"Perfect. You little vamp, you got him to do you first and then found out your gift. Now educate him and wait until the time is right. Don't give up the initiative. You still can fuck him and suck him, but make sure your pleasure is the most important thing to him. He seems to be trainable."
"I don't have a clue what you are talking about."
"When you get time, look it up. You will understand. Get working on him immediately tonight. You can't have him thinking that this is bad. It is good. Enjoy."
Elizabeth knew that she had to do something. She was so happy to hear what Cindy had said about squirting. She looked on the internet. The subject was controversial. Some of the articles indicated that indeed the liquid came from the bladder, but others attributed it to a gland similar to a man's prostate. As proof, the article offered the same physical evidence that she had experienced. That evening when she got home, she went straight to the laundry room and smelled the sheets. They did not have any old urine smell. She knew she had to tackle this problem head on if she was ever going to have another orgasm.
After she showered, she hopped in bed where Chris was reading. She thought that maybe it was a diversion to avoid talking about what had happened. After some small talk, she took his book, closed it and looked him in the eyes.
"Chris, what happened last night was different than we both thought. We are young and I did not know anything about this. I read articles about this today. What happened is called "squirting". Have you read or heard anything about this?"
"No. I would not know how to bring the subject up to anyone. How did you find these articles?"
"The internet. Well, I was so upset, I asked Cindy about this. She said that I was one of the lucky women who, when they have an orgasm, cum kind of like men. Except that the fluid is not like male ejaculate. It comes from a gland inside the woman. Most women have some of this fluid, but it never makes its way out. For others, I guess like me, the fluid expels suddenly when the body convulses so violently. According to Cindy and the articles, you got me off so good that my body could not keep the fluid inside. You might want to read up on this too. I had no idea I was like this. I had never had an orgasm before. If I had known, I would have explained it before it happened. I hope you can forgive me."
"You mean this is normal?"
"Well, not exactly normal. But it happens to many women. The articles stated that analysis of the fluid proves that it is not urine. You can smell the sheets in the laundry room. They do not smell like pee. I am so relieved to know this. I was afraid I needed to go to the doctor to find out what was wrong with me."
"Does it happen every time you, you know?"
"I don't think so, but we will probably find out."
"And the orgasm, as you call it, when does it happen?"
"I don't know that yet either. I had one night before last and I started having one last night until it happened. I was so excited and then that happened. I was sick until Cindy told me about this."
"Does she, uh, you know, squirt?"
"She said that she does not and she even called me a bad name because she said that she was jealous of me. It seems that this is quite a topic. I have only scratched the surface. You need to ask or read up on this. If this happens again, I don't want you freaking out. Maybe I should ask my gynecologist about it next visit."
Chris was somewhat relieved having heard a logical explanation. He was careful about asking too many questions about her conversation with Cindy. He felt uncomfortable about Elizabeth even mentioning anything about this. This should be between man and wife only. He did admit, however, that this explanation was more comforting than Elizabeth having a bladder problem. He wondered why she had not had an orgasm before and what might be wrong with her. Maybe she had some condition. Chris heard about women having orgasms like men. He had never heard any discussion about female ejaculation. For that matter no one had ever talked locker room talk about the female even having an orgasm. This opened a whole new area of concern. If Elizabeth was supposed to have an orgasm, like him, why had she not experienced one before? They had been having sex for months and there was never any indication that she should have an orgasm.
They did not have sex that evening. There was too much tension still. Time would tell if this would continue to be a problem. Elizabeth even thought about not having oral sex again. It was thrilling and electric when her clitoris was stimulated. She just wished that she was normal and able to cum during intercourse. She vowed to talk to her doctor on her next visit. In the meantime, they would have to get over the aversion to the fluid ejaculation.
The next time the topic came up, Cindy asked for an update. They were getting like best friends or even sisters. Elizabeth did give a quick summary of her research and the conversation with Chris. She told Cindy that her explanation was helpful and she was more comfortable once she had a feeling that she did not have a serious problem. She worked up the courage to bring up her lack of orgasms up until then. She had heard Cindy praise the merits of big cocks and now she wondered if this might be Chris' problem instead of hers.
She asked Cindy about this and got the answer immediately.
"Since you asked, Elizabeth, I would bet my life that Chris' cock is too small to place enough pressure on you vagina and clit to stimulate you properly. His tongue touched the right places, apparently. There is also a G spot in you that needs to be stimulated to have a vaginal orgasm. With me, I don't cum when I fuck a little cock. I already told you that. I know that I am a size queen. It is mostly about the vagina with me. Some women are more stimulated psychologically to achieve an orgasm. I don't know how that works. It would be nice if you could cum during intercourse, but it looks like you will be left to wonder."
"Or... Or... to find out for sure you can find a guy with a big cock and see."
"Are you kidding me? I can't do that."
"I know how you feel, but you were a virgin and according to you, so was Chris. You don't have any history to fall back on. I could make some suggestions, but let's face it, lady; you have to decide for yourself. Think about it and I will not bring it up again unless you ask me."
Elizabeth was glowing red after Cindy left. Her mind was moving too fast. First she learns and experiences her first orgasm orally. Now she realizes that the problem may be her husband. Then Cindy goes and suggests that she have sex outside of marriage. There was no way she could cheat on Chris.
Things were okay at home that evening. She suggested that they just cuddle in bed and talk about their days. Chris was nearing graduation and had a job with a medium sized engineering company. The prospects of a real job and at least some money energized him. He was excited and probably too uptight to do what Elizabeth really wanted anyway.
Over the next few days, she and Cindy talked a few times. Cindy told her to try masturbation. That way she could develop a feel for the intensity it took to make her squirt. Elizabeth thought this was so wrong, but deep down she knew she loved the feeling of her orgasm. Then Cindy told her she had a great idea for her.
She said, "I don't know why I didn't think of this to start with. When I get finished with my appointments, tell Bill you are going out for a quick bite at dinnertime. I will take you over to a little boutique and show you what I am thinking."
With the plan in place, Cindy picked Elizabeth up at the front door of her work and drove a few blocks to a little shop called Adam & Eve. When they walked in Elizabeth was amazed. She saw all kinds of lingerie, B&D accessories, DVD's and walls full of dildos.
Cindy told her, "Let's make this quick. You need to get just a large life-like dildo. We are not going to get the maximum size, you should start smaller."
Cindy led her to a display with fake cocks in every size and color. She wanted to leave and glanced over her shoulders to see if anyone was watching them. She could barely concentrate. She saw everything from white plastic to a massive rubber looking cock and ball set. One dark brown dildo looked to be about fourteen inches long and bigger around than a soft drink can. She looked at Cindy.
"Yeah, well, you definitely are not ready for that one. I couldn't even take that. I wonder if Maureen could take that one, didn't she say that after the hysterectomy, she could take Bill's big cock much easier?"
Elizabeth smiled," That's what she said."
"I still think we need to find out how big Bill is. Let's try to get him a boner one evening when no one is in the store. Okay?"
"Stop it Cindy. Are we going to buy one of these?"
"No, you are going to buy this one."
She handed Elizabeth a large cream colored dildo in a plastic pack. It looked like the rubbery flexible ones. I was about eight inches long and much, much thicker than Chris' cock.
