"If anything can go wrong-It will."
Not only that, "Everything goes wrong all at once."
There is not much sex in this one, and it is not very long.
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When I woke up this morning, I had no reason to believe it wasn't going to be anything but another good day in this wonderful life of mine. Boy was I ever wrong.
By the end of the day, it would turn out to be the worst day of my life.
My name is Stony Adams. I am a 48 year old engineer with an electrical design company. I am married to the beautiful Amy McPherson Adams. She is the love of my life. I met Amy a year after graduating from college. She had married her high school boyfriend, Austin Butler, after they graduated high school. It turns out that he was abusive, possessive, and a jack ass. She didn't find this out until after they were married. They divorced after about three years. They had no children.
I met Amy about a year after her divorce. She was still suffering from the effects of that marriage. She had no self confidence, and thought very little about herself. She did go to a technical school and became a Paralegal. She is a very good one.
We started dating, and I very quickly fell for her. I treated her with kindness, respect, and showered her with love and affection. I was totally opposite of her ex husband. The problem was that she was still in love with Austin.
It took a little time, but she finally admitted she was over him, and in love with me. To this day I have never mistreated, cheated, or shown her anything but love, admiration, and respect. We got married 23 years ago.
For the first few years of our marriage, Amy would talk to me about Austin. He is the only other man she has had sex with. She said he had a big dick, but was pretty selfish in bed. Listening to her talk I could tell she had been so drawn into him. He had total control over her, including her mind.
I tried to be comforting, and let her talk because it helped her deal with what he had done to her. Apparently, he also cheated on her while they were married. After a couple of years, she stopped talking about him.
Amy and I have one child, a daughter named Karen. She is 18, and in her last semester of high school. She will be going to college next year at Brown University. She is excited that she made it to an Ivy League school. She is quite brilliant, and has a pretty good academic scholarship. She practically aced her SAT. She wants to go to law school eventually.
So you see I have an awful lot going for me. I have a beautiful wife, an intelligent daughter, a great job, and everything had been going my way for a long time, until today.
I had noticed that for the past few weeks Amy had seemed a little distant, and something was on her mind. I thought she was starting to get antsy about Karen leaving home for college in the fall. She had been talking about it, and I knew it was going to be hard on her. However, I had a feeling there was something else, I just couldn't figure out what it was.
I knew when she was ready, she would tell me. Amy and I have always been open and honest with each other about everything. Any problems or issues that came up, we would sit down talk about them, and solve them.
I had a feeling Amy was going to say something this morning, but she didn't. She acted like she wanted to, but never said anything. It was business as usual. The morning kiss and hug, a shower, getting dressed, breakfast, then off we all go.
I got to work, went to my office, then started working on this systems design for a resort complex we had been hired for. At 10:00 my secretary informed me that the big boss needed to see me. He was the Vice President in charge of all the engineers.
I could tell by the look on his face as I walked in that this was not going to be good news. He got right to the point by informing me I was being let go due to some economic downturns, and a restructuring of the engineer staff. They were going with the younger, and cheaper engineers at this time. He did give me a check for six months pay as severance. I would remain on the company insurance for three months, at which time I would be dropped.
I had until the end of the day to clean out my desk. Today was my last day on the job. How was I going to tell Amy and Karen? I couldn't believe after all I had put into this company that I was being treated like this.
I was pretty sure I could eventually find another job, but I really liked working here. They did promise to give me a good recommendation. I would be ok for six months, but I needed to find a job.
I went back to my office and started packing all my stuff. Word got around, so several co workers came in to tell me bye. I found out a few of others got sacked also.
I left my office around 2:00. I went to this nice little park by the lake. I wasn't ready to go home yet, besides no one would be there. I just sat on a bench and thought about how I was going to tell Amy and Karen.
It was about 5:00 when I decided to go home. Karen would be home from school, and Amy would probably be home from work.
I walked in the front door to find both of them sitting on the couch. I tried to be upbeat and yelled out, "How are my two favorite girls that I love more than anything in the world today?"
