By Jay Cameron and Nik
Recently, I was sitting on our patio, filled with pride over my husband's efforts to construct, what he called our "hideaway". When he started his project, I had little confidence the mess would ever resemble the comfortable hideaway it became.
As my mind passed thru the many happy, fun filled, and crazy days of our lives together, I stopped at a time about four years ago. So many things have happened in those four years, but the most impactful was remembering how I became a Hotwife.
I don't want you to think I was a loose woman. I wasn't. Just thinking about all the excitement, it has given me would make any woman smile.
My day job is a Fitness Trainer. I contract my clients, mainly women, and do all I can to help them with their new life. If they want to look like me, someone will have to invent a time machine so some of them can go back to the day they graduated high school. I guess everyone has their own priorities.
Anyway, I was sitting under the shade of my husband's "hideaway", I remember the day vividly. he, had planned a very nice evening out. There was to be dinner at an expensive restaurant, a live band, and the evening so far was filled with great food, pleasant family conversation and dancing every once in a while.
I could tell by the occasional look on his face that there was something brewing in his mind, but he was having trouble getting the words to line up in his head.
I excused myself to visit the Ladies, when I returned to our table, he was ready.
There was pain on his face, his eyes seemed to be glassed over with growing tears.
My confusion exploded. "What's the matter?" I ask.
"Don't worry about me, I'm fine .... Let's dance."
We finished our slow romantic dance and just as we sat down, he told me that he had been talking to some interesting people online regarding the subject of Hotwifing. To say the least I was shocked, but looking back on it, I wasn't offended; something I didn't realize until months later.
The first thing that came to my mind, I wanted to know if I was a bad wife. When he emphatically shook head in the negative and caressed my hand with his lips, I seemed satisfied. But then what has come over him? Is he gay? Is he cheating on me? If I were a good wife, there would be no need for this nonsense.
When he finally took the board out of his ass, he smiled and with a comforting tone to his voice, he said "no."
I was still stunned, but trying to avoid the obvious I ask, "So you want to me to fuck other men?"
His response intrigued me even more.
"I think I do, but there is so much more we have to talk about."
"Well, this is an interesting way to end a lovely evening." I paused to look around the room. "Take me home now. I have a million questions for you, and this is not the place to discuss it.
You would expect a quiet ride home with no one speaking. Not in this case, questions started flying before he closed the car door on my dress.
Let's pause here and take a moment to set the table for how all this got started.
My husband and I are good looking specimens. We have always been, even before we met, Gym rats. I didn't know about him, but I was at the Gym the first thing in the morning, and always the last to leave. Yep, you guessed it, my parents owned the place.
After a long courtship and a long time living together, we finally put a ring on the finger, and we were off to a life of fun and games.
It seems like we were never home. We were always going to parties, and dinners for one reason or another. I can't remember a two week stretch for years that we weren't rubbing shoulders with some group or another. If you stay at some of those parties long enough, things, sometimes start turning sexual. We never participated, but we weren't blind as to what was going on either. On one, maybe more than one occasion, I would be the target of one of the men. Hubby always rescued me, but sometimes I thought he waited a little longer than he should. In the end I didn't think it was a big deal. What harm is a little pinch mark on a boob?
Back to the car ride home from Date Night.
Hubby confessed that he had thought about it for several years, likely before he even knew what he was feeling or what he wanted.
He said he didn't even remember how he stumbled on to the website, but he found it to be an amazing resource for learning about the lifestyle niche known as Hotwifing.
He confessed that he had befriended several couples, as well as a female writer who blogged about her experiences as a Hotwife. He even told me he had been corresponding with his online resources for almost a year. And that's why he felt this was the time to let Pandora out of her box and get this nightmare over with.
He was lucky it was a long drive home, because he needed all the help he could muster to get through this night.
He was very prepared with all the right answers because when we got home that evening, he began asking 'me' questions as we settled into bed.
"If I had had a choice, who would be my first candidate?"
I had not one fucking Idea.
Then he came up with a scenario he thought I might be better able to understand where his mind was going.
"What if we weren't married, and Billy Thompson, a guy you dated in high school, ask you out on a date for tomorrow night. Would you go?"