To try and push my sissy fantasy along and get her more comfortable I told her I wanted to suck a cock one day. I even let her know I had a gay friend who was ready and willing to let me suck his cock and do it in front of her. With luck she will take my sissy fantasy further. I cannot imagine how hot it would be. Me dressed in stockings and more, kneeling, sucking my friends cock all the while my wife watching, giving me instructions, and calling me names. I hope it happens, and I have talked to my friend about it. He even started sending me pics of his cock so if she ever wants to see it she can. I told her he sent me some pics and when she is ready, I can show her. She did ask and I told her he was much much thicker, which he is, and hope she is thinking about that one guy from way back that had the really thick cock she loved. Having a bi threesome is a fantasy that I would love to see come true. My wife and I talked about it and she has not said no, she just said she is not sure she is ready to watch me sucking a cock. I told her I am ready to and asked if I could at least practice with my friend. She is thinking about it as I write this so maybe in a few weeks I will have a story about sucking cock in front of my wife.
My wife has shared adventures she has had with both men and women. One guy had a much thicker cock that she loved to fuck. So some guys have bigger cocks and some have smaller cocks. Some she tells me were gentlemen and that she was able to spend time with socially and not just for fucking. Being her cuckold means I get to play with her in bed and out, together saying things to each other that is fun. I have called my wife a slut in bed while making love. She has told me to fuck her married cunt. I have teased her while we were fucking about bring me home her cheating used cunt to her husband to be fucked and owned last. That for me is a rush that I will never get tired of. My wife has told me often when we are in bed that she wants more cock, bigger cocks, that she needed to be stretched, or pretended she had a lover who brought a friend so she was tag team fucked. She does that while we make love to add excitement for me because she knows it turns me on. Her doing that is fun and intense and so much hotter than any porn I have ever watched on my laptop as I jerked myself off. Telling me to lick her used cheating cunt has an intensity that for me is out of this world. Telling her I want to fuck sloppy seconds into her and asking her to bring me home a used pussy is exciting.
Being a cuckold, for me, is me being able to give up control to an extent. I can let what happens happen and not stress about it. I can let my wife take on the role as the decision maker, the leader, and enjoy the pleasure that gives her, and me both. What was a fantasy for me became a reality. I initiated the discussion, and my wife took to cuckolding me like a fish to water. We made it happen and it has been amazing.
I let my wife cuckold me not because I am weak. I let her cuckold me because I am secure and trusting enough in our relationship that we can talk, enjoy and share experiences. I am secure as a man knowing that I am enough for her, that my cock is enough for her, and that she is not out there looking for a guy with a bigger cock. I am not threatened by my wife's sexuality and her appeal to other men. I like to think that I understand and trust in our relationship. My wife does not cheat, my wife explores her needs with my support, my permission, and my love. She is with a different guy every week.
My wife tells me she can feel how I get harder when she tells me things. For my relationship it has taken us to forty-five years of amazing adventures. I love everything about being a cuckold and hope it never ends.
