Dear Reader: This is based on a true story, and because it is my story it was written from a wife's view. I kept my name only and the rest of the cast's names have been changed; as the show Dragnet used to say "to protect the innocent." I also wanted my readers to have another angle because most voyeur-cuckold husband stories are written through a man's eyes or point of view. I would appreciate your feedback, especially from the wives of cuckolds. I only hope I succeeded getting in your heads while capturing your emotions. Let me know!
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My name is Toni, short for Antoinette and yes I'm French. I will turn thirty-six this August and have two wonderful boys ages 10 and 12. My husband just turned forty-three and I love him dearly. He has always been very mild mannered, easygoing and still very handsome on his stocky but solid 5'10" frame. One of the best things I love about him is if I really want something, he lets me have my way; I guess you could say I'm a little brat at times. My pout is legendary. I usually call the shots at home so you could say I've been the dominant partner throughout our marriage.
Last fall I became unhappy with the way I looked and decided to do something about it. I finally admitted to myself I had gained enough, nothing disgusting, but enough for me to change my routine. So, I joined a local gym last fall, determined to lose the pounds and get back to my "playing" weight when I was in college. Oh don't get me wrong I needed to do this not only for Doug but for my ego too, lets say I loved getting noticed and whistled at when I had my cute little figure back then. Well six months and twenty-two pounds later it happened. Not only did I lose the weight but thanks to my personal trainer, it was distributed in all the right places. I am proud to say I am now a svelte, 5'6" with a 34c-22-35 figure. I also let my dark brunette hair get longer, which now cascades down the middle of my back and my legs have gotten back to the shape that I wanted. As spring approached I won my bet with my hubby of losing at least twenty pounds, so he treated me to a whole new wardrobe, including some very sexy lingerie. Yes the timing was perfect for the country club pool party on that Sunday before Memorial Day. But I never dreamed my marriage, my life and my husband would change that warm, sultry evening.
I should add that as I got into better shape my body wasn't the only area that was changing. I noticed my husband of almost fourteen years was more distant and not as sexual as he used to be. I hoped that after six months of total pain and agony to get my figure back he would want me more, but that was not the case. I knew he loved me, but it was a comfortable love, the kind older couples have after years of marriage. I sat down and talked to him and that's the first time I heard him bring up swinging couples, fetish parties and cuckolding. I got mad and told him I wasn't ever going to be that kind of wife and the subject was dropped and our sex life continued downhill, that is until that weekend the last week in May.
The pool party attire that day was resort casual and I was ready to push the envelope to be noticed. My husband is old fashioned, but yuppie in his values and dresses that way. On the other hand, I wanted my look to be classy and sexy, but not too slutty. So I went into my drawer of new clothes and picked out my tiniest pair of white short-shorts which zipped in back, a pink cotton tissue t-shirt, low cut and white sandaled heels. Underneath I had on a half-cup white semi-shear bra, and matching thong panties. Before I walked out of the bedroom I bend over at the waist to see how much of my butt cheeks were showing (they were ever so slightly) and as I looked in the mirror I saw that my tanned, shapely legs in my white shorts looked hot.
We got to the country club and no sooner did I get out of our car than I heard a whistle coming from the parking lot. It was Bill, a golfing buddy of my husband, who hadn't seen me since last fall.
He immediately said, "My, winter has been good to you sweetheart."
Bill, who is normally very shy, gave me a compliment he normally wouldn't give, along with a peck on the cheek. As we walked in I sensed my short-shorts would probably be the talk of the party as most of the other women were more conservative in sundresses, pant outfits and longer shorts. Doug went immediately to the bar with Bill to get drinks, letting me stand by myself. But that was only temporary. I didn't see anyone we knew until this very good looking new member came over and introduced himself.
"Hi, I'm Russ Marquardt and whose little girl are you?" He said. Russ was single, early thirties and was what we girls would call a hunk.
Giggling and batting my eyes I said, "Toni Stevens and I'm his little girl" pointing and smiling to my husband at the bar.
"Well it certainly is nice to meet the sexiest woman at the club" he commented as his eyes surveyed me up and down.
All I could do is blush and say "Thank you."
I saw my husband just standing at the bar with our drinks and not approaching to bail me out. It kind of annoyed me, but after seeing his attitude toward me diminish, I actually preferred Doug to stay put. Both he and Bill were enjoying me squirm a little. I also sensed that Doug liked watching me get hit on by another man.
Then as if it weren't enough, Russ put his arm around my waist and pulled me closer to him. Wow I thought I was hot looking but it wasn't more than two minutes at the club and a guy was putting the moves on me!
