*** Jamie's Story. ***
I was in the kitchen when I heard the front door open. My husband, Allan, had come home early.
"Hey," he called out.
"Hey yourself," I replied, stepping into the living room. He was setting down his laptop bag, stretching his shoulders. "Everything okay?"
"Yeah, just finished up work early." He glanced toward the window.
I followed his gaze, knowing exactly what -- or who -- was about to pass by. Right on time, the jogger appeared.
She was radiant in the afternoon sun, blonde ponytail bouncing with each step. Her fitted tee clung to her big breasts, her shorts revealing toned legs.
Allan exhaled sharply through his nose.
"You've seen her before, haven't you?" I asked.
He hesitated, then chuckled. "I mean... yeah. Hard to miss."
"Would you talk to her if you had the chance?"
Allan turned to me, smirking. "Are you testing me?"
I shrugged. "Just curious."
Right then, something unexpected happened. The jogger slowed down -- just a little. She turned her head, her eyes meeting Allan's through the window. A small, knowing smile curved her lips before she jogged on.
Allan blinked. "Did she just -- "
" -- Smile at you? Yeah. Looked that way."
He let out a nervous laugh. "Okay, that was unexpected."
"What if she stopped?" I asked.
Allan tilted his head. "Stopped?"
"What if she walked right up to our door? Knocked?" I stepped closer to him. "Would you answer?"
Before he could respond, there was a sharp knock at the door.
We both froze.
Allan looked at me, then at the door. "No way."
I swallowed. "Open it."
His hand hovered over the doorknob before he turned it.
There she was, standing on our doorstep, breathing lightly from her run.
"Hi," she said, her voice smooth. "Sorry to bother you. I just... noticed you watching me."
Allan cleared his throat. "Uh -- "
"I don't mind," she continued, her lips quirking into a playful smirk. "I actually kind of like it."
Silence stretched between us. I could feel Allan's pulse from where I stood beside him.
Then she added, "Do you ever think about doing it?"
My breath caught.
Allan exhaled slowly. "Doing... what exactly?"
She laughed softly. "You know exactly what."
I should have stopped this. I should have said something, but instead, I watched.
Allan glanced at me, searching for some kind of reaction. I gave him none, just watching. Because, I wanted to know what would happen next.
She tilted her head, amusement flickering in her eyes. "Mind if I come in?"
Neither of us answered. Not right away. But Allan stepped aside.
And just like that, she entered our home.
I imagined her right there in the living room, smiling at him. How would she do it? Whatever way he wanted? What would he fantasize?
Her getting on her hands and knees, nude, looking coyly back at him -- him kneeling behind her.
Why was I thinking about this?
She was obviously the kind of woman that a man liked to look at, to fantasize about. And my husband was definitely a man.
She walked past me, past Allan, trailing the scent of sweat and something sweeter. Confidence. A woman who knew her effect.
She turned, meeting Allan's eyes. "So... do you always watch, or do you ever play?"
Allan let out a nervous laugh. "I -- uh -- "
I crossed my arms. "You do know I'm standing right here, right?"
She smiled at me now. Not an apology, not embarrassment. Just... curiosity.
"I know," she said simply. Then, after a pause, "But do you?"
Allan looked between us, unsure.
I should have said something. Stopped it. Instead, I let the question linger. Because deep down, I wanted to know the answer too.
The jogger's question hung in the air. But do you?
Allan shifted uncomfortably. "This is... unexpected."
She chuckled, tilting her head. "Is it? You watch me run every day." Her gaze flicked to me. "And I think she watches you watching me."
Allan swallowed. "I didn't think -- "
"You didn't think I noticed?" She took a slow step forward. "Or you didn't think your wife noticed?"
His lips parted, but no words came.
I watched them -- watched her.
She was playing with him now, the same way I had played with the idea of her. And, I was still playing.
"Do you always stop for the men who stare at you?" I asked, finally stepping in.
She turned her attention to me, smiling as if she had been waiting for me to speak.
"No," she said smoothly. "Only the ones whose wives watch them do it."
Allan exhaled, a shaky sound. I could see it -- the way his body tensed, the way he fought to stay still.
And I could see her seeing it too.
"I should go," she said suddenly, stepping back toward the door.
Allan blinked, caught off guard. "Oh -- yeah, of course."
But I wasn't fooled.
She was waiting. She had set the bait, and now she wanted to see if we would bite.
Before she reached for the door, I spoke. "Do you want to stay?"
Allan's head snapped toward me.
The jogger hesitated, watching me carefully. Then, slowly, she smiled.
"I thought you'd never ask."
I should have been prepared for this moment. I had invited it, after all. I felt a strange nervous energy settle over me.
Allan was staring at me. I could practically hear the questions in his mind. Are we really doing this?
And I wasn't sure I knew the answer.
Because I felt something I hadn't even admitted to myself.
Guilt.
Not guilt over the situation. Not guilt over my husband's wandering eyes. But guilt over me.
I had been watching her for so long, admiring her -- her strength, her confidence, the way she seemed so effortlessly desirable. And somewhere in that admiration, there was something else.
I felt guilty that I didn't exercise regularly like that woman.
That's why, one day, I put on my running shorts and headed out to jog.
I hadn't seen her. I didn't want to see her. The last thing I needed was to feel like an awkward beginner in front of her. If I was lucky, I'd be done before she came.
But luck wasn't on my side.