Karen broke out crying and ran over to hug me. Amy just starred at the floor. Did they already know? There is no way they could know. Maybe they do. Maybe someone from the office called.
"Karen honey, don't worry, we'll survive. It will be ok."
She gave me a funny look, then looked at Amy. She sat back on the couch sniffling.
Amy looked a little puzzled also. "What are you talking about Stony?"
"I'm talking about me losing my job today. Isn't that what you two are upset about?"
"You lost your job Stony? You have been with that company for 15 years. How could they possibly fire you?" Amy said.
"They didn't fire me honey. They had to downsize due to the economy, so they restructured the engineering department. They kept the younger, cheaper engineers. I was let go, but I was given six months severance pay. I'm sure I can find a new job. We will be all right."
They both looked at each other, and both started to cry.
"How did you find out Amy?" I asked.
"We didn't know until you just told us Stony." Amy said.
"Then what are you two so upset about?" I said.
Amy took Karen by the hand, then spoke, "Stony, I don't know any other way to do this except just come right out and tell you. Please understand I still love you very much. About four weeks ago I was contacted by Austin. He lives here now. He wanted to see me. He said it was very important."
Amy took a Kleenex out of her purse and continued.
"At first I didn't think it was a good idea, but he has always been very persuasive with me. I agreed to meet him for lunch. He basically told me he had changed. He had turned his life around and was doing good. He also said he never stopped loving me. He never stopped thinking about me, and wanted another chance. I told him I was married, but he said that didn't matter. He said we were destined to be together."
She stopped to compose herself, then said, "After lunch he wanted me to come to his apartment to show me something. I knew I shouldn't, but I did. At his apartment he showed me all the love letters I had ever written him. He had all our pictures. He had kept everything good about our relationship. I was pretty overwhelmed, and some old feelings came back. I felt that deep down I was still in love with him. He kissed me Stony, then we made love on his bed. We have been having sex for the past four weeks."
To say I was stunned does not even come close to describing how I felt. I finally managed to say, "Are you leaving me Amy? After 23 years of a great marriage, your old boyfriend and ex husband, who abused you and treated you like shit, comes to town to say he's changed, and wants you back?"
"I'm sorry Stony. I do still love you, but Austin says he really needs me. He loves me so much. This is so hard, but I feel like I have to go back to him. I will give you everything in the divorce."
"Divorce? Just like that you walk in and tell me you want a divorce so you can marry that asshole?"
I collapsed in a chair. I couldn't believe this was happening. I honestly didn't know what to do. What else could go wrong today?
"There is something else Stony. Karen and I have talked, and she is coming with me. I feel it is best if she stays with me and Austin."
I felt like I had been kicked while I was at my lowest point. How can someone's whole world come crashing down in one day? I literally couldn't think of anything to say. I'm sure the look on my face said it all. It was more than just hurt. It was defeat, humiliation, hopelessness, and fear.
"Come on Karen, we need to get going. It will only get worse if we stay any longer."
Amy came over and gave me a hug, and a kiss on the cheek. I just starred blankly at her. Then Karen threw herself in my arms crying.
"I'm so sorry daddy. I hate what mom is doing. I want to stay with you, but she thinks it's best if I go with her. Mom is being so selfish, and I may never forgive her. I will be by to see you quite often."
I returned her hug, and told her how much I loved her. They picked up their bags, and were gone. The house got very quiet. I have never been so depressed as I was at that moment.
I sat there awhile hoping it was all a bad dream. It wasn't. Finally, I went into the liquor cabinet and got a bottle of scotch. I drank until I passed out on the couch.
The next few days were pretty fuzzy. I didn't do much except sleep, drink, and occasionally eat something. I had literally checked out. Karen called a couple of times, but I got choked up trying to talk to her. She finally came over to check on me.
She had me take a shower, shave, and change clothes. She fixed me a nice dinner. She didn't say much about Amy and Austin, and I didn't ask. She made me promise to start looking for a job. Two days later I hit the bottle again. That afternoon the doorbell rang.
A very attractive young lady asked, "Are you Stony Adams?"
I told her I was.
"You have been served sir."