Russ then whispered in my ear, "You have the most gorgeous set of legs and ass I've ever seen. Run away with me."
I giggled and felt an immediate attraction to Russ, plus a tingling feeling all the way down to my pussy. Here was this stranger, arrogant but very charming, flirting big time with me, while my husband looked on from a short distance. Finally Doug walked over, handed me my drink and asked sarcastically if he was interrupting anything.
I so wanted to get even with Doug for him standing there watching me squirm and the way he had treated me the last few months. So with seductive, sly grin, I put my arm around Russ's waist and told my husband "Yes you are dear."
"Oh, well I'll leave you two alone", Doug said, winking at me as he walked away. I couldn't believe it, here was my husband of fourteen years allowing me to flirt with a very good looking man probably not realizing how really hot I was for him. We continued our conversation and decided to maneuver around so my back was to my husband that allowed me to put my arm on Russ's shoulder giving him a great view my cleavage. I continued to talk to him moving closer hoping Doug would get just a little jealous. Glancing over my shoulder I noticed my husband sitting down watching me intently. What I also noticed was Doug had a bulge in his pants. I couldn't believe it. He was actually hard seeing me flirting with another man!
I thought back at what we talked about last week, seeing me with another man, and then decided if that's what he wants, that's what he'll get! Another man had his arm around me and I was turned on, we chatted for another few minutes when I saw my girlfriend Marcie come in so I whispered to Russ I better go talk to her. But I did find time to lean over, casually gave him a short kiss on the cheek.
"We'll talk again later, won't we?" I said in my sultriest voice, as Russ nodded and smiled. Finally I turned and strutted over to my husband and our friends.
Doug was sitting on the lounge chair talking with a few of our friends and Marcie, who I consider my closest girlfriend.
Marcie blurted out, "Who's the hunk? He can't take his eyes off you!"
I blushed and everyone laughed, Marcie knew me well enough, as did Doug, to know I was turned on. I wiggled my now empty glass in my hand which was a sign for Doug to get me another gin and tonic from the bar. After he did, we excused ourselves and left.
On the way I put my arm around Doug and asked him if he got jealous of my chatting with Russ. He said yes, he was a little, but at the same time he got turned on by his hot wife flirting with another man. He also fantasized about what it would be like watching me have sex with him. He confessed he was reading some articles about husbands seeing there wives have sex with other men and the thought of it turned him on.
I turned to him and said, "Is that what this is all about? You would want me to have sex with other men while you watch?"
He confessed "Yes baby, I guess your married hubby has become a voyeur."
I was totally shocked but at the same time my heart was beating faster and I felt my panties getting a little moist at the thought. So, my handsome but insecure hubby basically told me I could have sex with another man as long as he could watch! Doug handed me my drink and I told him this was something that I would have to think about, knowing all too well my libido was going a mile a minute having thoughts about Russ. I told Doug I was going to take a walk around the clubhouse grounds just to think and I would meet him back at the table with our friends.
I must have walked and contemplated for 30-40 minutes with mixed feelings of surprise, disgust and arousal all filtered inside my brain. Then all these questions came to mind: Why is my husband of fourteen years asking me such a question? Was he having an affair? Didn't he love me anymore? Was I flirting too much or would he be really turned on by watching me having sex with another man?
Oh my God! I really wanted to do this, but would this ruin our marriage and what about our children? I decided that maybe this is what we needed to kick start our marriage and walked back to Doug with my answer.
When I got back to the table I kissed Doug and whispered in his ear, "Yes I'm willing to try this with another man in fact I really want too, lets do it tonight!" Doug looked up at me and smiled, the bulge in his pants told me he was okay with it.
The next hour or so I was talking to friends but kept glancing at Russ and showing him my best smile, but playing the game of hard to get. I found myself wiggling my ass in my short-shorts more frequently knowing he was watching. I was actually posing for him and even bent over at the waist once to see if he was looking my way. I was being a slut and I loved it, knowing full well other men were watching, including Frank, the recently divorced golf partner of my husband. Frank was a man's man, the men wanted to be like him. The women adored him. He was over six feet, Italian with dark, curly hair and sexy brown eyes. My girlfriend Marcie once said if he ever got divorced, she would be in his bed in a minute. Well Marcie your wish might well come true. But if I have anything to say, the bed he'll be in will be mine, never believing how soon it was to be!
The gin and tonics I consumed were taking effect. As if I were in a trance, I left Doug to walk over to say hello to Frank. Smiling, I grabbed his muscular arms and kissed his cheek.
"Well hello gorgeous, how have you been?" He said with a big grin.
"I've been fine, staying out of trouble I guess," I said knowing all to well he would come back with something witty.