After we received that last text my wife had a peculiar look on her face. It was not a look I recognized, so I was a bit puzzled. I started to mentally weigh the options of asking how she was doing or how did what we did make her feel. Ironically, I didn't have to speak before I heard my wife tell me exactly what was on her mind. She told me that John wasn't going to be the one calling the shots around here. I started to ask her exactly what she meant by that when she picked up the tablet and began to type.
NaughtyHotWife: John, are you there?
JohnXXX: Yes, do you have my report?
NaughtyHotWife. Sort of
JohnXXX: Tell me
NaughtyHotWife: Not just yet
John XXX: You need to follow your instructions
NaughtyHotWife: Not exactly, you need to listen first
NaughtyHotWife: I am not a fan of giving up control, and I am not planning on doing that anytime soon. When WE decided to explore a situation like this, we are the ones calling the shots. The little exercise was fun, but I need to be the one in charge now.
JohnXXX: I was just trying to help you explore
NaughtyHotWife. I understand that, but I am not giving control of our marriage or our desires to anyone. So... here is where you are about to get something you didn't expect.
JohnXXX: I understand, I never meant to upset you
NaughtyHotWife: I know that, but it made me feel a bit uneasy. I won't lie. I had a blast with the flirting and teasing we have done with each other. Before I decide to take things beyond that I need time to think. So even though this isn't what you want to hear, we need to cut ties for a while.
John XXX: I really don't want that. are you sure babe?
NaughtyHotWife: Yes, it is what needs to happen, so I need you to respect my wishes.
JohnXXX: I will, and again I am sorry.
NaughtyHotWife. I am too. Bye John
JohnXXX: Bye Princess
Honestly, the way she talked to him didn't come as a shock-like some of you might like to think. She is not what I would call a control freak so don't get the wrong idea. Although she is a calculated woman and I am sure she wants to be the play-caller on this fantasy field. It's no secret that she got extremely turned on during our chat with John. He pushed buttons she probably never knew existed. I could only imagine what was going on in her head during and after we did that. I am sure she was thinking about the excitement of pushing things farther, but she needed to regain control of the situation. Just like any husband I was going to be there to support her in any way I could. I decided at that moment it was best to keep my option to myself. I didn't want to cloud her mind up with more information right now. I was astonished to see her have a certain calm rush over her. I tried not to say it but of course, the words left my lips. I asked her if she was OK and let her know I was by her side. Her answer was simple and to the point. She said, "I am great babe, I love you so much".
My wife and I ended up have a detailed discussion about what had led us both up to this point. From the bar flirts to the risky behavior she had experienced with her new friend John. Talking about this didn't happen in a single night though, it was over the course of a week that we started to dig in deep so to speak. I won't share every juicy detail we discussed but there were some important things I found out. After hearing some of her concerns and desires it was evident that she was still unsure about the path we have turned down. Just like any wife that cares about her husband she was concerned about me and of course our marriage. It took a few days, but I think she understands that we are driving down unfamiliar territory that's for sure. Although there is one constant, this is not a road we are taking alone, we are both in this together like everything we do.
The only other big thing I did discover was something that didn't come as much of a shock. I knew after that night were things got hot and steamy, she felt a bit strange. I tried several times to get her to discuss it, but she would just hint about things, but never just spill the beans. Even though It was well known she wanted to be in control of everything from this point out, she actually enjoying the submissive side of the chat that night. She told me that up to the point of the famous note she never really felt the power transfer between herself and John. For her it was the excitement and naughtiness that kept her in the zone during their encounters. The note had an adverse effect on her and she needed time to sort it all out.
The reason she has been so apprehensive to share her dark desires was because she was concerned on how I would feel. I assured her that I would never negatively judge her and I just wanted her to be truthful with me. She spilled out her heart from the moment after she read the words of that crimson note. she was shocked on how her body immediately reacted. Even though she felt a combination of emotions she confessed that the excitement overloaded the fear factor. For her she was astonished how fast she decided to begin to removing her panties while seating in that booth. I reassured her that for me it never changed the way I feel about her. What could have been a stressful time for some was therapeutic between us both. Overall it was a great week and I felt strongly that we were heading down an unfamiliar road together, side by side.
Like I have mentioned a few times before we pride ourselves on not being a typical couple. I can't speak for her mentally, but I can share with what I said to her. I think anyone can over analyze any subject to death. Life is too damn short to worry about everything and try to justify things. Sometimes it just fine to live on the edge and take risks to enjoy the moment.
After returning home I noticed a sight I haven't seen much of lately. My gorgeous wife was sprawled out on the bed with her favorite Sherpa blanket hugging her luxurious body. I noticed immediately that she had her tablet resting on a pillow and appeared to be typing something. As I approached her, she gave me an unmistakable smile. I could see her slight evil grin come out and knew quickly that someone had sent her a message. Here was that conversation.
JohnXXX: I know you told me to give you space, but I felt I need to send you a message tonight. I hope we can still at least be friends.
NaughtyHotWife: Hi, I had planned to send you a message but just couldn't think of what to say.
JohnXXX: That's OK I understand, how have you been