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William
Sweat rolls down my forehead as I rest the basket of groceries down on the counter.
"Fuck." I pant, trying to catch my breath.
Carrying a container full of heavy groceries up five flights of stairs is not fun. Especially in the summer, when you're already melting just by stepping foot outside.
I take a moment to look around the apartment.
The kitchen and living room are connected by a large archway, making the space feel open and inviting despite its modest size. The walls are painted a soft shade of yellow, and the floors are covered in worn but comfortable wooden planks. A small, round table sits in the center of the living room, surrounded by mismatched chairs that were obviously bought at different times. A worn-out couch sits against one wall, with a neatly folded blanket on top of it.
The kitchen is simple and functional, with a small countertop that runs along one wall, and a tiny dining table tucked into the corner. The cabinets are painted bright white, and the appliances are all in good working order. A small window above the sink offers a view of the street below, where children play and neighbors chat.
It's one of the cheapest rates we could find here in Hagerstown, Maryland. It's not much, but it's
ours
.
Rose emerges from the hallway, looking as beautiful as ever. She's wearing a white crop top and a pair of light blue jeans.
"You're home. Here, let me help you with these." She says, walking over to help unload the groceries.
While we put the items away, I can't help but think about how much our relationship has improved over the last four months. Dare I say it's the best we've ever been!
After Miami I wasn't sure if it was possible to go back to how things were between us. It took us a while to feel comfortable talking about what happened during the trip, and to be open and transparent with each other. It took some time, but eventually, our walls came down.
"So, Katie called me today during one of my meetings. I called her back at lunch, and she wanted to know if we're free to hit up Jeans tomorrow. What do you say?" Rose informs me.
Jeans is a nightclub that is a few blocks away from our apartment. It's pretty run down, but Rose and I used to go there often, especially when we first moved into the area.
"We haven't been there in ages. I'm down to go hang with her for a little while. We really don't see her that often anymore."
It's true. With everyone working jobs, finding time to get together is difficult. I guess it's one of the tragedies of growing up. It makes me miss the college days where we all had simple schedules and had time to actually live life. To be young and free, not plagued by responsibilities.
Katie has been Rose's best friend since freshmen year of college. Friends have a way of rubbing off on you, and I think she's the reason Rose is so extroverted. From some of the stories I've heard, Katie was quite the party girl back in the day. Now, thankfully she's toned it down, at least from what I can tell. We've only hung out with her a handful of times since we all graduated, with real life getting in the way. She's a dental assistant these days, and I remember Rose and I threw a party for her when she got the job.
"Rob will be there as well. Katie and him are dating now, in case you didn't hear."
"Ugh, thanks for telling me
after
I already agreed to go." I complain.
Rob was also someone we went to university with. I don't have anything against the dude, our paths didn't cross much, but I know he was into some sketchy shit. I remember one time the campus police got a warrant and searched his dorm for cocaine. They didn't end up finding any, since Rob was pretty good at hiding his stash. But I knew not to get too close to him, because I didn't want my life to get messed up because of him.
"Come on, it'll be fineeee." Rose says, putting away the last item we had left.
"I know it will be, because I'll be with you." I pull her close. "You have a way of making everything better."
"Everything?"
"Well, 'Gossip Girl' episodes are still a drag to get through. Those forty-minute episodes always feel like two hours."
Rose laughs. "Wow, what a low blow! Don't worry, we only have one more season to get through."
"Hallelujah."
"After we finish that, 'Sex and The City' is next."
"Do we have to?" I plead.
"Yessss." Rose leans in closer to me.
"And how many seasons is that?"
"Same as 'Gossip Girl', six seasons."
"Oh brother."
"Give it a chance, you might love it." Rose says. "And plus, didn't you say I have a habit of making things better?" She leans in a little more and we kiss.
And just like that, the world becomes obsolete.
I like to think that love keeps you young. The older you get the faster time seems to pass by. But in these moments, when you're in the embrace of someone you love, time almost seems to stand still. It's best to cherish these moments, these quick little escapes from reality.
