I Love Being Her Cucold

This is a story to share my love of being a cuckold. There is an incredible allure, excitement, passion and closeness it brings to my marriage. There have been a few bumps in the road and sometime s bit of an emotional roller coaster that comes with being a cuckold, however it has all been worth it. My wife is a short petite lady with large D cup breasts and just the right curves after two kids that makes her one very sexy lady. She has a smile that lights up a room. Having my wife walk through what she did with another man, or woman, for me in the morning after she has been with someone is something so sexy, intense, and special. When my wife does this for me she knows that it makes me feel special as a man, and it gives her a feeling of power and security knowing she can share things with me. It is amazing and I, for one, love every time my wife does that for us.

What my wife does she does with my permission, with my support and me knowing who she is with and having met them. I enable my wife to let go of hang ups and have some fun. My wife enjoys sex and having an orgasm no matter who is giving her the orgasm. To me this is perfectly normal and makes my wife all the more attractive to me.

My own path to becoming a cuckold may or not be normal. Regardless of how it came to be my wife and I shared the adventure together and the sex has been amazing. I am at a senior level with a multinational company that operates all over the world. As such I have power, I am always in the drivers seat, and I am always in demand for decisions and direction to a large staff globally. I am the man who makes decisions constantly. Being so busy and away from home I want my wife to have some quality intimacy, someone to talk to, and some great sex. I love her and want her to be happy and not lonely so I encourage her to have a regular friend or two.

My wife knows that I am here no matter what as a loving caring husband who she trusts enough to be completely honest with and she know she can come home to me after she explores. I don't ever have to wonder if my wife found someone attractive or if something is going on, my wife tells me. One other thing I am asking my wife to give me, and of course give herself, is making me a sissy bitch. I want to be a sissy bitch tied to a chair, totally helpless, totally unable to control what was happening. Not being the man in control that everyone turns to and being a helpless little bitch would be nice for a change. Maybe it will happen one day, and maybe not but as a cuckold my wife and I are talking about it and she is exploring verbally what may happen. For now she is finding her way.

As she finds her way I get to enjoy it. My wife ordered me a lace bodystocking on line and asked me to wear it one weekend. I was hard the whole time I wore it. She has since bought me some lace panties, and even a silk maid outfit and orders me to clean the house on weekends dressed like that. It is so exciting to see her in control and to be the little bitch she is controlling. I now get to dress up in lace stockings, panties, whatever I feel like at home without hesitation. I showed up in our TV room the other night with a hard on, wearing thigh high stockings and carrying my auto-stroker and her favorite vibrator. She was so easy and accepting it was awesome. I laid on the couch and she played with my balls and told me to get the auto-stroker going while she gave me a show.

She then stripped naked, sat back on the couch facing me and spread her legs. She then proceeded to pull her pussy lips open and finger herself. She then reached for her vibrator and started to rub it up and down the slit asking me if I liked seeing her play with her pussy. She asked me if I was thinking of other cocks fucking her. I maned and she started to describe other cocks she has or wants to fuck. As she did this she started to shove her vibrator into her pussy. She talked about the vibrator being a cock going in her and showed me with her vibrator how they penetrated her and how she humped the men to get cock deep inide her. She talked about humping hard so men would shoot a big hot load of cum into her. All the while my autostroer was pumping away and I was losing my mind. We climaxed almost at the same time and it was good. I was dressed like a sissy she was watching me and talking about bigger cocks. It was heaven.

To try and push my sissy fantasy along and get her more comfortable I told her I wanted to suck a cock one day. I even let her know I had a gay friend who was ready and willing to let me suck his cock and do it in front of her. With luck she will take my sissy fantasy further. I cannot imagine how hot it would be. Me dressed in stockings and more, kneeling, sucking my friends cock all the while my wife watching, giving me instructions, and calling me names. I hope it happens, and I have talked to my friend about it. He even started sending me pics of his cock so if she ever wants to see it she can. I told her he sent me some pics and when she is ready, I can show her. She did ask and I told her he was much much thicker, which he is, and hope she is thinking about that one guy from way back that had the really thick cock she loved. Having a bi threesome is a fantasy that I would love to see come true. My wife and I talked about it and she has not said no, she just said she is not sure she is ready to watch me sucking a cock. I told her I am ready to and asked if I could at least practice with my friend. She is thinking about it as I write this so maybe in a few weeks I will have a story about sucking cock in front of my wife.

My wife has shared adventures she has had with both men and women. One guy had a much thicker cock that she loved to fuck. So some guys have bigger cocks and some have smaller cocks. Some she tells me were gentlemen and that she was able to spend time with socially and not just for fucking. Being her cuckold means I get to play with her in bed and out, together saying things to each other that is fun. I have called my wife a slut in bed while making love. She has told me to fuck her married cunt. I have teased her while we were fucking about bring me home her cheating used cunt to her husband to be fucked and owned last. That for me is a rush that I will never get tired of. My wife has told me often when we are in bed that she wants more cock, bigger cocks, that she needed to be stretched, or pretended she had a lover who brought a friend so she was tag team fucked. She does that while we make love to add excitement for me because she knows it turns me on. Her doing that is fun and intense and so much hotter than any porn I have ever watched on my laptop as I jerked myself off. Telling me to lick her used cheating cunt has an intensity that for me is out of this world. Telling her I want to fuck sloppy seconds into her and asking her to bring me home a used pussy is exciting.

Being a cuckold, for me, is me being able to give up control to an extent. I can let what happens happen and not stress about it. I can let my wife take on the role as the decision maker, the leader, and enjoy the pleasure that gives her, and me both. What was a fantasy for me became a reality. I initiated the discussion, and my wife took to cuckolding me like a fish to water. We made it happen and it has been amazing.

I let my wife cuckold me not because I am weak. I let her cuckold me because I am secure and trusting enough in our relationship that we can talk, enjoy and share experiences. I am secure as a man knowing that I am enough for her, that my cock is enough for her, and that she is not out there looking for a guy with a bigger cock. I am not threatened by my wife's sexuality and her appeal to other men. I like to think that I understand and trust in our relationship. My wife does not cheat, my wife explores her needs with my support, my permission, and my love. She is with a different guy every week.

My wife tells me she can feel how I get harder when she tells me things. For my relationship it has taken us to forty-five years of amazing adventures. I love everything about being a cuckold and hope it never ends.