My name is Paul, and Liz and I have been married for about ten years. We are very happy and I thought until recently I knew every side to her personality. Liz doesn't quite know me so well... As she works nightshifts for most of the week, I frequently surf porn on the internet and I suspect she would be shocked to see some of the sites I visit. Let me explain as best I can, because I don't really know myself why I'm drawn to sites where women wear strap-ons or worse where they use them on men.
I don't really understand where this fetish started... I used to surf the internet for regular porn, you know, as men will. One day though I found a picture of a woman dressed in a dominatrix outfit with a huge strap-on protruding from her pelvis... I was hooked. Something about that image exited me, a good looking feminine woman with a male phallus. You have to understand, I have no gay or bisexual desires but the more images I found of strap-on wearing girls, and it's amazing how many you can find when you're actively searching for them, the more I was turned on by them. I particularly preferred the more feminine 'girly' girls to the butch ones I found. In fact, I found that the butch Dom' types were far more common and so I began saving photos' of those girl's I liked in a pictures folder on my computer, carefully 'buried' in a work file so that Liz would never find it. I was also very careful to clear my internet history every time I used the computer.
So that's me, nothing too wild, just an odd quirk really. I didn't think Liz would see it quite like that, so it stayed my sordid secret.
(Oh, Sure.)
Just this weekend, Liz and I were having a quiet Saturday night at home. We had had several glasses of wine each, well into a second bottle, when Liz said she was going upstairs for a bath. She said she'd leave it for me as I was still watching T.V. Half an hour or so later I went upstairs for my bath and Liz was already in bed watching something on the bedroom T.V. Naturally, ( to me...) I got out of the bath feeling horny, and I thought I'd see if Liz was on the same wavelength.
'Hey Hon', I'm horny'. (Nothing like being subtle...)
'Yeah, I thought you might be' she said with a smile. 'I'm not really in the mood, but I'll look after you'.
Now, I knew I should have objected but Liz gives the most awesome hand jobs ever, and the thought of 'getting off' with little or no effort appealed so I walked to the bed and laid down. Liz positioned herself sitting between my legs with her own legs over and beside me. I just closed my eyes as she took hold of my penis and slowly, tenderly began to stroke up and down.
'Is that nice?' she asked as her right hand ever so softly toyed with my dick, her thumb rubbing across the tip. Her left hand was gently stroking my nuts and occasionally grazing that sensitive area just below them.
'Hmmm, I'm in heaven sweetheart, are you sure you don't want me to look after you too? (Oh god, I hope not.)
'No, I'm fine. I'm thinking about your pleasure and what turns you on' she said. Now, something in that sentence should have rung alarm bells, but I was too far gone to question it, so it was a complete surprise to me when Liz's left hand, her right still stroking my dick, slid down to my bottom. I felt her index finger at the entrance to arse, it was already lubed, and it quickly slipped inside me.
'What the fuck?' We had only once experimented with anal sex when Liz bravely let me try to fuck her that way several years before. Our experiment lasted less than five minutes, and Liz left me in no doubt that we would not be experimenting again...
'Relax, babe, I just want to try this.... See if you like it.' Truth was it felt really good. Liz's right hand was still slowly wanking my cock and her finger was sliding in and out to the same rhythm. I really felt that I should protest more but was worried that if I complained too much she might stop....
'Listen Hon', I'm all for trying new things, but you could have warned me first'
'I'm glad to hear you're up for new things' she said, and then, her right hand still teasing me, she took her finger out. I was disappointed as it had felt so good but then was blown away as Liz's finger was replaced by her small vibrator. I heard it start just as it penetrated me and although it's very small (It was a freebie from a sex-toy website), it is really powerful. Now this was incredibly new territory, but before I could complain (not that I really wanted to, I was so turned on), Liz spoke.
'You know, the other day I was looking for our photos' from the holiday last year'. She was infuriatingly calm as she spoke, still holding my dick, and with that damn vibrator making me squirm.