We both break away from the kiss, breathing heavy, and rest our heads against each other.
"So, we'll be going clubbing tomorrow. But we don't have anything planned for tonight." Rose says, her voice is low and sultry. "I was thinking... why don't we play the game?"
And just like that, time seems to start ticking and I'm back to reality.
"You want to play the game
now
?" I ask, surprised.
The 'Game' is something we started doing a month after returning from Miami. It's where Rose and I head to a bar, usually one that is a distance away from our apartment, so we don't bump into anyone we know. When we get there, we sit separately.
I always choose a spot at the bar where I can see her clearly, but not so close that it's obvious we're together. I watch as men approach her, drawn to her like moths to a flame. She always smiles, always flirts back, always makes them feel seen. It's a game we play, one that we've both come to enjoy in our own ways. For me it feeds into my cuckold desires, which is something I've been exploring lately. It always ends with us coming home and fucking like rabbits.
Rose was the one who originally suggested it. Sometimes I wonder where she got the idea from...
"Sure, why not? We have nothing going on tonight, I think it'll be fun..." She looks at me with a puppy dog face, those lovely brown eyes looking deep into my soul.
"Ok, let's do it." I say.
Rose kisses me again, this time a quick peck on the cheek. "Go ahead and get changed baby. I'll look for a bar."
I obey, heading to our bedroom to change. As I walk down the hallway, I can't help but feel a thrill of anticipation. The game has become something of a ritual for us, a way to explore our desires and keep our relationship fresh and exciting. It's not something I would have imagined myself doing a year ago, but now it feels natural, almost necessary.
I strip off my boring work clothes, tossing them onto the bed before putting on a pair of dark jeans and a black T-shirt. I run a hand through my hair, trying to tame the unruly strands, before grabbing my wallet and keys and heading back out into the living room.
"Did you find a bar?" I ask.
"Yep! It's a pretty good distance away. So, I ordered an Uber."
I take a deep breath, trying to calm the nerves in my system.
"Alright then, let's go."
***
The Uber driver, a middle-aged woman with a thick accent, keeps the conversation flowing, asking us about our plans for the night. Rose handles the small talk effortlessly, her laughter filling the car as she regales the driver with tales of our mundane lives. I sit quietly in the back seat, my heart pounding in my chest as I watch the city lights blur past the window.
Twenty minutes later we pull up to the bar, and I take a moment to survey the exterior. It's a dive, that much is clear. The sign out front is flickering, the neon letters barely legible in the dim light. The building itself is old, the brick facade worn and weathered by time.
The windows are small and grimy, casting a dim glow onto the cracked sidewalk below. The door is heavy and solid, with a small window cut into it, allowing a glimpse of the chaos inside. The sound of music and laughter spills out onto the street, a testament to the night's festivities.
While I pay the driver Rose steps out of the vehicle, her eyes scanning the building as she adjusts her top. She turns to me, a mischievous smile playing on her lips.
"You ready?"
I nod, taking a deep breath and stepping out onto the sidewalk. The air is thick with humidity, and the scent of rain lingers in the air. The streetlights cast long, dancing shadows across the pavement, and the distant rumble of thunder hints at the storm that's brewing.
"Remember, just text me and the game ends." She tells me.
We have a signal to stop the game at any time. When I feel like I've seen enough, or things are going too far I'll send her a text. It's a safeguard for us, or a safety net as I like to call it.
Rose walks into the bar while I stay standing on the sidewalk. I scroll through some apps on my phone to pass some time, and after a few minutes I decide to head into the building.
The door creaks open, revealing a dimly lit room filled with smoke and the low hum of conversation. The air is thick with the scent of beer and sweat, and the sound of a jukebox playing an old rock song fills the space.
The bar is long and worn, with a few stools scattered in front of it. A bartender with a thick beard and a bandana wrapped around his head is wiping down the counter with a rag. He looks up as I enter, his eyes meeting mine for a moment before he goes back to his task.