another. This went on for years. I knew I needed to out-do the myriad other would-be boyfriends that she could have picked. How do you get the girl that everybody wants and that can choose from hundreds? I eventually wore her down with myletters, phone calls, friendly visits to her college in which I'd bring a picnic basket, and playing music for her.
When we finally started dating by the summer of her junior year and I felt like the luckiest man alive.
To Be Continued...