Chapter 1
The Fetish: The Measure of a Man
Bill was my best friend. We were in high school together. We were roommates in college. We fucked the same girls -- trading them off, and even on occasion both of us fucking the same girl in our dorm room. We got married within a year of each other -- to two beautiful ladies. My marriage to Lynn lasted. We were deeply in love. We were happy.
Bill's marriage was happy at first, and then troubled. He was divorced in a couple of years. Then, Bill started fucking my wife! He fucked her for four months. She wanted to fuck him. She fell in love with his dick! But she stayed in love with me! Now how the hell did something that dumb, that stupid, that weird, happen? Well, here's the story.
After Bill's divorce, Lynn and I tried to cheer him up. We had him over for dinner several times a week. After dinner, we always had a few drinks -- maybe a joint -- and, sometimes got into the hot tub. Hey -- San Diego? That's routine. My wife, Lynn, is a good-looking woman. Big breasts. Narrow waist. Shapely ass. A thick, curly-haired, brunet, beaver. But, I never thought twice about Bill looking at her naked. What I should have thought about, was Lynn - looking at Bill.
Unfortunately, Lynn had a fetish that neither of us suspected. Bill was hung like a stallion. In college, some of the girls he fucked were really turned on by the size of his cock. I remember one redhead who couldn't leave him alone. I had watched him fuck girls in our dorm room, and his equipment was really impressive. By comparison, my dick was only about half his size!
Lynn had never said anything about my cock. She wasn't a virgin when we married, but I think she had had only a couple of guys, before me. I thought our sex life was good. We fucked several times a week. Most of the time she had orgasms. Nothing spectacular, but nice, quiet orgasms. I had no idea what a fetish was. But, after she saw Bill in the hot tub, her fetish got to her. I didn't know that what she was seeing was turning her on -- what it was doing to her head.
Finally she came out with it. She laughed and said, "I'll bet he was popular with the girls in college. You two were room mates weren't you?"
I said, yes, we were, and she said, "Did he ever bring girls, up to your room?"
I said, yes he did. And then, she said, "He's really hung. How big is that damn thing, when he gets it ready for action."
I thought she was just joking. I had no idea what his cock was doing to her brain, so I said, "I sure a hell haven't measured but he claims it's over nine inches -- maybe ten. Hell, he's almost twice as big as I am, and a lot thicker." I thought she would laugh. She didn't. She just took a deep breath, and said nothing.
Two nights later, in the hot tub, I went into the kitchen to get some more ice for our drinks, and when I looked out the window, she was standing close to him, her hands under the water, very obviously, playing with his dick. I just stood there a minute or two, watching them, remembering the girls I had known in college who were turned on by his big dick.
When I came back with the ice, they moved casually apart. As I bent over to set down the ice bucket, I looked at him, under the water and his cock was hard.
Well, she asked how big it was. Now I guess she knew!
The following Saturday night we were in the hot tub, I made a point to spend a lot of time in the kitchen -- mixing drinks, getting more ice, and so on. I gave her plenty of time. I needed to find out what the hell was going on. I could look out the window without being seen. I must have left them alone a half dozen times and every time, she moved over to him and started to play with his dick. She was the aggressor. He didn't touch her. He just stood there and smiled at her while she played with it. She kept playing with it until I came back outside. Houston, we have a problem, I thought.
When I came home from work the following Monday, she mixed me a drink, and said, "Sit down. We need to talk."
I said, "What about."
"First, let me tell you that I love you very much. You gotta believe that."
I nodded. "Okay, I believe that. So what else!"
She was honest and brutally frank. "Bill came over here this afternoon. And, we fucked! And, we're going to fuck again."
I wasn't quite sure what to say, so I just sat there, silent.
"I will answer any questions you want to ask me," she said.
So what do you ask your wife when she tells you she just fucked your best friend, a couple of hours ago? I wasn't angry. I wasn't even jealous. I was scared. I was terrified! I loved her. I didn't want to lose her.
"Do you love him?"
"No. I love that huge cock. It's twice the size of yours. He gave me two unbelievable orgasms this afternoon! Orgasms like I've never had in my entire life! Like I've only had in my fantasies."
My God! What the hell was this? What the hell should I do?
"Do you want a divorce?"
She shook her head. "No. I love you. I want to stay married to you. This is about sex, not love. I'm no fool. Bill will get tired of me in a few months -- just like all his other girl friends. Just like his wife. Then he'll dump me. When he's finished with me I'll be desolate, but I love you and I want to stay with you, if you'll have me, after he's finished with me.
Well, that was something, I guess. Bill would leave me with a well-used wife. I could keep her if I wanted to. The problem was, I wanted to. And, I didn't seem to have much choice. "But, you're going to fuck him?" I said.
She nodded. "Yes. I'm going to fuck him as much as I can."
I didn't know what to say. "There's nothing I can do about it?" I asked.
"No. You don't understand. I don't understand, myself. Since I was a young girl, I've always fantasized about a big, rock hard cock like that, but I've never been close to one before. I guess I never thought a cock could ever get that big. It's as though, somehow, this is my one chance for real sex. Sex I've never known before, except in my imagination. Sex I may never have a chance to know again. My one chance! I know that sounds crazy, but that's how I feel. And I'm desperate."
I sat there a moment, not knowing what to say. Just looking off across the room and thinking about Bill's big, cock, pounding in and out, of my lovely wife. I had seen him fuck girls in our dorm in college. He was brutal. He was going to use her just like he'd used the others. She didn't understand that. What the hell could I do? What could I say to her to change her mind?
"Please, say something," she said after a minute of silence.
I sat there, wordless.
"Do you want me to move out?" she asked.
If she moved out, she would move in with him. The thought of him taking her to his place -- using her, then dumping her -- sending her back to me - that thought hurt like hell. But, more important -- our friends would find out that she was living with him. Then she would not be merely his private whore -- but a public whore! Our marriage would be over. How the hell could I save our marriage?
"No," I said.
"So, you want me to just go to his place?" she asked.
Going to his place was the same. There would be overnights. Our friends would certainly find out! They would surely discover she was having an affair with him! That would be the end of our marriage. And, the thought of them, fucking in his apartment. Me, not knowing when. That thought would drive me crazy!
Again, I said, "No."
Her face showed surprise. She thought a minute. "You want us to do it here?" She asked in disbelief.
I paused and said, "Look, I don't want our friends to know what's going on. I don't want them to think you're a whore! So, yes, if you have to fuck him, then fuck him here. I want our friends to think he's just a close friend of ours that we are helping after his divorce."
She just shook her head, in disbelief. "Jesus. - Holy -- Jesus! - I don't believe this. You're gonna watch us fuck -- to keep it secret? I can't believe you really want to watch him fuck me. Believe me baby! I just fucked him two hours ago. It ain't pretty. You don't want to see that! You really don't want to see that! Besides, he won't do it, never, never."
I shook my head. "If you're going to fuck him -- do it here."
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