This is in fact a true story compiled of journal and blog entries I have made about the subject.
How it all started for me,
My marriage has always been an extremely happy one, I was lucky to find the love of my life. Our sex life was a bit "vanilla" until a year or so ago. I didn't really think of myself as a sexual being at all. I would always let my husband initiate making love between us, it was most always a missionary position affair with oral sex only performed by him on me. I had never really come onto him to start sex, or even explore outside of our normal boundaries. I was happy in our sex life, I just didn't think about there being so much more out there.
It was at that year or so mark that we were openly discussing fantasies. We were talking about an erotic dream I had the night before while we were in bed one morning. I told him I had a dream about cheating on him and that I woke up a little wet from it. I told him it was a real turn on for me in the dream, but I woke up feeling a bit ashamed and naughty. He was trying to make me feel at ease for sharing, and could tell I was a little afraid I scared him by sharing too much. So he came right out and said the idea sounded hot, and that it was a bit of a fantasy for him, the whole swinging scene. It was of course shocking to hear him agree that the dream was in fact a turn on, I didn't expect that at all. This was really a new thing for us to talk about what sexually turned us on, so I listened to what he had to share.
He went on to tell me he found interracial sex a big fantasy for him as well. I told him next time I'll dream about fucking a black guy just for him. Of course he loved the idea and continued to spill on me how he found the whole idea of a married woman and a black man so taboo and erotic. I was immediately turned off at first to hear this from my husband of many years, but I was already horny waking from my dream and I was enjoying the naughty conversation. I was playing with his dick while he fingered me and we talked about why this topic turned him on so much. He continued to tell me he had fantasized about interracial swingers for years and how nasty the idea of a slut wife cheating on her hubby was to him. Seeing how turned on he was, it started to seem appealing. He went on about how it seemed like more of a sex for just pure sex thing it not at all like "love making". The combined taboo feeling, skin contrast, dominating attitude, sexual appetite, and larger cock of a black man added to his fantasy as well. The fantasy started to permeate into my head after a while. the combined feeling of his fingers pushing inside me, and the fact that we were sharing his naughty fantasy together really touched me deeply in a sexual way.
I closed my eyes and returned to the very taboo feeling my dream gave me. Cheating on my husband of seven years with another man, it felt so nasty and slutty. It was a new feeling that gave me butterflies in my stomach. Incorporating a black man in that same scenario seemed to give it so much more depth as well. It was something I had honestly never really imagined before, it made sense to me when I also saw it as so forbidden and obscene like my husband explained. I, up until that point had never felt so sexually imaginative. Needless to say we fucked each other silly that morning.
The more and more time went by it became a more regular habit to talk about his little fantasy before we had sex. It started getting me hot just to think about our little nasty chats we would have. It turned me on to see him so turned on by it, and it just grew to turn me on as well. It never really centered on ourselves though, he would tell me about videos he had seen on the internet of other wives being fucked by a black cock. He would tell me how it got him going to see them explore their sexuality with another man outside of their marriage. I began to think about what it would be like to be taken by a black man even when we weren't together discussing it. I was surprised at how wet it made me to think about on my own. I even concocted a few of my own fantasies about it in my head.
So finally one night I made it a personal issue, I asked him if he thought about ME specifically getting fucked by a black lover. He said yes, that it was the ultimate fantasy for him. It was a night I'll never forget, I initiated sex for the first time ever, and I asked him to talk to me during about how he imagined me and a black man together. As we made love that night he told me how he thought about me getting ready for a date with another man, and how slutty I could get dressed up for a date with a black man. I asked him during about what kind of lingerie he would want me to wear, and how he imagined my hair done. He basically confessed he loved to think of me dressing to go out like a cheap whore. I loved it, I came in no time at all that evening, and so did Hubby.
I would have never thought in my wildest of imaginations That my marriage would allow for me to even fantasize about another man. Much less to talk openly with my husband about how it turned him on to think of me being with another man. And a Black man at that.
At first we only discussed the topic during foreplay and making love, but I was thinking about it all the time. I knew he had been looking at interracial sites on-line, he had told me about what on them turned him on. I started to look at his computer from time to time when he wasn't around, checking to see what sites were listed in his favorites, what sites he had been on in his browser history. I was still a little embarrassed to just ask him about what they were, that would mean I was turned on by the whole idea outside of making love to my husband. So I began to do it when he was at work or busy outside. That way I didn't appear to be taking the issue too far, or to be interested in sex outside my marriage. I didn't want to hurt him by taking the fantasy too far, making him regret that he shared it with me. Cause after all, I was very happy he did, and surprisingly I was getting turned on by it more and more it seemed.
So I thought I would justify snooping in his computer by telling myself it was OK because I was giving us some new material to stimulate our foreplay. As I opened his pictures, I noticed he had downloaded lots of pictures of women having sex with black men. What struck me as different about them was that all of them seemed to have very average looking women in them, not typical porn star types. Lots of them seemed to be taken in a very amateur style, suggesting that they came from various personal collections. Most of them I just happened to notice were wearing wedding rings, suggesting the picture was taken of a an affair a wife was having with a black man. That or they were swingers, either way I was intrigued that this is what was turning my husband on. It was your everyday women, wives, mothers, not the Jenna Jamison type I had been envisioning. A quick check of his favorite sites and history confirmed it, it was all amateur white wife interracial porn. I took a quick mental note about the theme of some of the pictures and sites. Unprotected sex was a main issue on a few of them, "bareback" or "cream-pies" they called it. The thought of how slutty those women looked leaking another mans semen made me a bit hot. Seeing them being used for a black mans pleasure was giving me a few new ideas for what to say to my dear husband that night while I teased him in bed. I tried to cover my tracks that I had been snooping in his things, and waited for an opportunity to seduce my husband.
When he came home that night, I had lit candles and put on a pair of panties and a bra he had said he liked. It was a first for me to set the mood this much before sex. He looked pleasantly surprised when he came in. While we were lying on the bed making out he started to slip a hand down the front of my panties, that's when I began.
"Honey..... when you think about me getting fucked by another man?" I asked.
"You mean a black man" He reminded me.
"Yes a black man, do you imagine that my lover would be wearing a condom, or just skin to skin?"
He looked at me shocked I think that I was so forward tonight. "I imagine skin to skin in my fantasy, does that turn you on." He asked me.
"Yes, I think a white wife getting fucked bareback is pretty hot actually, so improper and just naughty."
"Bareback huh?" He seemed surprised I knew the term, I had only just learned it by being on his web sites.
"That's what its called right?" I wanted to seem like I wasn't sure of the term.
