Yes, I was scared when I got home. Scared that Connie already knew what had happened that night; scared that my face still smelled like a pussy; scared that my own actions would give me away; scared of my own shadow. I prayed she would be asleep when I came in. There was a light on in the living room when I parked in the driveway, and it was not the one she normally left on for me.
Connie was watching something on television when I went inside. She immediately grabbed the remote, turned the set off, and stood up. "Don't let me interrupt your program," I said as I put my bowling ball in the closet.
"I was waiting up for you," she said. She was wearing her white terry cloth robe. I noticed she was wearing her high heeled sandals and sheer black hose. "The children are asleep. I thought we could relax a bit."
"Relax? That would depend on what's under that robe."
"You mean you don't remember? Let me refresh your memory." She opened the robe and let it drop to the floor. Only the hosiery had been between her and the robe. I was immediately in lust, this time for the right reason. "Why don't you shower while I get us some wine?"
Although I had just stepped out of Martha's shower an hour before, the thought of another shower appealed to me. Anything that would help eliminate the possibility of her scent on me was welcome.
Connie had set up a dozen votive candles in the bedroom. They were on the nightstands, the dresser, her vanity, almost every level surface. Our bathroom had more candles. I left the lights off, stripped down, and stepped into the shower. When I finished and opened the shower stall door, she was waiting with a towel to dry me off. It had been months since either of us had pampered the other like that. I let her dry me off. She took extra care when wiping my cock and balls. She knelt before me to do my legs and feet. When she was done, she tossed the towel aside, but remained on her knees. With the skill of years of practice, she slipped my limp dick into her mouth and sucked on it until it pointed upward. Finally satisfied with her workmanship, she stood up and pressed her lips to mine. I placed my palms on her bottom and pushed her slit against my rigid member.
I picked her up and carried her to the bed. "I love you," she whispered as I placed her in the middle of the bed.
"I love you too," I whispered back. It had been years since I sounded or felt so sincere. Why had it taken an act of adultery to pry open my eyes to her beauty? The passage of time since our wedding had made her more lovely. I hadn't noticed until that night how gorgeous she had become. Somehow I had to break Martha's grip on me.
I laid on the bed next to Connie, my Connie, my ever-faithful Connie. Our lips met lightly, so lightly that they almost didn't touch. She smiled, and I smiled back. I longed to blurt out a total confession of my infidelity, but I dared not fearing she would abandon me. Fear of losing her, fear of her discovering my real activities while I had been away from home tore at me. I shook like a leaf, but I kept kissing her. "What's wrong?" she asked genuinely concerned. "You're nervous as a cat on a hot stove."
"I'm hoping I can remember what to do," I said. "It's been so long."
"Too long. I'm waiting up for you every Saturday night from now on. We need more time for us."
"I'll wait up for you on Fridays." She smiled. Damn, I loved how happy she looked, and I hated myself for betraying her. "Maybe it's time the kids got to know their grandparents a little better." I kissed her neck slowly from her chin to her shoulder. My lips traversed her throat and traveled back up to her chin. Her hand rested on the back of my neck.
"The wine is getting warm."
"So am I," I replied nibbling on her earlobe. "Isn't wine supposed to breathe before we drink it?"
"It's been breathing. We don't want it to get too warm."
I sat up and poured two glasses of wine. They were small glasses. I leaned against the headboard, and she put her head on my shoulder. I put my arm around her and kissed her forehead. The wine helped me relax. I banished all thoughts of Martha from my mind. When the glasses were empty, I set them on the nightstand.
As if on cue, we both slid down, and she laid on top of me with one leg between my thighs. The nylon felt smooth and silky against my leg. My hands roamed around her back and bottom while she kissed my neck. The warmth of her lips flowed down through my torso to my groin. My dick began to stiffen. Connie continued to kiss my neck and throat. Time stood still while she worked on me. My breathing slowed. Her lips roamed around my chest pausing at each of my nipples to suck gently on them until they became solid points.
She slid further down keeping one leg between mine. I felt the dampness from her pussy on my knee. My ribs were kissed just as tenderly as the rest of my body. My breath came from deep within me. Her fingertips circled my rigid nipples while she kissed my belly. I felt pure, unconditional love coming from her. Happily I laid back and accepted it.
Her mouth bypassed my cock and concentrated on my inner thighs. My breath rate increased dramatically. She reached my knee and switched to the other leg to plant kisses on it. My head thrashed from side to side. My cock and balls begged for release, but she denied me the climax. "My turn," she whispered as she crawled back up and stretched out beside me. I was tempted to plug into her and finish what she had started.