My husband and I have a great sex life. Although we have been married twenty years we still go at it hot and heavy in the bedroom. I never imagined that my husband would think about me having sex with another man. One night when we had just ended an unusually heavy session of sex, we were lying in bed and talking. He shocked me when he asked me if I had any special fantasies. I told him "no" but my curiosity was aroused so I asked him his own question. That is when he floored me by saying he wanted to watch me have sex with another man.
I told him that I loved only him and did not want to make love or sex with anyone else. I could not understand why he would want me to do such a thing. He explained that it was a common man fantasy and would not ask me to do it if I did not want to do it. I said I did not and he dropped the subject. But I could not help wondering what it might be like.
I think I should describe myself to you. I am 46 years old. I am still in great shape with a 36 D chest and nice hips and long thin legs. I have long light brown hair and brown eyes. A lot of people tell me I am very nice looking but after two children I wonder if I'm still attractive to other men, at least other men that I might find attractive. I usually do not dress provocatively but when I am dressed up I do get a lot of looks.
The following week we made love several times and it was not mentioned but I found myself thinking about it. Finally he brought it up again and I asked him if he were really serious. That really got him going and he explained that the thought of me with another guy really turned him on and he asked me to just think about it. I said "OK", but no promises. He was content with that and we had some great love making. I started to mull it over in my mind. Although I was really against it, my husband has always done what I have asked and I thought I should at least consider it for him. The thought of sex with someone other than my husband was a little far out for me because I have never even considered cheating. He tells me it's not cheating if he allows it. I have to admit I was starting to get a little turned on by the whole thing. I found myself thinking more and more about it and thought maybe I would try it for him.
The next time he brought it up was on a Monday night. I asked him if I considered it, how would we go about it. He almost jumped out of the bed with joy, thanking me and saying how happy he was that I would do it for him. I said that I would listen to what he had to say. Not that I was absolutely going to do it but by that time I was starting to get very interested. He began to lay out his plan for me.
He said we could put an add on something like Craigslist or put a profile on line on a Swinger's site to see if we could get someone for a threesome or we could ask someone we know. I stopped him right there. I told him there was no way I was doing this the first time in front of him and certainly not with anyone we knew. He responded that a big part of this for him was seeing me with the other man. I said to him that I would have to take it one step at a time. It was hard enough to consider sex with someone else but in front of the hubby was a bit too much. We talked for awhile and decided that I would dress up and go to a local bar or lounge, sit alone and see if anyone was interested in me. I thought this would be good because if I really wanted to get out of this I could just walk out and go home. My husband also liked this idea because he could watch me from the bar and see how I was doing with my potential lovers while protecting me at the same time. We agreed that I would make the decision once inside to talk to someone or leave if I became afraid or did not like anyone. If I was attracted to someone and it was going to go further, I would make the decision how far to go and then tell him all about it later when I got home. He made me promise to tell him every single detail if anything happened. To tell the truth, I really though not much would happen. We set the date for my first adventure for that Saturday night.