Before I get to the good stuff there are a few things to know. My wife Jenna and I have been together for 18 years and married for 16 years. I love her more than anything. Like most people we have kids and a tons of responsibilities. We are now in our 40's and Jenna is as beautiful and sexy to me as she was on the day I met her.
She is not only beautiful but she is also an amazing woman who is loved and respected by all who know her. Our sex life is often challenged because of our crazy schedules but we try and keep it interesting to the best of our ability. Jenna stands 5'9 with long luscious legs, beautiful sexy eyes, shoulder length blond hair and perfect 36C boobs. She has a smile that will light up a room and a larger than life personality. She turns heads most everywhere she goes even though she does not think so. She is a ton of fun to be around and a master at starting a party.
A crazy thing has happened to me over the last 10 years and I am not exactly sure why but I have developed a very powerful fantasy about seeing my sexy wife with another man. I believe this has happened because I no longer engage in my manly instinct to hunt or seek other woman. Instead my desire to hunt occurs vicariously through my wife being the off many Suiters.
We fantasize about it together, well (mostly me) and I love when she tells me the details of her past encounters with her lovers before me. It is a huge turn on when she offers these stories especially when she does it with vivid details. I have always felt insecure about my fantasy because although I have shared it with her, I would never want her to think badly of me because of it and I would never want her to feel as though I did not respect her or love her. The polar opposite of that would be the truth in this case. I think she is amazing despite my overwhelming desire to see her in erotic throws with someone else. She has ultimately become the subject of my every fantasy or as one might say Jenna is in fact my fantasy girl which I think is better than thinking of other women or frequenting strip clubs or whatever else men do to satisfy their instinctual cravings. Jenna is very loyal and often conflicted with the idea as though she would be braking a sacred vowel where as I see it as exploring our sexuality together which is the most amazing thing a couple can share together outside of having and raising kids of course. None the less I have mostly given up on the idea that it would ever happen and would never want her to do something that she would feel bad about.
When the mood strikes we can get pretty kinky and the truth be told, we are actually closet exhibitionists. It is not uncommon for her to walk around the house naked knowing someone could be looking. We have been known to give the truck drivers a little show on the highway while she gives me a blowjob and most recently made love in our DC hotel room with the windows wide open knowing that if someone was watching from the building across the street they would have had a perfect view of every detail of our love making. So unlike many couples who have crazy schedules we do have fun when we can.
So now for the story.
Jenna went to a party with some of her girlfriends from work which later ended up at a local redneck bar. Although she did not think so, she looked very sexy when she left wearing a loose black dress with tights and boots. Her hair was hastily pulled back in a ponytail as she was in a rush to leave but man she looked delicious and adorable.
I stayed at home with the kids and waited for the call to pick her up when she was ready. That call did not come despite my many texts. At about 12 midnight or so, I decided to head to the bar to make sure she was ok. When I walked up the stairs to the patio area just outside of the bar my heart stopped for a moment before I reached the top. I saw my Jenna kissing another man. Undenounced to me at the time it was also an x boyfriend that she had had sex with not long before she met me which of course I did not know until she told me later in the evening.
