My Wife Learns My Bi Secret

Living with a secret is hard.

I never thought anyone knowing this secret would impact my life, but I was wrong.

Ever since I'd met my wife, she has thought I was completely straight. I never told her that I wasn't. Ever since I was a kid, I've always wondered if I was also attracted to guys. I had questions, but growing up it always seemed binary, you were either gay or you were straight. I was very attracted to women, so I decided I wasn't gay, and that was that.

Until I learned better.

I remember watching porn as a young adult and being curious about cocks and asking myself why I got hard looking at them, but figured "hey, seeing anyone naked does this to every one".

Once I got older, I realized that no, that doesn't happen to everyone and maybe I AM interested in men and their cocks. Unfortunately that realization hit after I was already married to the love of my life.

Don't get me wrong, I don't to change anything about my life now, but I wish I'd learned this about myself when I was young, dumb, very single and could have experienced it. C'est la vie.

So since I'm already hitched, I can't act on these impulses. On the other hand it would also be great to just be able to be live a full life in the open and have her accept that side of me.

The idea of telling her is terrifying. What if she doesn't like that part of me? Would that be worse than keeping it quiet? I could just keep this a secret forever. I totally understand the fear of coming out.

THE TURN

Since I realized this about myself, I'd been much more open with hints. When watching movies my wife would say something like "But I thought he was gay" to which I would reply "Well, maybe he's bi, some people just like both".

Or when she would comment on a male actor, I'd agree and say "Yeah, dude's really hot".

At first she gave me inquisitive glances, but lately I think she had started to internalize some of my comments.

That all led up to the fateful day she would learn my secret.

We were cuddled up on the couch watching a movie. The very muscular, good-looking main character removed his shirt. His skin was glistening in the light bouncing off his abs and chest muscles. He turned and gave a look that could only be described as sultry.

"Damn, he's got a nice body. Good face too" I said.

She replied "Definitely... I've always thought he was hot".

"Definitely agree." and after a pause, with butterflies in my stomach I tested the waters and jokingly said "I wouldn't say no to him."

She chuckled and after a pause, she turned to me and said "You wouldn't?"

My face turned a bit red as I looked at her and smiled.

"So if he went to kiss you'd kiss him back?" she replied.

"I don't see why not!"

"Really? You'd kiss a guy?"

"Sure, if he was good looking."

"So... are you attracted to guys? You've made a few comments here and there."

"Well, my type is attractive people."

"Oh... but you're attracted to women."

At this point I was getting a bit nervous. This could go one way or another.

"I mean yeah, I... I definitely am. But... there are also some really good looking guys out there too. And I mean, I would try it."

"Hmm" she said as she turned away nodding. I could only imagine what she was thinking.

I continued "Put it this way, if I was single and met a girl and turned out she was trans and had a penis, that wouldn't be a deal breaker for me."

"Really? So you'd be with someone even if they had a dick?"

"Sure, I don't see why not. I mean... if they were attractive, I'd give it a shot."

"Huh, I don't know if I could be with a trans man, I'm just not attracted to vaginas, they don't do anything for me."

Now that explains a lot.

"Yeah, I get that. Let me see if I can explain. when I was younger and watching porn, the dicks kinda turned me on too, but I mean, I just figured everyone was kinda turned on by naked bodies. I was DEFINITELY into women, so back then when I thought it was all binary I knew I wasn't gay. I've never really felt romantically attracted to guys, like I never could imagine dating a guy, so I didn't really think any more about it. I did more reading as an adult and realized there are plenty of people who are SEXUALLY attracted to the same sex without being romantically interested and that being bisexual didn't have to mean you were equally attracted to both sexes in the same way, you know what I mean?"

"Not really... I've never felt that way."

"Yeah, that's fair. I mean some people are just wired different, I mean we've talked about how differently my brain works."

Fortunately that lightened the tension a bit. We had a laugh at my expense and she hit play on the movie again.

A few minutes later she had snuggled up to me a bit more and I realized I hadn't sabotaged our marriage. Then she completely surprised me.

I was in my underwear as I usually am in the evenings and she had her hand on my leg. She paused the movie and said "So if the main character did this, you wouldn't mind?" She moved her hand further up my thigh and looked up at me and smiled.

I smiled back and said "Nope!"

I could see the mischief in her eyes. Her fingers caressed the seam of my boxer briefs on my leg, then slipped her fingers under and added "What about this?"

She could see the effect it was having on me. I inhaled sharply and said "I'd be ok with it."

"When would you stop him?"

"I'll tell you."

With that she slid her hands up higher and gently touched my shaft which caused it to throb and bounce.

"How about now?"

"As long as I wasn't married to you..."

She started stroking me slowly "And now?"

"I definitely wouldn't stop him now."

She pulled her hand out of the leg of my boxer briefs and caressed me through my underwear. She moved her hand up to my stomach, under the waste band and down to my now throbbing cock. I threw my head back, closed my eyes and grunted in repsonse.

She gripped my manhood, running her soft hands up and down the shaft. I knew she was enjoying making my breathing heavy.

Grabbing the back of my head, she pulled me in for a kiss and our tongues danced against each other for a moment.

"So you'd be good with this?"

"MM HM" I moaned.

Pulling away, she pulled her hand out of my underwear, gripped it on either side and pulled them off me.

"So you'd definitely be ok with this..."

It hit me. I was indulging in a fantasy that was a tiny step closer to feeling like a reality. She grabbed my cock again and stroked me up and down. My eyes were closed and I was imagining a muscular arm gripping me, which made me even harder.

Switching hands, she caressed my balls while she stroked me, then suddenly I felt her warm, wet mouth surround my tip.

I moaned in ecstasy. She was getting me so close and wanted me to indulge in my fantasy. I took this as a sign the conversation went well.

Her mouth moved deeper down my shaft as I felt my cock getting wetter and wetter and me getting closer and closer.

I grunted as she pulled her mouth off me and started stroking my wet slippery cock with her iron grip.

"Oh my god, I'm going to cum," I said and at hearing her moaning in appreciation, I tensed up and shot rope after rope onto my chest and stomach. I was so turned on that it even hit me in the neck.

I heard my wife chuckle at how far I came, got up, grabbed a towel, threw it at me, smiled at me as I cleaned myself up.

With a smile she winked and added "Well, good to know."

Satisfied, the movie started up again and I could barely pay attention knowing the conversation had gone better than I could have imagined.

Looks like she's accepted my bi side! Thank goodness the conversation didn't go badly, and so glad it went as well as it did.

It will be interesting to see how this develops...